Wednesday - evening
Just got back from taking the kids to the mid week kids service at church.
Last night was probably one of the worst night's sleep I have had in quite a while. I don't understand it but it always happens when I'm coming back to work? I don't sleep that night. As it stands, I completely passed out on my bed with the kids watching TV (I have a giant screen tv in my room ), I just happened to wake up, look at the clock and say, what?@!! it's time to go to church!
Jeffries proclaimed that the US would fail in the Iran operation. What a miserable @$$. I have been watching endless footage of this war and notable politicians from both sides making their statements and also watching Hegseth and whatever that crazy general's name is along with Trump.
I absolutely despise war. People die, a lot of people in most cases and it's not all military personnel, which is bad enough. The bloodshed, the aftermath of broken families, maiming, the psychological aftermath, the potential for the incursion to grow well beyond what it initially started out to be. I'm not particularly worried about it, I believe in God, Jesus Christ His Son and the blessed Holy Spirit and nothing is happening here that God didn't already know about long before it started.
He isn't surprised by it, shocked or otherwise shaken. Don't let your hearts trouble you.....be anxious for nothing (haven't quite arrived on that one yet) and a multitude of scripture that points to simply trusting in Him and living your days out before Him and having your peace from Him. He transcends politics, the world and the enemy of our souls. I sort of wonder tho whether Russia or China might get involved since apparently this whole thing is going to end up affecting them through the oil supply chain.
Who knows. If it's the end times, there is nothing stopping it. I'm going to reading through the book of Revelations again, I haven't been in that book in quite a long time. Need to refresh my memory on certain things that will happen when it all goes down. It may be the time now, it may not. I just want to be prepared.
Anyway, a resolution was introduced into the Senate attempting to limit Trump's authority to execute t he operation in Iran. It was already shot down, voted on and gone.
I have 4 lots available at the park and only one bite a few days ago but they apparently decided to stay elsewhere. My rates are as low as I'm going and I've been through this before. Where I have numerous lots available and just waiting for people to take them. Might stay that way a month or longer and then all of a sudden, they all fill up. It was full for a very long time before these workers all lefts. That's just a park update.
The group is talking about going to Gulf Shores for the group's summer vacation this time around. I've been there, it's probably nicer than Galveston beach. It's quite the drive, however, comparatively speaking. I wouldn't mind going on a trip to the mountains somewhere instead. I don't need beaches, they're fun of course but I like staying in the mountains better, a thing I haven't done in ages. ]
I'm going to be honest here and tell you that I really do not feel like traispsing back to Arizona. It's just a lot of money and time spent. I like seeing my mom and son and I haven't seen my brothers in many years, but it's quite the ordeal. Note that none of them are bothering to come out and see me. I give mom a break on that one, she's very old and getting around is quite a chore for her at this point. My son has talked about coming out and I have the door open for him any time. That may or may not happen, but I only talk to my middle brother maybe once a year and the oldest a few times per year here and there.
Still, it was interesting that after all this time, he finally invited me for Christmas. Too late, of course and I already planned on being home here, but still. I still wish I hadn't committed for going back for Easter, I just plain don't feel liike it. Spend half a day at airports, stay in a house where the occupant isn't really geared for company and then see people who may or may not care about me? I could easily pass. I'd rather stay at a hotel as well and let mom sleep in her own bed. She insists I take over her bedroom but I don't like doing that, not at all. But, she'd probably be upset if I stayed at a hotel so I don't plan on staying more than 2 or 3 days at most.
I don't know what else. Oh, bicycles. Yup, I'm still doing it. 2 trips around the block now, I'm try for 3 tomorrow. I did 2 today but I was tired so I parked the bike and went in and took a nap. But I did it and I keep trying to extend it, not shorten it. I can't say soon I can go further distances, the hills are killers. My legs feel like dead weights by the time I get back from a round, just hoping the muscles will get worked enough and build up enough to not feel so ridiculous.