I am completely pissed off right now. But it's a personal matter so I won't go into it on this particular journal, do that on the other one.
Write in this one to try to get my mind off of a very negative situation. These drives to work every day - it's well over a 100 miles round trip - are eating me up in fuel expenses. I am seriously considering getting a motorcycle. I know, they are dangerous, you can get killed on them, etc etc etc.
When I used to ride street bikes, yes, I got into accidents. 3 of them. One of them the driver did intentionally - for what reason I have never been able to figure out. I was riding at 2 am and there wasn't another car on the road, this car comes up behind me, passes and then cuts directly in front of me and then slams on their brakes. I had to lay the bike down to keep from hitting this car. Long story not worth going into right now. 2 other accidents, neither my fault. The last one a pickup pulled right out in front of me and I slammed into the side of the truck.
That's been 30 plus years ago. I've ridden dirt bikes since then, but not street bikes. Still. The idea of getting double and a half or more fuel mileage is a very tempting thing.
But I am not sold on the place I am working at. The hours are too long and I have no time for much of anything after the day is over. I'm slowly getting used to the hours, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. It eats up anything for having personal time to do whatever with my life. Earning a living is a good thing, having to spend your entire life to do it is NOT. I have weekends off at least but still.
Screw this. I am too pissed right now to do much of anything.
Gotta cool off.