Wednesday, October 9, 2013

I never understood people that were "hopelessly" lost in love.  Not that I didn't think it was cool, or wonderful, I just couldn't relate.

I am hopelessly lost in a land of love that I have never known before.  I don't even understand it, it is beyond the mind.  Analytic thinking serves no purpose.  I can only think of her. She consumes my mind all day long.  When I wake up at night - which I always do - she is the first thing that comes to my mind. When I wake up in the morning. On the way to work. At work.  When people are talking to me.

I can never remember a time loving anyone like this.  Only when I found the Lord and still love Him, but that is a different love and on a much different level - though greater, yes.  God first.  

She is so beautiful and lovely.  Intelligent and motivated.

I am lost.


  1. Hi Ben, I'm so glad you're happy and in love! It's a wonderful feeling, isn't it? I really hope things work out for you two. If it's meant to be, it will be! :) Take care, Terri

  2. Thanks Terri! It IS a wonderful feeling! Yes, if it's meant to be it will happen!


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