Day 4 - off work.
Not sure what I'm going to do today since it's raining. Most of my activities yesterday were focused on doing outdoor cleanup and related issues.

Plenty more I could do out there today, but it's been raining and the forecast is for more rain.  A lot more rain.  My project was going to be to take down and carefully roll up the greenhouse.  It served it's purpose for the winter over the pond, it's time to take it down.  But  I ain't doing that out in the rain.  I was going to pull out the grass - I mean literally pull it out of the ground - put some decorative flagstone over it and dress up the edges of the pond.  I'm also definitely going to put a gazebo over it this year, in no way shape or form do I want to deal with all the junk from the trees continuously falling into it.

It actually wouldn't take more than an hour to take that thing down, perhaps later on this afternoon if the rain stops I'll have a window of opportunity.
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And a reply from the president of our division.  Nice gentleman, professional and courteous.  Note that I didn't just blast him or the company, I made requests and did it in a respectful manner.  He's going to look into it and find out why the director of maintenance said no, thanked me for my thoughtful input and assured me he would at least get the information as to why the decision was made.  He wanted me to make sure I informed my manager of everything, so I did that as well. Now? more waiting.

Meanwhile, off to several stores to find various things I needed and then home.  Tomorrow is up in the air.  The mechanic texted me earlier asking me if the truck has a manual or auto tranny in it?  Manual, I replied, tho he gave me no info as to why he was asking.  That's the way this company works, keep you in the dark.  Sorry, but I don't work that way.  If it isn't up front - info that should be made readily available - it only piques my curiosity even more. WHY do they want to keep this information hidden?

Admittedly, I may be setting myself up for unwanted scrutiny in this company, but, considering the way I have been treated, that doesn't really matter to me at this point.  It was a simple request, not outrageous, not something that isn't already going on everywhere, not something that is dangerous.  The engine brake that is.  I look forward to hearing a rational statement for the decision.

As for the rest of today? Taking down the greenhouse is out of the question. Everything is wet. I don't want to roll it up - wet- and then have mildew growing on it. It must be a dry day outside for me to engage in that operation.  I did go to Lowe's to try and find some new blinds, but the only ones they had that were appealing were not the right size.  That can wait.  I also looked for Bermuda grass seed, they only had small bags of it. I asked when they were going to have a sale - they always do, every year, they put huge bags on a pallet and put a sale price on it.

The lady wanted to argue with me that they have "never" done that, to which I just shrugged my arms and said I wasn't going to argue with her about it. Pretty rude customer service, tho.  I let it go and left there, only to find a good price on the seed at Walmart. 

Now home, I'm not sure if I want to do anything. The next door neighbor commented to me a bit ago that "you were busy yesterday", referencing everything I was doing outside.  Yes, I wanted to take advantage of a dry, rainless day.  I hadn't noticed that anyone was observing my activities. Daytime in this neighborhood? You hardly see anyone outside during the weekdays.  I'm really just waiting to hear whether this truck is going to be done.  I bought food to cook for a road trip, but I'm not making it until I know for certain that I'm actually going out somewhere.

I guess I'm just a bit disconcerted about this truck situation, not really thinking about much else. I was going to have a pit fire outside, but it's not cold enough.  Low 60's, but I only like having a fire if it's cold outside and I have to wear a jacket. 

So, I think I'll just watch a movie instead, lol. 

I wasn't going to sit around all day long doing nothing.  The truck isn't finished and now it's going into Thursday.  On that note, I called work a while ago asking if it was done. No, no word from Peterbilt yet.  I'm not one of those kinds that sits around waiting for a call. I'd rather call them after the time has elapsed to fix the thing in the time they say it should take and find out what's going on. But, I didn't do that, just bite my tongue and let them deal with it.

However, the mechanic said we aren't going to be changing the parameters for the engine brake. Meaning, they aren't going to change from the odd configuration of having to hit the foot brake for th engine brake to come on and instead just having it come on when you let off the accelerator.  Why?  He said the VP of the company said no and that the maintenance director called him and gave him an earful about it.

At that point, I understood it was out of his hands and I either live with it or go up the chain.  I went up the chain, immediately actually. Wrote a letter to the "Executive VP" of our division of the company.  However, the mechanic said the decision came from the VP of the mother company. No explanation why, just take it or leave it I guess.  I'm fully prepared to write a letter to everyone - the entire chain of command and their emails are readily available on a Google search.  But, I'll see what, if anything, happens with this individual.  I'm in no hurry, I'm obviously not going to get the thing configured the way i want it - which is not unreasonable and most other trucks in the fleet are already configured that way.  That's the kicker.  The previous 6 trucks I have driven in this company, 3 of them company trucks, were configured the way I want it.

Well whatever.  I'll wait and see what becomes of it, but at the very least, I want a rational explanation of why, exactly, they won't allow this.

So, I set out to get a bunch of outdoor stuff done around the house today and I can say that I accomplished most of what i set out to do.  Just cleaning up, raking, hauling and burning leaves, cleaning up the front porch, mowing the lawns. Used the electric blower and cleaned up the entire cement areas in the back of the house, tidied it up and then fired up the smoker.

Popped in a pork loin and cooked it in there for about 2-1/2 hours and finished it off in the oven at 325 degrees for however long, I didn't really pay attention, came out very, very tasty.

Busy day, made the best of time off at home.  Taking vacation hours for the time wasted sitting here waiting on yet another broke down truck.

So, what fun. I'm stuck home for probably 3 days.  It's a filter for the DEF exhaust system. Apparently they clog up over time and they have to be baked.  Literally baked in a super hot oven.  It takes up to 2 days.  Well 2 full days from tonight - when they are starting on it - is Wednesday evening.  Just what I don't need, 3 or 4 days off.  Anyway, it is what it is. My manager said she'd give me the extra truck to use - but it's in the shop, too.

The funny part about all of this? She also told me last truck has been in the shop 3 times since I got out of it! lolololol I should have just stayed in the thing and collect the easy break down pay.  I just wish they would have let me do this out on the road and collect some money while waiting.  I'm not going to literally sit around and do nothing while home, I just don't want to be home that much, getting caught up on my checking account and getting ahead are more important to me right now.

And the worst part for me, is if I stay home too long, it takes a while to get back in the groove of being on the road. It sucks but it's best for me if I"m just home a day and right back out.  Or last year, I'd be home one day and out the next morning.

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Wednesday. Finally, one of my credit scores has jumped into the Very Good range.  I have never had it in that category and only recently have had it in the Good range.  I've been working on this - literally for years now.  I have no current aspirations for the Excellent range - I don't even know how one gets to that point.  I really don't. Credit scores are so fickle. One little thing and they drop you 50 or more points.  The companies give you very broad and general outlines of how to increase it.  I suppose if I had 0% of my credit being used, it might boost it up into the excellent range. 

But that isn't going to happen this year. Care Credit is in the high 3 grand range - that was all the work done on my teeth. And I have more that needs to be done this year.  Actually, my Care Credit promotional offer is expiring at the end of May.  It's a no interest loan on that card. If you pay it off before a year is up, they don't charge you any interest.  If you don't, they dump all of that interest from the beginning back on it.  It only behooves me to dump all of that onto one of my other credit cards and save the year's worth of not having to pay interest.  But I'll wait until May to do that.  Might as well enjoy as much interest free payments as possible.

Actually,  a low interest loan would serve that better.  It would take all of that off of credit cards, the interest rate will be much better than transferring it to say, Capital One and my credit score would undoubtedly go even higher. Tho the point of it would be to save money on interest.  And, my credit score would tumble for 2 months. Just the way that it works.  I'm trying to put myself into a position where getting a land loan will be doable.  That 72 acre property is still on the market. But there is a 50 acre property that is cheaper, has lots of forest percentage on the land and is still in this area.  50 acres would suffice and would be smaller monthly payment.  Just that that 72 acres property I could sell off 25% of the trees and get enough to put a house on the property. 

Dreams. Won't get there without continue this credit score battle.  The reality: I ain't getting any younger. Needs to happen in the next few years or I'll likely end up giving up on it.  Saving money is tough when I have so much going into 401k and have loans Im paying off.  They want significant down payments for property.  I have 5 grand available out of the new 401k account to borrow.  But I'm really trying to avoid doing any more of that.  The whole situation would have to be quickly moving from having had purchased the property to having a home placed on it within 2 months and moving out of here and into the house. 

Yes, we've actually discussed this and they actually brought up the idea of a large manufactured home.  Not my first choice but the new ones are like real houses excepting for a few things, such as the plumbing.  I know because I still have the house in Phoenix.  That situation has been going on for years now.  I have no idea how long that will hold out until I have to do something about the place, but as long as the couple running it are content to stay there, I will not doing anything about selling it.  I get requests all the freaking time from people texting me - how they got my cell phone number remains unknown as these people won't reply - to buy the house.  No thanks.  I'll wait until some developer comes along and eye balls that entire community as land ripe for development. 

It's built up now all the way along that major road to our manufactured community. It's not a park, we all own our own property there.  They would have to offer me market value to sell that house, right now, I know they just want to low ball it.  It's mostly old, junky mobile homes.  They're not worth much but the land is.  They've been putting in huge apartment complexes all the way down the road until 2 miles down, where they developed large strip malls on both side of the road.  It used to be, long ago, a 2 lane dirt road and only flower farms were operating along there.  We're the last holdouts.  But it's cheap living for people in that community considering those old homes, it may never change, who knows.  I just know that every year I have more and more equity in that house. 

Yet, at the same time, the thing needs repainted and that is going to cost me thousands of dollars.  Mark - the guy helping running the place - is set for a class action payout eventually and wants to do all kinds of stuff to the property.  But those class action suits are dragged out for years, on purpose, in the hopes more people will get on board and more of an overall payout.  It's been in the courts for a couple of years now.  I can't wait forever to paint the place. I've been looking at licensed contractors to do it.  If I still lived there I would definitely do it myself, I have painted houses before.  It's not that hard but there is prep work you must do. And there are bushes growing up next to the house that would have to be pinned down, away from the house, to be able to paint behind them.  I think some of them might have to be cut down entirely.  I planted them at least a foot from the house, but some of them have grown rather large now.

I'm on my 3rd day off and it's time to go back on the road.  I am hopeful the truck is finished today.  3 days is too much, 2 days is really too much, 1 day I can deal with.

As for now? Well, I am going to clean up the front porch and I'm going to get a fire going on the open pit out back and burn a bunch of boxes and stuff that we don't need. 

Well that was an interesting trip.
I set off "Critical Event" incidents numerous times, lmao.
I don't change trucks and then some how mysteriously change my driving habits.  These "critical events" were going off going down some of the numerous hills I had to go over.  The damn thing was setting off this s*** going 3 MPH over the company set speed limit of 65.

Here's the problem.  The last truck? I could go up to 70MPH down a hill and as long as I brought the speed back down, nothing would happen.  This is all related to the QUALCOMM - electronic logging device that does much more than log your hours.  It tracks everything you are doing with the truck, basically.  MPG, MPH, fuel use, percentage of time spent in each gear, on and on and on.  Why one of them would work differently than another in the same company is beyond me, and I don't really care.

If they want to give me trouble about it, they aren't going to like my reaction.  Because I don't give two shekels about going 68 miles an hour.  It wasn't disclosed to me when I signed on to this company.  The company's speed setting is listed nowhere on the internet when searching out this particular company for considering hiring on  I know, I looked - at the time I was considering this place.

I'm beginning to take this job with a grain of salt.  It's to take a place like this seriously when they attempt to Lord themselves over you in so many different ways, it's laughable.  Oh, and I put this company's speed limit and other things truckers would want to know on various reviews of the company on job boards such as Monster and Indeed.  People should have that kind of information made available to them to make an informed decision about whether they really want to quit their current job and move over to another place.

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Enough of that and the next morning.  Fixing to contact my manager about making sure to get that truck into the shop - today. There is no way I'm going to sit around for days while they sit on their asses and take their sweet time dealing with it - doing nothing at all.  I'll drive the thing to the town where the Peterbilt dealership is myself and take a very expensive Uber drive back to the yard and bill it to the company if I have to. 

Work is kind of consuming my thoughts at the moment.  I've made 21k and change in the first 3 months of this year, which is quite surprising considering I haven't had much detention pay and really don't seem to have worked enough to have made that much money.  But, that is on track to making at least as much as I did last year.  The job has become more tolerable - temporarily anyway - with the advent of driving another truck that goes 4 miles per hour faster.  Doesn't sound like much, but it is much more engaging now, driving that is.  Hence the fact that I drove almost 700 miles yesterday.  Just more motivated. 

So, pay staying on track, I'm not sure moving anywhere is a good idea. Excepting wanting to have a local job and home every night.  Dreaming and reality. I can make around 60k per year at the highest local run I've found.  That's a 20 grand reduction in pay.  This is a different situation than Ferguson.  Ferguson, I was going broke with the reduction in hours to 8 and not getting any OT at all - which was promised when I moved out here.  Now, at least I'm making money.  That's the baseline.

Onto other things. I spilled an entire glass of water onto my desktop computer and the water went straight into the fan intake and yes, fried the computer.  Reminder to self to have the thing set up where that will never happen again. My plans to rebuild the computer just went from sometime in the near future to - now lol.  I was already planning on replacing the motherboard, the processer, the hard drive, the power supply - the entire guts really. Especially the video card. The one in there goes out at random and shuts the entire computer down.  I've had the thing for something like 8 years, it isn't really a great loss.  If I had just rebuilt it and that happened? I would be kicking myself, hard.

So, it was a dumb mistake, but it is mitigated. 

Meanwhile, Taylor asked - very nicely asked and said please say no if you don't want to - to allow the use of my room later on this month by the grandma and grandpa.  She was going to put me up at a hotel if I agreed.  I like my room now, lol.  It's got a huge, 8 blade ceiling fan, a heater, it's own AC unit, a 65 inch screen tv, a Keurig coffee machine, a very nice dresser.  A brand new "convertible sofa" otherwise known as a futon but much classier than your basic futon and I am keeping it in new condition by putting a waterproof cover on it and a large blanket over it. It's still a dog bed, but a dog bed that I want kept in good condition.  It's been freshly repainted and the only thing major left to go is replacing the carpet.  I'm not doing that anytime soon, I have other things and it's good enough as it is.

But, as much as I like my room? I'm pretty giving person and help people whenever I can.  So I agreed to it and even agreed to a cheap, local hotel that I have already stayed at once.  $35 plus tax per night and actually not bad.  Dogs allowed if I want to go that far with it.  Maybe maybe not.  La Quinta is here too - but much more expensive. Usually in the high 80's or low 90's range per night.  But, to be honest, I could have just brought the truck home and slept in that, which I offered but she feels guilty I guess about even asking me to do this in the first place and that was an unacceptable offer from  me, lol.  The truck has a $1,000 mattress in it.  It's pretty darn comfortable.  I usually - not always but usually - sleep very well in it. Then again, I don't always sleep well in my own room, that's nothing new.  The vibration from the engine just lulls me to sleep.

Okay, well, I just got texted back after asking about taking the truck in. Yes, please come take it in. I now know if I don't do it, it probably won't get done or it will be days before it does get done.  And I"ll be sitting around doing nothing. Right now? I want to drive, drive, drive and get my checking account back into shape. The yard is nearly empty of tractors, there is work.  I want my full share of it. 

With that - I'm outta here. And probably looking up components for a new computer when I'm done with that.

G'day.

My day off almost over.
I've got another run - a decent run at that - going to West Virginia.  It's 3 full days and part of a 4th to complete.  There is no unloading, it's just take a full trailer up, drop it, pull the empty back.  I'm a bit tired from the last trip tho, but nothing I can't deal with.  At least there isn't as many days to have to prepare food for for this trip - 3 days worth and that's it. The 4th day I'll wing it.  Should only be like 3 or 4 hours of driving left on that last day.  I get to miss another weekend at home? Oh well. 

Okay, I'm kinda busy, just thought I'd get a post in before the night is over.  But I had to make some food, that and laundry usually take up the night before a longer trip.

However, Trump is doing a rally in Michigan and it's hilarious.  He is pushing back hard on all of this fake russian hoax trash that has dominated the news media for 2 years now.  Anyone that continues with this crap is going to get my direct ire directed back at them.  The obstruction accusation is also trash, a lie, another hoax and I won't entertain anymore of those discussions, either.  If people want to follow propaganda news sites such as CNN - the voice of the Democrat party - and a host of other fake news organizations - note they are propaganda, not news outlets - let them.  But don't shove any of that crap in my face, thanks. 

Enough of politics, tho the border situation is really starting to irritate me.  Because nothing is being done in Congress to address the loopholes that allow detained illegals to be released into the US.  And that the left wants open borders - let's just let the whole world in here!

Whatever.  My SUV drives like a dream now.  Just very wonderful.  Like a whole new vehicle.  Now if I could just get the fuel mileage up a little lol. 

And, even more revelations of how Rene was behaving over there. She was truly a dictator.  I had no idea the extent of what she was doing, if Maria would have told m I would have confronted her with it.  She told Maria she couldn't use her rotisserie oven in the house - electric oven.  She told her she couldn't bath her dogs.  She said all kinds of nonsense.

Anyway, I'm tired and I'm going to bed early.  Long day ahead tomorrow.

Rene.
I don't know what this person was doing over at that house - well I have a good idea, but I guess my take on it needed to be multiplied by 1,000 - but she certainly didn't make any friends . 

Maria says 3 neighbors  - all ladies - have come up to her since Rene left and thanked God that she was gone.  What on earth was she saying to these people? How was she behaving?  Maria is all content now, the dogs aren't fighting anymore - her 2 dogs and mine - and everything is running smoothly.  Of course, there isn't anyone else there.

Why? Because the guy that moved in several weeks ago had one night in there and left. 

I'm finding out that Rene was making noises all night long, yelling at the dogs constantly, barking orders to Maria and tried that s*** with the new guy who just didn't show up after that.  I thought he was going to move out and that was going to put me in some dire straits with that house. 

And now, she has taken all of that baggage and issues and internal stuff to Michigan, and it will only be a matter of time before it all comes out up there.  She can only hide that stuff so long before she starts dumping on literally everyone. She will wear out her welcome and then?  I don't want to hear from her.  Not for a place to live.  She no only left a good thing, but she almost destroyed it in the process. 

Ken - the new guy - told Maria Rene is controlling and an authoritarian.  He wanted no part of it. I really don't blame him, but I had no idea the extent of Rene's doings over there. To put it into perspective, she told Maria I owe her $250 for every week that she watched my dogs.  That was the original idea of this - Rene agreed to watch my dogs and I would get a place for her to live and take responsibility for the bills.  This is what she agreed to.  Anyway, I thought I had washed my hands of her until I heard all of this nonsense.  A person that literally cannot get along with anyone.  That takes a special kind of magic.  

Maria is a very happy camper right now, at least so she says. She loves my dogs and they all hang out together in her bedroom. She's asking for satellite in the living room and I may just do that since the package allotted for 4 receivers - we never had the 4th one installed because there wasn't a 4th tv there when the tech arrived to install it.  So it wouldn't cost anything more than what I am already paying for the service. 

Anyway, yesterday.  Driving down those hilly, narrow, steep, winding roads through all over these little bitty towns was quite fascinating.  It isn't the Pennsylvania I remember, but then again, I grew up in Pittsburgh and that's a ways off from there.  Just fascinating all the old structures and houses built out of stone - not bricks or blocks - stone.  Of course, there was a bunch of new homes with vinyl siding, not really interested in that stuff.  I followed both GPS and the written instructions.  I got to the road they were both telling me to turn on and - whoa Nelly.  I turned down on it and stopped. No traffic coming down there at all.

The first thing that got my attention was the "Bridge ahead 7/8th's mile.  8' 9"

Yea, this truck is not going under a less than 9 foot tall bridge.  And the first turn - I wasn't even sure I could make it around it.  But reading the written instructions, it said there was a road to turn on right at - and before - the bridge.  I went down this road with 10 and 15 mile an hour sharp curves, steep angles but pretty scenery.  All farmland.  People giving me strange looks - what's that doing here? The truck that is.  I was wondering the same thing, but I was sure  I was following the instructions correctly not to mention GPS, so I continued on. 

But that nagging feeling - good grief, if I have to turn around? I'll be backing all the way back out of here.  There is no place to turn around! The road was extremely narrow, the truck didn't fit into one lane.  It was basically a one way road but with double yellow lines painted on it anyway.  Well, here comes the bridge.  Lol.  I took a pic, I'll have to post it on Facebook.  And sure enough, another even narrower road with the truck just barely clearing the telephone pole right at the corner. 

Passing by more old structures, barns, houses and such, I finally came to the plant. 

I don't really want to spend too much time discussing the plant. They're all the same, go in, watch a safety video,, sign in, get a badge, go out to truck, wait.  And wait. And waaaaiiiiiiiit.  35 minutes later - umm - you have to go down that street go get back to where you need to go.  Fine, open the entrance gate, I'll back out and pull in there.  This plant has no room.  I mean, it's a cramped facility.  Regardless, I got the truck into position and then the dude told me it would be a while.  How long is a while? A couple of hours.

I dunno why, but I didn't sleep very well that night before, so I crawled up into my sleeper bed and went to sleep for a while.  2 hours later the guy comes up and says a lunch truck comes in every day if I want to get something to eat. I thanked him, but no thanks, I have my own food.  It was almost 6 hours in that plant unloading that truck.  Petrified Forestedly slow unloading time. 

To add to the situation, the pressure on my tank was at 72 pounds when he was done. He informed me most drivers just leave like that but he could bring the pressure down - if I wanted to wait half a day.  Their system needs upgrading is all I can say about it.  I got out of there, drove down the road a while, found a place and brought the pressure back down.  Then drove out my hours.  Made it to a town called Max Meadows.  I was wanting to stay at the Love's but it was full. Love's are always full now, early.  This was a Sunoco truck stop.  A small store, a small hotel and a restaurant.  I took my food in there and heated it up in their microwave. Yes I asked and yes I bought something just to make it feel right to be using their stuff.

This morning, I decided I was going to fill my gut before I left as the restaurant had opened. Some nice country ham, eggs and tomato slices.  No toast, no grits, no potatoes, thanks.  Delicious. 

Fairly uneventful drive to where I'm at now except for all the selfish drivers on the road.  And all the rest of them that are more interested in what their cellphones are showing them than what the road is presenting before them. 

I drove out 600 miles - still had enough time to go ahead and drive another 100 - but I decided to stop at TA truckstop on the outskirts of Meridian, MIssissippi.  It was almost full when I got in here at 6:00 pm, it was  filled up after I went looking for a space. I passed 2 of them by thinking there was one down at the end, only to find a tractor with no trailer hooked to it occupying that space. Cardinal sin in trucking, if you don't have a trailer, you need to go park in the regular parking lot and save the spaces for anyone else coming in there. 

Anyway, there was one spot left at the entrance - as soon as I went to pull back around to grab one of those other spots, 3 trucks came in and took them up.  Because I"m near the entrance, I've watched at least 100 trucks come flying in here and go flying right back out after driving around the parking lot and finding nothing.  If they bothered to use the Trucker's Path app, they would know it's full and not waste time coming in here. I've updated it a couple of times now. 

Anyway, all this stuff about Rene today was quite unnerving.  I just don't understand how a person can act like that and think that anyone wants to be around them? 

I'm 381 miles from the yard.  About  7 hours when including the bs that you have to do in trucking lol.  I could leave at 4:00 am, but why bother.  I'll get up at 6:00 am and get home mid afternoon - it's not just the time getting to the yard, it's the time spent getting out  of the yard as well and then 37 miles home, a stop along the way for my dogs. 

I'm hoping for 2 days off when I get home - but I won't ask for it. If I get sent out on Thursday - it's Tuesday night - I won't complain and take whatever it is and go with it.  I could stand to use about 4 of these types of trips in a row, to be honest.  I won't get that, but that's what would get me well ahead  I've still got expenses coming up that will just continue to drain the bank, not to mention the bill I put on the credit card to pay for the struts for my vehicle.  I'm paying that balance off before the end of the month.  My credit card usage needs to stay low to keep my credit healthy. 

Well enough of this. Not that late, but I"m going to watch some tv and then go to sleep.

So, it's Monday morning, somewhat early at 5:47 am. 
Taylor has decided to start up the diet again.  She has trouble staying on it.  I get it, diets aren't fun and you really have to put your mind towards the end goal to stay on one. 
But, this time, she's part of a pool of people at her work to see who can lose the most weight in a month. Each person is putting in $20, whoever wins gets the kitty. 

Well, it's easier to do something like this when someone you know is doing it as well. It's even easier when that someone is a person you are living with and has to eat the same kinds of food.  I've been on my own with this since shortly after we started it.  I was determined tho, to lose as much as I could. 

And I've stalled out again. It's obvious: I need to exercise with this diet. Most people do.  I just haven't felt like it, to be honest and haven't really done anything. But, I took that two mile walk yesterday which took about 30 minutes.  My feet were hurting at the end tho.  I have a $125 pair of walking shoes I got from the work yearly allotment for steel toed boots from Red Wing.

I didn't need another pair of work boots, the ones I have will last at least another year if not 2.  I only use them for unloading and at plants, they require those kinds of boots with all these dangerous chemicals and processes around. I also have to wear a fire retardant jump suit and other protective gear - all supplied by the company at least.  Anyway, I got this hiking shoes/sort of boots from Red Wing that I haven't even worn yet except to try on.  I'm guessing they will also hurt my feet until they are broken in.

But, hopefully, she stays on the diet and that will give me the motivation to go ahead and start light exercise - just walking and some weight lifting - every day or every day it's possible anyway.  Today, I'll try to do at least a mile walk after I'm done and parked wherever I'll be.  I haven't done this route before so I really have no idea where I"ll be on the way back.  I'll be looking for that after I get on the road and get 4 or 500 miles behind me.  The era of ELD's meant the era of everyone trying to find parking all at approximately the same time.  It's a fact: people cheated with paper logs.  Meaningless to me, a few extra minutes or even an extra half an hour to find a place wasn't a big deal.  Nobody cared, now we are forced by a piece of electronic garbage to find places and since it's forced on all of us, the truckstops fill up early.

Case in point the Petro I stayed at 2 nights ago.  All the free spaces were gone, it was 8:30 pm. The Love's was full, the Flying J was also full.  The only spots left were the Petro's pay parking. $18 to park! That's nothing short of outrageous.  I can see maybe $10.  Goes to show how often I pay to park.  If I come on this run again, I won't be looking to stop in that area, I'll either stop somewhere up the road if time permits or I'll stop before that area.

WEll, someone has stolen my CapitalOne credentials somehow - I haven't been on that site for 2 and a half weeks - and used it to purchase Apple Pay cards. It's like the 10th time this has happened, but the first time it's happened with CapitalOne.  My card is now restricted.  I'm of the mind to leave it like that, but I sometimes use it to gain the free points rewards.  I paid for the SUV repair just for that purpose.  It gets really old having accounts that are hijacked by thieves.  The banks always eat the loss, but I still hate it. 

Anyways, I'm half hour from my departure time, time to get moving!

Happy Monday. 

Okayyyyyy......
Well, I'm at a hotel in Allentown, Pennsylvania.  According to my GPS, it's 12 miles from the plant I'll be delivering to in the morning.  I will be literally spend the entire day here.   Why?  Well, I guess I misread the instructions.  It's only 1,400 miles up here, that's 2 full days and a couple of hours on the third. Easily make it to the plant on the 3rd day.  Instead, it is a Monday delivery, which is quite ridiculous.  I could have been there this morning for the 8am delivery.

We must have some really lame drivers to be scheduling a delivery the 4th day on the start of a run.  Well whatever, there's nothing I can do about it.  Whatever, I'm not going to complain about it.  I took a medium class (well, upper lower) hotel at the Red Roof Inn. I went to the Wingate at first - nice hotel. I made reservations last night for it.  I spent the money for a decent place and when I got there? They wouldn't let me in until 3:00 pm.  They are completely renovating the facility and many of their rooms are vacated for the renovation.

Nice, but that didn't help me.  I called Expedia, who called the hotel, who approved to let my reservation go without any cancellation fee. $94 back - well back in 7 days probably - but then I decided the heck with it, might as well get a cheaper place and hope it's a decent room. And yes, this is a decent room.  I always like it when I come into a cheaper room and find nice furniture in good condition without scratches tears and wear.  No carpet - fake wood flooring but in nice condition and I don't have to smell old foul carpeting.  Haven't turned on the tv yet - because I don't feel like watching tv.

In fact, I'm going to see if anything nearby to go and visit.  The Liberty Bell museum is closed this entire month, just my like. That is what I would have really like to have visited.  That kinda of took my aspirations to go see stuff out of me.  Cause to go see anything, I have to use Uber or Lyft.  Im still thinking about it tho.  There are a couple of interesting looking things only 4 miles away.

Anyway, the advent of Rene has come and gone.  She finally moved out, leaving her reign of terror in that house behind her.  She really abused her position with Maria and it really pisses me off.  She also instigated Addler into a fence fight with neighbor dogs and now he has a 1 inch gash in his jowls.  I have doubts it will heal properly, but I have Maria dumping antibiotics down his throat to make sure it doesn't get infected.  I have FishMox - dog antibiotics that are available online without a prescription but labeled for fish so they can sell it without that prescription - always available in the refrigerator.  I can only hope a half decent healing.  But, it's his mouth. Constantly licking, jowls constantly flapping back and forth. My beautiful Dane? Will still be beautiful in my eyes regardless. He isn't a show dog so it really doesn't matter.

Rene's drunkenness was the problem with her and she got much worse with her drinking problem near the end.  I'm quite sure all the attitude and bs she has now is being transported with her. Maria is enjoying the bliss of being alone. The other roommate is hardly ever there - making me question if he's going to stick around or not.  Although, I think he kind of figured the lunacy that Rene is and was staying away until she's gone. And now that Rene is gone, I don't have to worry about her driving tenants out.

I have to be honest: I'm actually gleeful that she's gone.  That's just a confession.  She will never be welcomed back to live there.  Not that she has any such desire, but if she asked, I would flatly tell her no and give her the reasons why.

Onto other things.  My TransUnion score dropped to 660 2 months ago for unknown reasons.  I could only figure that Christmas debt on one of my credit cards. But it was only $700 and that out of 25 grand worth of available credit.  Didn't make any sense, but perhaps my history is so bad that anything will drop it.  Last month, tho, I asked 3 of them to up my credit line and they did.  Not to use it, thanks, I don't want any more debt, but to have the increased amount of credit available. The more of that, the better I'm finding, especially if you aren't using it.  One of them specifically asked why I wanted it: I just want to raise my credit score. I have no history of using that particular card except for a balance transfer and that debt it completely gone.

Well, yesterday I got an email notice from creditkarma: Your score has gone up!  I instantly went to their app I have on my phone and sure enough, it went from 660 to 722 and my equifax went from 718 to 739.  I mean, I'm not bragging or anything, I know lots of people with better scores, but that puts me back into the good range.  It's soooooo easy for you to do the wrong thing, without understanding you are doing the wrong thing, and have them dump your score just like that.  It's kind of ridiculous actually. I get it, they want to be a credible source for bankers and loan companies to be able to reference them for good information, but you will spend a long time figuring out what works and what doesn't to get your credit score up.

They don't freely give you that info, they just speak in generalities.  I'm no expert but I've been the rounds with this and I've learned several things that work and that don't work. And things you think should work, but doesn't work. Just craziness.  One thing that definitely works: Keep your balances at zero.  And another: get the card issuers to increase your credit line.  That really seems to be a lot of it tho: don't keep any balances on your card. I know, they all say keep it below 30% of your credit usage and some 20%, but I didn't see any real results until I took out that cash loan and paid off all my cards excepting care credit - that was the one to get my teeth fixed, desperately need work and I still don't regret going into debt for that.  It is what it is. My goal is to try, somehow, to get into the very good credit score range.  How one accomplishes that, I have no clue.

Anyway, this morning I got up and had breakfast at the Iron Skillet at the Petro I stayed at. I actually had to pay to park last night. The truckstops were all full and the only available parking places were the pay one at the Petro.  I'm going to try to get my company to reimburse me for it - no idea if they will. And also try to get my company to reimburse me for this hotel room. It's not my fault they are sending people up here 24 hours early.  There is no way I was going to sit in the truck all day long, on a Sunday, alone and just - sit there. No thanks.

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That was the ticket:  A nice, long, hot shower.  I mean, there is nothing like it after a couple of days of not having one.  I was going to last night, but the Love's truck stop was totally filled up.  I could have paid for one at Petro but I knew I would end up in a hotel room today.

Anyway, now that my credit score has ramped back up, I'm considering that 72 acre property not far from where I am currently living.  It's still up for sale and it's still a beautiful, wonderful piece of property.  But I'd have to take out a loan to get the rest of the down payment money that I don't have.  And that still wouldn't put a structure on the property to live in - we all discussed it, everyone is down to move.  They even voiced their approval of a manufactured home - something I didn't bring up but would definitely consider if it was big enough and it was in excellent condition.  Not a new one, thanks, way over-priced for what they are.

And how would I pay for it?  Have about 20 acres of the forest taken down for a logging company. Not my first choice to get rid of all of those trees, but it would pay for a house.  It would basically be worth about 20 grand.  It's just me thinking again tho.  The reality of it?  Probably not.  I would rather have the cash up front for the down payment and not have to go into 5k worth of debt to go into - more debt.  The upside would be the forestry/lumber and getting rid of the debt shortly after getting into it and also if it worked out- we'd all move there.  I would be getting rent from them instead of vice versa but the mortgage would be paid for.  Which would be another question: How much would the mortgage be?

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I did nothing today.  In terms of going anywhere.  I mean, I went for a 2 mile walk. It was a sightseeing adventure of itself.  Houses and lawns and everything are different here.  Much different than AZ or Texas.  Lots of houses with this vinyl siding.  Even new housing developments with that stuff on there. Not a fan.  Not a fan of stucco, either tho, which they love to use in AZ. 

Oh, and the Mueller report. Trump won, the left lost.  End of story.  Seriously, what else is there to say? That dems want to continue on with even more incessant investigations? Shocking! If you can't win an election, attempt to steal it. 

That's it for today. It's not really late, per se, even on Eastern Standard time it's only 8:30. And I don't have to get up until 7:00 am.  Just enough for one post. 

Almost shocking to see tomorrow's paycheck up there near where it should be.  The whole thing will be gone today before I get it, lol.  The SUV repair, total, is over $1,400.  That's struts, alignment and oil change.  I'm hopeful I won't have to spend any more of that kind of money on it anytime soon. It runs great, everything works - so far - so I at least have some confidence that it will stay good for a while.  I really did not want to fork out this kind of money right now. But the thing was bouncing like a seesaw every time I hit even a minor bump in the road.  Highly annoying, I finally gave in and thought, well, I"ll just have to make it up somehow.

Basically, I need a 3 or 4 day run.  Or another Brownsville run.  Tomorrow preferably. And keep it up with only a day off in between runs for a while. Pipe dream, but one can wish.  Cold temps - not below 0 but still cold by my definition - in Palm so I'm taking enough cold weather gear with me to be able to withstand a blizzard.  Ahhh, just remembered.  To be able to use the inverter in the sleeper, I have to have an extension cord. I have to hook the invertor up to the truck battery pack to make it work. It actually has the spring loaded clamps - it has enough watts to just use my microwave. I'll be finding out.  Otherwise, stop at any major truck stop to heat up food in their microwaves. A pain, but a necessary pain.

I don't absolutely refuse to eat truck stop food - but I mostly reject it.  It's impossible for me to pack all of the food I would need into that small refrigerator.  I focused on the main meals - replete with salads and avocado sliced and tomato slices.  I've been on this diet for 5 months now. It's become a way of life.  The weight came off, I came to a stall here and there ...yes....but.... the weight doesn't come back on.  I probably need blood tests to determine if my vitamin/mineral contents are good.

Regardless, a very busy day is coming to a close.  I fortunately do not have first or even second load. Third load works - out late but not anything past 10:30 pm.  I can get the second day done by 5 or 6 pm at the latest and only have a hundred plus miles to go on the third day, unload and turn around and head back.  Enough miles on the third day? Turns this run into a 5 day run instead of the 6 or 7 it's been touted to be.  We have drivers that aren't really motivated.  They are in their 60's, they're tired of driving, they are only in the company for the health insurance benefits and waiting out til they're old enough to receive whatever level of social security benefits they want to get.

It's a strange life, the trucking world.  I'm not really OTR - I am by their definition but I really am not.  These OTR drivers tho - living in those trucks for months at a time. And they think nothing of it.  Here I am busting ass to just take care of 6 days? lol - but that's the diet that is motivating me.  And a couple of others now are cooking their own food, stopped drinking straight liquor and are trying to lose weight as well.  I think that's a good thing Especially two of them are in their 60's but facing early termination of life if something doesn't change.  I could only tell them the results I had and reinforce what they already know: obesity is a killer.  What they do with that is up to them, but they have both looked up the Keto diet and they have both taken rather serious steps towards changing their eating habits.

You simply cannot live off of truckstop food and expect to maintain a normal weight.  Not to mention clogged arteries and high blood pressure.  But like them, I found weight loss to be hopeless until this diet.  It seemed like you'd follow a plan and not lose much weight and then - gain it back.

Well, this show is about over for tonight.  I've been feeling good for several days now - much better than I've felt in years. I have no explanation for it and I have no understanding if it will last.  I can't say it's the Keto diet - just no evidence at the moment that that's the source of it.  Yesterday I could have driven the entire 600 miles without stopping. I had to stop for fuel and the mandatory 30 minute break, but if that weren't the case? I could have done it non-stop.  Today I've been going all day long as well. No rhyme or reason to it. Just a feeling I haven't had in a long time and had even forgotten that I ever had. 

Whatever the case, I am actually looking forward to this trip to Pennsylvania. I just wish it took me through my childhood home town of Pittsburgh.

Ugh. I'm looking on a map and 2 different map apps how to get to Palm.  2 different routes claiming almost identical time to get there. But it seems to me the route taking Interstate but not going through many big cities is likely the best way. 

Anyway, day over, time to go to bed, g'nite.

So, getting back from the Brownsville trip and going to get my dogs, Rene was inebriated once again.  And Addler had a huge tear - about an inch worth of his left jowl torn open.  Maria was very unhappy-  about Rene being drunk and I suspected, without any proof to back it up and therefore not saying anything - that Rene had encouraged Addler to get into fence fighting with the neighbor's dogs. Apparently those dogs can reach their snouts through the fence enough to bite. I am very unhappy right now. It's not a small cut.  The part that bothers me more than anything is that no one bothered to tell me that this had happened to him  - this morning. I got over there around 7 pm. 

Rene described it as a "small" cut on his jowl.  She cannot get out of here fast enough for me.  The guy that is coming to get here will be there tomorrow. Thank God.  She cannot handle her liquor, she gets mean and angry when she's drunk or "nicely buzzed".  Leave out the nice part I guess.  I don't know how she even got to the liquor store to get this booze. I don't need anyone to tell me when she's drunk, it's blatant, in-your-face and obnoxious.  She gets rude, cuts everyone off, boisterous, etc etc etc.  It's ridiculous.  I'm just sooo freaking glad there is only two more days of this crap.

It appears this man knows of her drinking stuff, tho, from the past, and doesn't know that she is still drinking. Maria said Rene asked her to please not say anything about the drinking and that today "I am going to tie one on for the last time".  She's going to be getting endless, free pot, but I doubt she's going to stop drinking.  And about the first time she pulls that s*** on this dude? Time will tell. I'm not wishing it upon him, but I really don't think he knows what he's getting himself into with her. 

Tomorrow off.  Get my SUV out of the shop tomorrow, take Addler to the vet and waste $300 or more for stitches or whatever they decide, do some yard work, namely: plant some flowers, get some laundry done and go through the refrigerator. It is so full now, there is no room for literally anything else in there.  James parents here, they crammed what little room was left with stuff lol.  Probably a mass getting rid of stuff in containers - leftovers that will never get eaten. I can only eat so much, James eats a little bit of leftovers, Taylor won't eat leftover unless it's the very next day and at work. 

I mean, leftovers? Aren't bad or evil. I just see so much food getting wasted here.  I end up giving most of it to the dogs so at least it doesn't end up in the trash can.  I've lightened up portion sizes in recent times to try to adjust for that factor - make just enough to eat that night, unless I'm intending to take some out on the road with me.  It's just a waste of money.  And dead cows lol.

Anyway, time to watch some tv. 

First day in the "new" truck, first drive to check it out.
Well, Just found out the power inverter doesn't work, so I have to finish this post before the laptop battery goes dead, lol.  It's a a bit less than half.  Without a power converter, I can't recharge my computer and I can't use my microwave.  I will be insisted that they replace it with a new one when I get back. Funny tho, this truck is a 2016 model, weird that it's already fried.

The truck smells like an ashtray.  Not as bad as some other trucks I have been in, but the problem is these people use the "recirculate" option on AC and the smoke smell gets down in there. 

The bed is amazing!  This memory foam stuff might just grow on me. It's pretty darn comfortable. 

The refrigerator has a broken door handle. They will need to fix that as well. I don't care if they have to replace the entire refrigerator, it will be fixed.  Since I am never going to get the new truck they promised me, they are going to fix whatever truck I'm in to newish proportions.  Meaning everything must work.

The 2 grand drivers seat is ok, but nothing I would ever spend that much money on.  It really isn't all that great tbh, the standard drivers seat that comes with a Peterbilt is almost as good. 

Besides the smoke smell, the interior is in excellent condition. That's really a must in my book, when you are virtually living in the thing, it needs to be nice. Slobs and pigs that don't take care of interiors of trucks? I don't want their leftovers.

This thing has the same Wingman/Collision mitigation system garbage in it that the rest of the fleet has.  It decided it was going to apply the brakes for an instant and then show a warning sign that "it isn't working correctly so you will have to operate the controls yourself" or some such s***.  Great, stay that way and don't start working again and we'll get along just fine.  : )

I can't imagine what these futuristic trucks that are autonomous will be like.  Slam on the brakes when it doesn't need to and run over people when it should? 

Oh, one very cool thing tho: this truck goes 67 mph.  That's 4 mph more than mine goes.  My previous truck shows it at 65mph on the speedometer, but the reality of it is 63. It's so slow you lose interest in driving. You get bored, antsy, wishing and dreaming the thing would go even a few miles per hour faster.  You get passed and cut off all day long.  It's actually more dangerous going that slow than being able to keep up with most of the traffic around you.  Don't try to tell that to this  company tho. 

I'm used to driving 70 mph in trucks at the minimum.  As I have said previously, they don't tell you that these trucks are set that low and for good reason: who the hell would want to knowingly quit a job to come drive for them knowing that in advance?  Not that many, I can assure you.  Anyway, it was a bit surprising to see this thing ratcheting it up to 67.  My speed app showed at that and a couple of those setups on the side of the road showing your speed as you pass by said the same thing.  \

I know it might not sound as if a 4 mph increase would be that big of a deal, but trust me when I said that 63 mph is unbelievable. Unbelievably horrid.  Anyway, I'm going to figure out some way to get this smoke smell out of the ventilation system and call this truck a keeper.  I have no inclination right now to get into my own truck after seeing all the OO's complaining the other night.  Perhaps complaining is in their nature, I dunno, but it doesn't seem prudent right now to go that route.  Not with work being as slow as we have been.

Anyway, so far, I'll rate this truck as a keeper as long as the minor issues are dealt with. 

And in Brownsville? It's pouring rain, the rear yard is a disaster/flooded.  There was a trailer here, unfortunately, so I'll end up leaving early in the morning to make the drive back.  There is another driver who should be pulling in here anytime now - and he will be getting the detention pay since there isn't a second trailer here.  But, highly likely the manager set it up that way.  She has a frequently updated list of when trailers are coming up through the port of entry.  He's been in the company 6 years. 

It's just a bit difficult to deal with all of this favoritism that is going on. 

Okay, I am finally starting to get sleepy.  I didn't sleep well last night tho staying awake driving today wasn't near as bad as I thought it would be.  I drove 310 miles, stopped for the mandatory 30 minute break in Ganado and fueled up - and yes, I did take a 20 minute power nap - and drove the rest of the 265 miles down here. 

AS for the home front, I got a text earlier: Can James mom stay in your room tonight? I didn't even know she was coming.  Must be Spring Break up where she lives and bringing James other son from another marriage.  Long story, not going into that now.  I said yes, I don't really care as long as people take care to leave it the same way they found it. I suspect she likes the giant screen tv in there. 

Anyway, my eyelids are telling me it's time to go.

Well.
It's 4 am. Woke up at 2 for unknown reasons and never got back to sleep.  So, another day of driving on less than 5 hours of sleep, woohoo!  Nothing new there and have learned how to deal with it.  I take a nap at the "driver's lounge" - which is just the shack where the workers hang out while loading the trailers and kind of nasty and smelly.

Then, on the way down - I'm off to Brownsville again instead of Illinois - I'll force myself to drive at least 6 hours and then take a 30 minute nap, usually in Ganado Texas, but sometimes I make it further, like to Refugio where my favorite Stripes (fueling station with a huge mexican food buffet that has keto friendly half baked chickens) is and take a nap there, then get up and get dinner and then drive out the rest of the route. 

But, as yesterday, I still face driving a truck I haven't driven before and who knows what might happen? 

They've been doing a good job of having empty trailers waiting there for us - unfortunately - so I am not expecting detention pay.  I guess I should never really expect it, just something that would be nice. 

Rene is leaving this weekend, supposedly this dude is coming down to get her stuff and driver her up to Michigan. I dunno, but when we went out the other day - Maria, Rene and I - she had a few Jim Beams, 3 of them I think, doubles at that, went home and apparently started s*** with Maria, who locked her door and would have nothing to do with her.  I sort of get it with Rene: she is in constant pain, she is on strong pain medication and couple that with alcohol and she can be a real - living - nightmare. I'm not excusing her actions, by any means, it's outrageous and ridiculous.  But she's going to be gone, finally, I for one won't ever be inviting her back.  She can live in her pot-filled eternal high and hopefully be a happier person? 

But, I've never subscribed to the idea that changing geographical locations will change anything inside of you. Those types of things have to be worked out of you and those things are usually not pleasant times. 

I'm still in ketosis, some days I guess I eat something with carbs that i didn't know about in them and I go out of ketosis and it takes days and days to get back into it.  I don't know why I don't just go ahead and scarf on carbs after such things, it wouldn't change the amount of time to get back into ketosis.  But I don't, it just makes me resolve to get back as fast as possible.  But, I'm at a stalemate again and haven't lost any more weight.  I haven't gained any either.  I need exercise and so far, I've resisted that idea.  I was going to start working out with weights - and I did - but their puppy craps all over the porch where the bench is. That hasn't changed and I"m not about to work out in the midst of dog s***.

The travel bug keeps itching me.  I can't shake it.  It may very well be that I just pick a place on this earth to go to at random - tho probably somewhere in Europe - and just go there for a few days and come back.  But a cruise would be nice too lol.

The galveston trip is still on as far as I know. 

Well, about time to leave. Going to subject my dogs to Rene for one last time, at least Maria is there. Addler goes into her room, lays down on the floor, uninvited and goes to sleep in there, lol.  I'm guessing Rene not liking that, but it's a good sign to me: he likes Maria.  Rene will be gone and then - we can deal with her room.  Or deal with the owner of the property and whatever their wishes are. Because as of right now, they haven't said anything about us leaving and it's more than halfway through the month. They couldn't legally force us out now if they wanted to by the end of the month, I think all states have laws about eviction notices and usually 30 days.  I haven't really read Texas landlord laws, I will have to do that someday - soon.  Like maybe tonight after I get done driving.

Have a great day : )

Well that wasn't so nice.
I get to the yard, get into my "new" truck, get everything situated, hooked up to the trailer, do a pre-trip, find some thing wrong.  It was early, but the mechanic was there anyway dealing with a problem on another truck.  So, I hadn't got on the clock yet, I just waited for the mechanic to come and fix the problem before doing so.  I had plenty of time - the first load was the truck that broke.  The driver took another truck to go get the trailer loaded, but that set everything about an hour behind. 

So, he took care of the problem, I was satisfied the truck and trailer were road worthy and got on the clock.  Note - I am an hour late now because of the first driver/load.  6 minutes on the clock - we are required by the company to have a 10 minute pre-trip, but I had already done that off the clock.  Well, diverting here, you want to get your truck hooked to the trailer and do your pretrip before you get on the clock.  If there is something wrong, you will just be wasting your drive/on-duty time for no good reason.  You can stay off the clock until the thing is fixed. Further note: once you start that clock, there is no stopping it.  I mean, you can go off-duty and not have it count against your 70 hours, but the on-duty clock is still ticking.  It's weird, I know, but that's how it works.

Now, if I stay off duty for 10 hours, the clock resets to 14.  Anyway, I was 6 minutes into being on duty and my manager calls. They cancelled the load :(  I mean, I was ready for a 1,500 mile trip, including stocking up the refrigerator and doing everything that I do to get ready for a trip.  It's not a small amount.  Getting up early, driving clear to work, doing pre-trip, etc etc etc - wasted for nothing.  The thought crossed my mind that I should get paid for showing up to work for nothing, I wasted 74 miles of fuel and 2 hours of my time.  That should at least be worth the fuel it cost me to get there and back. 

And right then? My manager calls again. BTW, you need to fill out a trip sheet so you can get paid.  Fill it all in like normal and then write on it "Load Cancelled".  That way we can bill them and you can get paid for it. Right on.  Still deflating.  Now I have to spend a day at home - doing whatever - and then probably have to get my mind into trip mode for tomorrow.  It just really threw everything off.  Even worse? If I would have made it up there without them canceling it, they would have sent me to a hotel to wait.  Getting paid for sitting around doing nothing. 

Oh well.  I dropped the trailer, parked the truck got my food out and went to Waffle House for a meat breakfast.  With eggs of course.  Drove to Lowe's to look at St Augustine grass plugs  -  they show them having them online, they had zero quantity when I got there. I bought some small flowers on sale price instead.  Might as well beautify the house. 

And now I'm home and could kick myself.  I needed to go to walmart for dog food and air fresheners for the truck.  Walmart is across the street from Lowe's..........

Oh well. It's only 3 miles lol, not like a long drive back. 

I have half a mind to go back to sleep for a while. The dogs are with Rene no need to get them right away. 

That's really a great idea! 

Happy Monday!
And hence, the embarking on a new adventure - a new (to me) truck.  Who knows what the day may hold? A much better ride? A day full of problems?  Lol, no clue.  I need to get 600 miles today, that's what I do know, in order to make this not only a 3 day trip, but to be up there in time for them to not complain that I'm too late. 

They do that - complain about drivers that either don't make it there early enough or don't call the day they get loaded with an estimated arrival time.  They're nice people and all, they just have a schedule to keep up with and their ethylene tank gets empty, meaning they really can't do anything until we arrive with the next fresh load.

Dinner yesterday with Rene and Maria was pleasant enough. Excepting the bill, gag.  Rene is leaving this weekend allegedly, so no more Rene.  I've been waiting until she leaves to really try to find another renter.  I didn't know what she would say to a potential person moving in considering her recent behavior. 

Did some preliminary research on stocks and how/what to buy.  There are apparently sites that you pay for access to to get full analysis on trending stocks and stocks on the rise or predicted to go on the rise.  No, I haven't signed up for any yet.  A lot of information about how you just shouldn't do it because there are people that are smarter than you that do it for a living.

And......?  I'm not dumping 50k into it all at once to find out I just lost - 50k.  I think my first endeavor will be less than $500.  I can lose $500 and not really suffer too much.   It might be as little as 2 or 3 hundred the first round.  Kind of like the way I entered into blackjack, start small and usually get small returns, but still, get those returns.

Anyway, I best get offa here and get moving. I want some extra minutes at the yard. Just in case. 

That took hours.  I wasn't asked to but I decided I wanted the truck to be in the same condition as when I got in it, so after getting all of my stuff out of it, I decided to scrub it down and making it look and smell fresh.  I'm not saying it was a pig stye, not even close.  Just wanted it to be nice for whoever came in there next.  They are going to hate that truck once they get the warning lights on and the cruise control quits working.  I can't help them with that.  It's a team going in there. They hire teams to get into trucks with almost 700k miles on it? lmao.  Anyway, I was happy they at least were getting a clean truck.

To that end, my manager ended up going to the yard after I told her I was done and apparently inspected the thing.  She doesn't go to the yard on weekends.   I didn't know how to take that, ,but whatever.  I took pics of the inside of the truck in case anyone is going to try to say something different about it.  I even scrubbed the inside of the refrigerator out.  I mean, I went full tilt on cleaning the thing.

Now, the truck I am now in? Needs a bit of cleaning and some good air fresheners put in all the vents It doesn't smell bad in there per se - but it doesn't smell fresh and clean in there, either, like my old truck does.  I have air vent fresheners, pine trees,  and 2 different types of sprays to keep it nice in there.  

In any case, that ordeal is over with and now onto other things.  

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Sunday.  I knew I was forgetting something yesterday - haircut.  Well, this town doesn't have any salons open on Sundays.  Just a small town with old ways of doing things. Sundays a lot of family owned businesses here aren't open.  But I'm going to be on the road for 3 days and not particularly wanting to have my hair looking the way it does.  I may end up driving 35 miles to the nearest town that will have a salon open today.  

Well, the house is alive and kicking.  They are still working on painting all the cupboard doors and drawers in the kitchen. Their goal is to have it finished today.  Good luck!  She's determined tho, and when she gets into that mode, it mostly likely will be finished today.  Which is a good thing cause right now?  The kitchen is in a shambles.  

Well, I figured the Rene situation would change - and it did. Profuse apologies to the point I couldn't just continue to ignore it.  So I forgave her and we met up with Maria at the Applebee's down the street and - all seems well for now anyway. She's leaving this weekend permanently.  

Well I got sidetracked, Sunday is over, time to go to bed. Long day ahead of me tomorrow.  

Today's offering:
Well, I have to run over to the truck yard and finish cleaning out of one truck and moving to the "new" truck. The new truck has 350,000 miles on it, but that's half of what the truck I'm has.  It has a fancy driver's seat and a memory foam top bed.  It's clean as a whistle and is in much better condition than my truck. I feel sorry for the team that is getting my truck, they aren't going to like it when the cruise control quits working.  But it's whatever to me, this was given as a choice to me to take it or leave it, the only drawback is moving from the old truck to the new.  It's quite the process because as a person living on the road half the time, I have quite a bit of stuff in there. 

I really don't want to run into other drivers there tho. I've heard enough of the bit*****, I have a very good view of what's going on.  People are unhappy, I get it.  Some people are getting treated better than others, I get that.  I don't like it but I have mixed feelings. If you're a 20 year driver at the same company perhaps you should get some kind of special treatment considering your tenure?  Perhaps, but then again, if you want to keep your newer drivers, you'll have to keep them busy.  More people are talking about quitting, another one just bit the dust.  I should sent a message to management that the don't need to be hiring anyone, but that apparently isn't in their purview of reasoning.

And since they won't bother to tell us what their reasoning is, we are left to speculation, making judgments and assumptions and people getting angry and frustrated.  My guess is that they are hoping to get those contracts back - at the end of the year - and trying to get enough drivers to keep the customers happy.  If that is their goal, they are shooting their foot to save their face.  Getting rid of your good drivers by virtue of not taking care of them is a good way to get more contracts terminated.

Anyway, today we are celebrating Jaxon's birthday.  He already turned 2, but I guess they chose this date for unknown reasons to have the party.  Funny, cause the kitchen is literally in a shambles. All the cupboard doors are off and all the drawers are out - repainting it. 

Oh, and my stock account is finally opened with Chase. I don't know what took them so long, but now all I have left to do is transfer money to the account and figure out what to buy. The "figure out what to buy" part is what's eluding me.  I thought maybe start out with $500 or a thousand worth of penny stocks and "see what happens" but I don't want to just throw money out the window on a bad buy.  So, in the next coming weeks I will be spending voluminous amounts of my free time studying whatever info I can get on how to recognize a good buy, what kind of metrics and info I should be looking for to make the decision. Any start ups will be risky, but minimizing my risk by minimizing the investment may make such ventures worth a try.

Who knows, but I have been wanting to do this for many years now.  And since I have given up on that 77 acres - I simply don't have enough down payment money, it's a rare opportunity for that kind of property that close to town - I am going to invest some of it and see if I can start seeing some returns.  This is literally something I should have done years ago. With my penchant for learning everything possible about any endeavor I get myself into, I feel reasonably confident that I can figure this stuff out and start making money.  It's no more a gamble than my infrequent visits to the casino to play blackjack - and sometimes I do lose.  People make and lose fortunes in the stock market, it only makes sense to at least try and see what happens. 

And buying the stock is easy: just input the symbol of the company, tell them how much money I want to spend and that's it, as far as I can see. 

Well, as much as I'd love to spend more time writing out stuff, I must get this truck endeavor over with, the day isn't getting any younger. 

I mean, gag.
I had the runs yesterday, started shortly after I got done loading at the plant and trying to drive the 582 miles down to Brownsville.  One stop after another after another - til I got to a truckstop and got some some Pepto Bismol.  They didn't have the other stuff I like better - Imodium - at that point? Anything would be better than no relief, especially trying to get the miles over with. 

Whatever.  I made it down there with minutes left on the 14 hours clock - I had spent so much time pulling over lmao.  I pulled into the yard down there and looked over to see some Mexican truck drivers - butchering 2 pigs on the picnic table. I mean, whatever makes them happy lol.  After getting the loaded trailer dropped on the cement pad, I did my paperwork and found - 2 - empty trailers.  The "new" company is trying to do away with as much detention pay as possible.  Makes sense for the bottom line, not very helpful for my profit endeavors.  Anyway,  I "off-duty" drove up to get some food and came back.

By that time, they had the heads of the pigs severed from the bodies and the guts gone and the innards - out lol.  I had to walk by them after parking to dump my paperwork into the mailbox. I got into a conversation with them - they invited me to partake. Caveat?  It won't be done until midnight.  I wanted some - that is some fine food right there - but midnight? I'd be asleep and I was. Sleeping that is. 

In this interim, another driver showed up - we talked for a couple of hours actually.  It started out with bitching about the company - but I wanted off of that subject. We ended up leaving at the same time this morning so we were traveling together up the highway.  During that time, my manager sent me my next run: Mapleton Illinois.  Good run, good miles.  And then "I need you to call me". She usually just calls me so I dunno why she didn't.

So I called her instead.  Marvin - manager in another division - needs to borrow a truck.  Would you be interested in moving to another truck? It's never had a problem, it runs perfectly as far as we know.  It's hard to answer a question like that without seeing the inside of the truck and how it's been treated.  But I thought, couldn't be any worse than the pile of s*** I'm driving now, so what the hey.  I agreed to switch.  She wanted me out of there today, no way!  I'll need to come back in the morning and do that. 

Well, when I got to the yard curiosity got the best of me. I got the trailer dropped, paperwork turned in and then found the truck. It's another driver that just quit. Yup, they're leaving.  Slowly but surely, drivers are finding greener pastures.  I can gleefully say I made a good = guess = on the other truck. It has a custom driver's seat- it's a $2,000 seat. Yes, they have seats that cost that much and more.  It has a memory foam, thick mattress.  It's immaculate inside and out.  The only thing I can see wrong with it is the handle on the refrigerator door is broken off. I will be asking to have that fixed-replaced. 

Anyway, while checking this truck out, another driver showed up. He's newer and very unhappy.  Long story short - he's getting shafted as bad as I have been.  Today is Friday, he said she - our manager - wasn't scheduling him for his next run until Wednesday. WEDNESDAY!!! That's 5 days from now! I've had her doing that shit to me too, tho.  k

Whatever.  I got my account for stock trading up and running.  Now? I have no idea what to invest in. That's going to be a whole nother' realm of investigation and research. I'll probably do penny stocks to start with.  Kind of like playing BlackJack, I want to get my feet wet before  diving in.  Going to dump a grand into the account, look at a lot of info and make some transactions. 

Well I had a lot more stuff but it's getting late. Going to sleep : ) G'nite. 

Tuesday night - late - like midnight type of late.
Just got home.
Monday was miserable.  I woke up at 3:00 am and could never get back to sleep  So I lost 3-1/2 hours of sleep and was driving on 4-1/2 that day.  The everlasting day that could never end.  I was very glad that, when I got down there, there were no trailers.  Not just because of detention pay, but I hoped that I would sleep pretty good after driving all day long and having half a night's sleep previously.

In that respect, my body did not fail me.  I slept almost 11 hours last night - I woke up a couple times and fell right back asleep.  I woke up after 9 am this morning, my head was in a fog.  It took quite a while to fully wake up out of it - I don't normally get that much sleep any time.  But, the truck helps. It runs all night long and it vibrates all night long.  Some people, that would probably drive them insane.  For me? It lulls me to sleep and keeps me there far better than a regular bed.

Anyway, I went to Denny's after getting up and sat there quite a while  - that after asking the yard guy if a trailer was coming up.  Yes, should be here in a couple hours.  When I got back to the yard - about 2 hours later - there was a trailer there.  I got that sucker hooked up and dragged it up here and got it over with.

And, for the past 2 days, Rene has been harassing me, cussing at me, saying all kinds of vile things to me.  I wasn't responding to her.  I just decided to ignore all that nonsense - which of course made it worse - but I felt no compulsion to respond to that s***.  This has been going on for almost 2 weeks now.  She said she was going to block me on her phone - yet again - which I could only dream of her doing that. I wasn't contacting her, she didn't need to block me, I wouldn't have said anything to her lol.

Finally, a few hours ago, she texts me 6 or 7 times.  I didn't look at it for quite a while, but when I finally did, there it was.  All kinds of "I'm sorry", "I'm not going to be mean to you anymore", "I just get mad when you disagree with me", etc etc etc. The last one is the one that really irks me.  Cause' I told her that the other day - you just can't stand it when somebody doesn't agree with everything you say.  You are bucking the wrong person if you think I'm not going to speak my mind.  Ridiculous nonsense. If a person can't deal with another person disagreeing with them, they are in for a very long life. And she's had - a ... very...long....life...

As for work, well, the yard is full of trucks.  So the chances of me going to work on Thursday - today is Tuesday - are slim and none.  But I'm going to text my manager tomorrow anyway and - firmly - ask if I"m getting any work on Thursday.  Because sitting home for 2 days after every run is ridiculous. That's not really a full time job in terms of adding up the numbers of days worked per month.

Finally back in full ketosis.
Sometimes I eat stuff while on the road that I'm not sure about the ingredients.  Kind of take a chance. I mean, it just kicks me out temporarily - but that can take days.  Then I feel like I'm wasting my time with the diet cause I'm no longer using fat as the source of energy for my body. That's how this thing works - that's why it's hugely popular and successful - if - you follow the diet and pay attention to ketosis and do the strips to make sure you are in ketosis - and if not - taking remdial steps to get back into it. Otherwise, you might as well just quit and not do the diet at all.  It literally won't work without ketosis, no way can you eat that much fat and expect to lose weight otherwise.

My remedial step is to simply eat nothing but cream cheese for a day or so. Maybe some pork rinds along with it.  It works.  It isn't the greatest thing on earth, but it's not the worst either.  I'm floating around 200 pounds at the moment 199 being the lowest be really just staying around there. Not gaining or losing.  Well I take that back. My size 34's are definitely falling off of me now.  Much looser than they were. I'm going to get a pair of size 33 jeans - I tried last week but accidentally bought size 32's. 

32 is a long way off. I'm not sure I even want to be that skinny again.  I used to be skinny. Toned, yes but not much meat on my bones.  I don't really see that as all that desirable anymore, just want the weight down into the normal range. 

Anyway, it's Sunday, I've done a lot of nothing today. Well I babysitted the kids for several hours.  It's funny, because when mom and dad leave, those two will just hang out with me the entire time.  No crying, no fussing, just happy happy. Then when the parents get home, they're back to fussing and crying lol.  They don't think it's so funny, I tend to rub it in haha.

I have a run to Brownsville tomorrow and I have unanswered questions that I posed to my manager last night. The 5 days with only 1 run thing - and that one run being almost worthless question. And why? If we aren't slow, what's going on here?  She wasn't happy with my questions and I didn't - and don't - care.  And - the rest of the questions - and questions I haven't asked that i will be asking.  I want to know why she is taking some of the actions she is taking, such as hiring more people that we absolutely don't need.  And putting outside drivers over the group's Ethylene drivers. And on and on. I've kept my mouth shut long enough. Other drivers have asked the same questions, but they aren't like me.

I'm not claiming to be anything special, but I don't take half assed responses that don't answer the question at face value. If the company is forcing her to make these moves, then my grief is with people above her head.  If she is somehow arbitrarily making these decisions, then I want to know why she is making those decisions and based on what metrics?  Any way about it, I will find out.  Either from her or from someone above her, at this point it doesn't matter to me.  It's best to stay ithin the chain of command as long as you can - but there is a point where that no longer works.  And be prepared to find alternative employment.  I have a couple of good leads that I would pursue further if it comes to that. 

Anyway, we are having steak for dinner tonight.  It's keto friendly : )

Dogs will be staying home while I'm gone.  Rene told Maria that I would be "paying $150 per week to have a kennel watch my dogs", thus her stance with Maria that she deserves everything I've done for her.  There's one problem with her argument: I could and will be leaving my dogs at home for - ever actually. I'd just give my friends money for the help, but they wouldn't ask for it.  I don't need Rene or Maria or anyone else outside of where I'm at to watch them. It would just mean they would be outside alone all day long - just like millions of other dogs are left outside, all day long, across America.  Nothing unusual about it, not optimal, imo, but certainly not abusive to the pets. 

Rene unblocked me temporarily to send a text about how wrong I am, ,blah blah blah and then blocked me again before I could even send a reply?  Yup, enough.  She can leave today if she likes, no one would miss her. 

Well, it's time to get some stuff done for my trip tomorrow before it gets too late. Daylight savings time kicked in - gag- last night I'm glad I didn't have to get up early this morning. 

Saturday morning.

The waste of a trip yesterday completed, got home same day, which is expect on that particular trip.  It basically pays nothing.  I mean, compared to most everything else we do, it's just a worthless trip that no one wants to take. It's comparable to Cheniere, another plant I love to hate.  And then, I find out I'm not going out again til Monday. So 2 unwanted days off in between trips, yet again.  Brownsville on Monday.  I love being home, don't get me wrong, but it doesn't pay the bills or save up money.  Well, it pays the bills most likely, it just doesn't give anything extra for savings and goal money.

The thing that bothers me is, my manager told me yesterday we "aren't slowed down right now".  Well then why the gaps between runs?  And, of course, they are hiring more people.  Just sheer stupidity.  They hired a guy to "just do Barnsdall" runs.  Really?  My search for a new job continues.  I"m being picky tho.  I don't need another job like this one or the last.  These companies think they are doing you a real favor by paying you 48 cents per miles.  When you tell them you're making a lot more than that, they - well there is silence on the phone.  Even being a driver's market, there are still many companies that need to up their game. They came up to high 40's per miles, but that isn't good enough.

Meanwhile, I'm still searching for a decent, 3 bedroom house in the area with owner financing.  Not an easy task. The houses that I would consider in my price range are dilapidated run down, nasty looking places. If I wouldn't live there, I don't expect anyone else to live there either.   Rotting wood, facades falling off, paint gone, who knows about the roofs of some of these houses.  You certainly wouldn't want to buy a house and find out it needs a new roof installed on it.  That's major money right there.

I'm in no hurry to make the wrong decision.

Rene has gone into full psychotic mode.  She has been having meltdowns on Maria - who finally caved in and started dishing it back out to her.  Outrageous behavior, Rene needs therapy.  Actually she needs Christ. She has been going to church, but I'm not seeing it having any palpable effect. The sooner she leaves the better.

As for today, the Ford dealership is closed.  I guess I"ll take it in Sunday evening and get my Jeep from the other house to use until I get my ride back.  But they said it's half a day repair so it shouldn't take more than being on one run and coming back and getting it.  Still amazed the dealership quoted less money - by hundreds of dollars - than local repair shops.  And with a 2 year warranty, I'm definitely going that route.

Taylor, upon hearing I will be home this weekend, decided that I should help her paint!  I bought the paint some time ago - enough for my room and for the kitchen, living room and dining room. Like, a lot of paint.  She painted my room and now finally decided to get it done in the rest of the house.  I hope she starts on the kitchen first. The colors the previous owners painted the kitchen are - quite an eyesore imo. Red and green.  Just not very appealing.  I'm not really interested in painting today, but I can help her with taping and moving things and whatknot.  The minutia of painting - the stuff you have to do that takes more time than the actual application of the paint itself.

Whatever the case, I have lots of stuff to get done around here - but - it's going to rain.

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I ended up texting my manager.  Why am I not getting the runs?  As of Monday, I texted her, I'll have been out on one, one day trip spanning 5 days.

Thursday.
Not sure why I wasn't sent out today, but if I don't get a run for tomorrow sent to me by 5 pm, I'll be talking to my manager - again.  We are allegedly in a busy season but I've been sitting for 2 days after last load and also last scenario I was sitting 2 days. But, this paycheck coming tomorrow - which I can go online and see a day in advance, is much larger than I expected it to be.  I figured maybe a $400 gross paycheck, it's over a grand.  I don't remember that many runs on this check. And, I can't see what I'm getting paid for - still - so I'll have to contact the payroll person - again - to send me the details.  It's next week's check that should be quite healthy.  2 or 3 runs on it and 3 plus days of sitting at a repair shop.

Still, that "extra" money this week will come in handy cause I plan on taking my SUV into the dealer and getting the struts replaced.  I dread - really - going over to the other house to get my Jeep. I don't want to see Rene, I don't want to talk to Rene, I don't want anything to do with her at all.  My dogs won't be going over there again until she is gone, I do not trust her and I don't put anything past her.  I really don't think she would spite me by doing something to my dogs, but that little thing inside me says take extra precautions.  I'll pay my friends something extra to watch them while I"m out of town.

Anyway, it's Thursday and Taylor took a day off today  So, we went to Ollie's - they have ceiling fans on great sale! But, getting there, they didn't have half the fans that the advertisement showed. The big fans weren't available and none were coming in.  That's what I wanted,  a big fan for my room. With a remote.  Well, Ollie's didn't have what Taylor wanted, either so we went to Walmart.  Walmart has some higher end fans, but none with remote control.  The problem with those pull chain fans is that the chains eventually break or the switch they are connected to breaks.  Either way, that's the end of the fan and  you have to replace it.

So, after Walmart, Taylor asks if we should go anywhere else?  Well, I guess we can go to Lowe's.  Lowe's has a huge ceiling fan section and they have every single on of them set up from a lowered ceiling so you can see what it will look like instead of having to guess from a picture.  I settled on a huge one with 7 blades and 6 speeds, remote control of course.  So I have that project to do and I may very well get started on it after this post.

But first, I had to put up the new Futon.  I got rid of the old one yesterday - placed an ad in local Facebook Marketplace and had a person wanting it within a few minutes.

No idea if I'm going out again tomorrow- but it's mid-afternoon and I don't normally hear from my manager about the next load until 5 or later.

Meanwhile, they came and got the futon.  So now, ugh, time to tackle the project.

Meanwhile, Maria confirmed that Rene has been drinking heavily. She can't stand Rene now, Rene has literally gone off the deep end.  She lied to me about not being drunk - but she never acts out like this unless she is heavily inebriated.  I'm glad to see her going, I hope to build a relationship with Maria once Rene is gone, every one is now just waiting for her to leave before moving forward with much of anything.  Maria has a good head on her shoulders, that became evident from the get-go and she is only proving more that she isn't off the deep end.

I don't mind going through the pain of having another house on my name as long as I know I have someone competent there to keep things in check. Otherwise, it's 3 weeks before we get out of there. I don't expect to do that - unless - I find a better deal somewhere else.  Or put the money I have on a down payment on a decent house.  So far, that search hasn't come up with anything reasonable.  I have a loan on my house for much more than anything in this area and it's much cheaper monthly payments. I see rentals that have been on the market for a looooong time - probably cause' they're asking for far too much on a monthly rental rate.

Small market here. Lots of lower income. If people are rich, they aren't renting houses for the most part, they are buying land in these parts.

Anyway, I just went from 5k in savings for - whatever I end up doing - to 11k.  No rush to spend money I won't ever get back on bad decisions.  I've already done that in life, not compelled to rush into anything and see that scenario repeating itself.

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Out of curiosity, I called the dealer today about the struts. He quoted me $700 to $800 off the cuff.  I was like okay let's do it now.  But I questioned him on that quote off the top of his head.  Every repair shop in town is telling me a lot more than that. Well, let me price it out and I'll call you back in 10 minutes.  So he called me back in 20, lol.  No, not a big deal but he apologized for it without my even mentioning it when he called.

His price went well up - $1,200, but nothing like the $1,500,, $1,700 and higher prices I have been quoted around town.  It's the dealer, you would expect them to be higher than everyone, now lower. Plus a 2 year warranty on their work. Plus a reputable dealer.  Yup, I'm doing it.  He said he had to order the parts, do you want me to? Yes please.  I need my Jeep back from the other house temporarily while I drop my SUV off and have it repaired.  But he said to not bring it before Friday.

Okay. Meanwhile, my manager didn't bother to contact me today about a run for tomorrow.  I could text her now, but it's too late to do anything about it.  2 days max sitting out tho.   Had a trucking company promising regional runs call me today.  But the pay? lol  $1,250 per week gross pay. That's pauper's pay in the trucking industry, especially considering the amount of driving they want. A recruiter called as well and I got into a long discussion, just for the fun of it.  I called him out on numerous of his claims, where he laughed and said you're right.  Yeah, I'm right and you're a freaking liar.

Recruiters are historically and everlastingly known as complete and total, bold-faced liars. They tell fairy tales.  I call them all out on it now.  Don't even think about starting a line of s*** with me, buddy, I've been around a while, I know this industry, I know what you are saying is bs.

I'm ready to travel, btw.  It's a mind frame that comes and goes. When it comes, I'm ready to jet out of here. When it goes, I'm ready to stay home. No explanation that I can give in logical metrics, just the way it works with me. I could be jetting across the Atlantic right now and be really happy about that . Except the part of being crammed into tight seating arrangements.  Mostly, my legs being jammed up against the seat in front of me.  It gets to hurting after a couple of hours, can't even imagine what an ocean flight would feel like. I'd have to get up numerous times and walk up and down the cabin. I dunno if they allow that anymore.

As for Rene? She sent me this long, rambling, accusatory, scathing text last night.  I didn't reply to it.  No point in it.  It isn't going to change, she isn't going to see anything different besides her own, narrow, anger-laced view.  I'm telling y'all, I have done everything I can to help that lady.  Spent a lot of my own money.  Time. Dedication.  Desire to help people.  Nothing to be gained back from it.  Nothing.  No desire for anything back.  Well, I don't want to be shit on for helping a person.