Okayyyyyy......
Well, I'm at a hotel in Allentown, Pennsylvania. According to my GPS, it's 12 miles from the plant I'll be delivering to in the morning. I will be literally spend the entire day here. Why? Well, I guess I misread the instructions. It's only 1,400 miles up here, that's 2 full days and a couple of hours on the third. Easily make it to the plant on the 3rd day. Instead, it is a Monday delivery, which is quite ridiculous. I could have been there this morning for the 8am delivery.
We must have some really lame drivers to be scheduling a delivery the 4th day on the start of a run. Well whatever, there's nothing I can do about it. Whatever, I'm not going to complain about it. I took a medium class (well, upper lower) hotel at the Red Roof Inn. I went to the Wingate at first - nice hotel. I made reservations last night for it. I spent the money for a decent place and when I got there? They wouldn't let me in until 3:00 pm. They are completely renovating the facility and many of their rooms are vacated for the renovation.
Nice, but that didn't help me. I called Expedia, who called the hotel, who approved to let my reservation go without any cancellation fee. $94 back - well back in 7 days probably - but then I decided the heck with it, might as well get a cheaper place and hope it's a decent room. And yes, this is a decent room. I always like it when I come into a cheaper room and find nice furniture in good condition without scratches tears and wear. No carpet - fake wood flooring but in nice condition and I don't have to smell old foul carpeting. Haven't turned on the tv yet - because I don't feel like watching tv.
In fact, I'm going to see if anything nearby to go and visit. The Liberty Bell museum is closed this entire month, just my like. That is what I would have really like to have visited. That kinda of took my aspirations to go see stuff out of me. Cause to go see anything, I have to use Uber or Lyft. Im still thinking about it tho. There are a couple of interesting looking things only 4 miles away.
Anyway, the advent of Rene has come and gone. She finally moved out, leaving her reign of terror in that house behind her. She really abused her position with Maria and it really pisses me off. She also instigated Addler into a fence fight with neighbor dogs and now he has a 1 inch gash in his jowls. I have doubts it will heal properly, but I have Maria dumping antibiotics down his throat to make sure it doesn't get infected. I have FishMox - dog antibiotics that are available online without a prescription but labeled for fish so they can sell it without that prescription - always available in the refrigerator. I can only hope a half decent healing. But, it's his mouth. Constantly licking, jowls constantly flapping back and forth. My beautiful Dane? Will still be beautiful in my eyes regardless. He isn't a show dog so it really doesn't matter.
Rene's drunkenness was the problem with her and she got much worse with her drinking problem near the end. I'm quite sure all the attitude and bs she has now is being transported with her. Maria is enjoying the bliss of being alone. The other roommate is hardly ever there - making me question if he's going to stick around or not. Although, I think he kind of figured the lunacy that Rene is and was staying away until she's gone. And now that Rene is gone, I don't have to worry about her driving tenants out.
I have to be honest: I'm actually gleeful that she's gone. That's just a confession. She will never be welcomed back to live there. Not that she has any such desire, but if she asked, I would flatly tell her no and give her the reasons why.
Onto other things. My TransUnion score dropped to 660 2 months ago for unknown reasons. I could only figure that Christmas debt on one of my credit cards. But it was only $700 and that out of 25 grand worth of available credit. Didn't make any sense, but perhaps my history is so bad that anything will drop it. Last month, tho, I asked 3 of them to up my credit line and they did. Not to use it, thanks, I don't want any more debt, but to have the increased amount of credit available. The more of that, the better I'm finding, especially if you aren't using it. One of them specifically asked why I wanted it: I just want to raise my credit score. I have no history of using that particular card except for a balance transfer and that debt it completely gone.
Well, yesterday I got an email notice from creditkarma: Your score has gone up! I instantly went to their app I have on my phone and sure enough, it went from 660 to 722 and my equifax went from 718 to 739. I mean, I'm not bragging or anything, I know lots of people with better scores, but that puts me back into the good range. It's soooooo easy for you to do the wrong thing, without understanding you are doing the wrong thing, and have them dump your score just like that. It's kind of ridiculous actually. I get it, they want to be a credible source for bankers and loan companies to be able to reference them for good information, but you will spend a long time figuring out what works and what doesn't to get your credit score up.
They don't freely give you that info, they just speak in generalities. I'm no expert but I've been the rounds with this and I've learned several things that work and that don't work. And things you think should work, but doesn't work. Just craziness. One thing that definitely works: Keep your balances at zero. And another: get the card issuers to increase your credit line. That really seems to be a lot of it tho: don't keep any balances on your card. I know, they all say keep it below 30% of your credit usage and some 20%, but I didn't see any real results until I took out that cash loan and paid off all my cards excepting care credit - that was the one to get my teeth fixed, desperately need work and I still don't regret going into debt for that. It is what it is. My goal is to try, somehow, to get into the very good credit score range. How one accomplishes that, I have no clue.
Anyway, this morning I got up and had breakfast at the Iron Skillet at the Petro I stayed at. I actually had to pay to park last night. The truckstops were all full and the only available parking places were the pay one at the Petro. I'm going to try to get my company to reimburse me for it - no idea if they will. And also try to get my company to reimburse me for this hotel room. It's not my fault they are sending people up here 24 hours early. There is no way I was going to sit in the truck all day long, on a Sunday, alone and just - sit there. No thanks.
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That was the ticket: A nice, long, hot shower. I mean, there is nothing like it after a couple of days of not having one. I was going to last night, but the Love's truck stop was totally filled up. I could have paid for one at Petro but I knew I would end up in a hotel room today.
Anyway, now that my credit score has ramped back up, I'm considering that 72 acre property not far from where I am currently living. It's still up for sale and it's still a beautiful, wonderful piece of property. But I'd have to take out a loan to get the rest of the down payment money that I don't have. And that still wouldn't put a structure on the property to live in - we all discussed it, everyone is down to move. They even voiced their approval of a manufactured home - something I didn't bring up but would definitely consider if it was big enough and it was in excellent condition. Not a new one, thanks, way over-priced for what they are.
And how would I pay for it? Have about 20 acres of the forest taken down for a logging company. Not my first choice to get rid of all of those trees, but it would pay for a house. It would basically be worth about 20 grand. It's just me thinking again tho. The reality of it? Probably not. I would rather have the cash up front for the down payment and not have to go into 5k worth of debt to go into - more debt. The upside would be the forestry/lumber and getting rid of the debt shortly after getting into it and also if it worked out- we'd all move there. I would be getting rent from them instead of vice versa but the mortgage would be paid for. Which would be another question: How much would the mortgage be?
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I did nothing today. In terms of going anywhere. I mean, I went for a 2 mile walk. It was a sightseeing adventure of itself. Houses and lawns and everything are different here. Much different than AZ or Texas. Lots of houses with this vinyl siding. Even new housing developments with that stuff on there. Not a fan. Not a fan of stucco, either tho, which they love to use in AZ.
Oh, and the Mueller report. Trump won, the left lost. End of story. Seriously, what else is there to say? That dems want to continue on with even more incessant investigations? Shocking! If you can't win an election, attempt to steal it.
That's it for today. It's not really late, per se, even on Eastern Standard time it's only 8:30. And I don't have to get up until 7:00 am. Just enough for one post.
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Thursday, March 21, 2019
Almost shocking to see tomorrow's paycheck up there near where it should be. The whole thing will be gone today before I get it, lol. The SUV repair, total, is over $1,400. That's struts, alignment and oil change. I'm hopeful I won't have to spend any more of that kind of money on it anytime soon. It runs great, everything works - so far - so I at least have some confidence that it will stay good for a while. I really did not want to fork out this kind of money right now. But the thing was bouncing like a seesaw every time I hit even a minor bump in the road. Highly annoying, I finally gave in and thought, well, I"ll just have to make it up somehow.
Basically, I need a 3 or 4 day run. Or another Brownsville run. Tomorrow preferably. And keep it up with only a day off in between runs for a while. Pipe dream, but one can wish. Cold temps - not below 0 but still cold by my definition - in Palm so I'm taking enough cold weather gear with me to be able to withstand a blizzard. Ahhh, just remembered. To be able to use the inverter in the sleeper, I have to have an extension cord. I have to hook the invertor up to the truck battery pack to make it work. It actually has the spring loaded clamps - it has enough watts to just use my microwave. I'll be finding out. Otherwise, stop at any major truck stop to heat up food in their microwaves. A pain, but a necessary pain.
I don't absolutely refuse to eat truck stop food - but I mostly reject it. It's impossible for me to pack all of the food I would need into that small refrigerator. I focused on the main meals - replete with salads and avocado sliced and tomato slices. I've been on this diet for 5 months now. It's become a way of life. The weight came off, I came to a stall here and there ...yes....but.... the weight doesn't come back on. I probably need blood tests to determine if my vitamin/mineral contents are good.
Regardless, a very busy day is coming to a close. I fortunately do not have first or even second load. Third load works - out late but not anything past 10:30 pm. I can get the second day done by 5 or 6 pm at the latest and only have a hundred plus miles to go on the third day, unload and turn around and head back. Enough miles on the third day? Turns this run into a 5 day run instead of the 6 or 7 it's been touted to be. We have drivers that aren't really motivated. They are in their 60's, they're tired of driving, they are only in the company for the health insurance benefits and waiting out til they're old enough to receive whatever level of social security benefits they want to get.
It's a strange life, the trucking world. I'm not really OTR - I am by their definition but I really am not. These OTR drivers tho - living in those trucks for months at a time. And they think nothing of it. Here I am busting ass to just take care of 6 days? lol - but that's the diet that is motivating me. And a couple of others now are cooking their own food, stopped drinking straight liquor and are trying to lose weight as well. I think that's a good thing Especially two of them are in their 60's but facing early termination of life if something doesn't change. I could only tell them the results I had and reinforce what they already know: obesity is a killer. What they do with that is up to them, but they have both looked up the Keto diet and they have both taken rather serious steps towards changing their eating habits.
You simply cannot live off of truckstop food and expect to maintain a normal weight. Not to mention clogged arteries and high blood pressure. But like them, I found weight loss to be hopeless until this diet. It seemed like you'd follow a plan and not lose much weight and then - gain it back.
Well, this show is about over for tonight. I've been feeling good for several days now - much better than I've felt in years. I have no explanation for it and I have no understanding if it will last. I can't say it's the Keto diet - just no evidence at the moment that that's the source of it. Yesterday I could have driven the entire 600 miles without stopping. I had to stop for fuel and the mandatory 30 minute break, but if that weren't the case? I could have done it non-stop. Today I've been going all day long as well. No rhyme or reason to it. Just a feeling I haven't had in a long time and had even forgotten that I ever had.
Whatever the case, I am actually looking forward to this trip to Pennsylvania. I just wish it took me through my childhood home town of Pittsburgh.
Ugh. I'm looking on a map and 2 different map apps how to get to Palm. 2 different routes claiming almost identical time to get there. But it seems to me the route taking Interstate but not going through many big cities is likely the best way.
Anyway, day over, time to go to bed, g'nite.
Basically, I need a 3 or 4 day run. Or another Brownsville run. Tomorrow preferably. And keep it up with only a day off in between runs for a while. Pipe dream, but one can wish. Cold temps - not below 0 but still cold by my definition - in Palm so I'm taking enough cold weather gear with me to be able to withstand a blizzard. Ahhh, just remembered. To be able to use the inverter in the sleeper, I have to have an extension cord. I have to hook the invertor up to the truck battery pack to make it work. It actually has the spring loaded clamps - it has enough watts to just use my microwave. I'll be finding out. Otherwise, stop at any major truck stop to heat up food in their microwaves. A pain, but a necessary pain.
I don't absolutely refuse to eat truck stop food - but I mostly reject it. It's impossible for me to pack all of the food I would need into that small refrigerator. I focused on the main meals - replete with salads and avocado sliced and tomato slices. I've been on this diet for 5 months now. It's become a way of life. The weight came off, I came to a stall here and there ...yes....but.... the weight doesn't come back on. I probably need blood tests to determine if my vitamin/mineral contents are good.
Regardless, a very busy day is coming to a close. I fortunately do not have first or even second load. Third load works - out late but not anything past 10:30 pm. I can get the second day done by 5 or 6 pm at the latest and only have a hundred plus miles to go on the third day, unload and turn around and head back. Enough miles on the third day? Turns this run into a 5 day run instead of the 6 or 7 it's been touted to be. We have drivers that aren't really motivated. They are in their 60's, they're tired of driving, they are only in the company for the health insurance benefits and waiting out til they're old enough to receive whatever level of social security benefits they want to get.
It's a strange life, the trucking world. I'm not really OTR - I am by their definition but I really am not. These OTR drivers tho - living in those trucks for months at a time. And they think nothing of it. Here I am busting ass to just take care of 6 days? lol - but that's the diet that is motivating me. And a couple of others now are cooking their own food, stopped drinking straight liquor and are trying to lose weight as well. I think that's a good thing Especially two of them are in their 60's but facing early termination of life if something doesn't change. I could only tell them the results I had and reinforce what they already know: obesity is a killer. What they do with that is up to them, but they have both looked up the Keto diet and they have both taken rather serious steps towards changing their eating habits.
You simply cannot live off of truckstop food and expect to maintain a normal weight. Not to mention clogged arteries and high blood pressure. But like them, I found weight loss to be hopeless until this diet. It seemed like you'd follow a plan and not lose much weight and then - gain it back.
Well, this show is about over for tonight. I've been feeling good for several days now - much better than I've felt in years. I have no explanation for it and I have no understanding if it will last. I can't say it's the Keto diet - just no evidence at the moment that that's the source of it. Yesterday I could have driven the entire 600 miles without stopping. I had to stop for fuel and the mandatory 30 minute break, but if that weren't the case? I could have done it non-stop. Today I've been going all day long as well. No rhyme or reason to it. Just a feeling I haven't had in a long time and had even forgotten that I ever had.
Whatever the case, I am actually looking forward to this trip to Pennsylvania. I just wish it took me through my childhood home town of Pittsburgh.
Ugh. I'm looking on a map and 2 different map apps how to get to Palm. 2 different routes claiming almost identical time to get there. But it seems to me the route taking Interstate but not going through many big cities is likely the best way.
Anyway, day over, time to go to bed, g'nite.
Wednesday, March 20, 2019
So, getting back from the Brownsville trip and going to get my dogs, Rene was inebriated once again. And Addler had a huge tear - about an inch worth of his left jowl torn open. Maria was very unhappy- about Rene being drunk and I suspected, without any proof to back it up and therefore not saying anything - that Rene had encouraged Addler to get into fence fighting with the neighbor's dogs. Apparently those dogs can reach their snouts through the fence enough to bite. I am very unhappy right now. It's not a small cut. The part that bothers me more than anything is that no one bothered to tell me that this had happened to him - this morning. I got over there around 7 pm.
Rene described it as a "small" cut on his jowl. She cannot get out of here fast enough for me. The guy that is coming to get here will be there tomorrow. Thank God. She cannot handle her liquor, she gets mean and angry when she's drunk or "nicely buzzed". Leave out the nice part I guess. I don't know how she even got to the liquor store to get this booze. I don't need anyone to tell me when she's drunk, it's blatant, in-your-face and obnoxious. She gets rude, cuts everyone off, boisterous, etc etc etc. It's ridiculous. I'm just sooo freaking glad there is only two more days of this crap.
It appears this man knows of her drinking stuff, tho, from the past, and doesn't know that she is still drinking. Maria said Rene asked her to please not say anything about the drinking and that today "I am going to tie one on for the last time". She's going to be getting endless, free pot, but I doubt she's going to stop drinking. And about the first time she pulls that s*** on this dude? Time will tell. I'm not wishing it upon him, but I really don't think he knows what he's getting himself into with her.
Tomorrow off. Get my SUV out of the shop tomorrow, take Addler to the vet and waste $300 or more for stitches or whatever they decide, do some yard work, namely: plant some flowers, get some laundry done and go through the refrigerator. It is so full now, there is no room for literally anything else in there. James parents here, they crammed what little room was left with stuff lol. Probably a mass getting rid of stuff in containers - leftovers that will never get eaten. I can only eat so much, James eats a little bit of leftovers, Taylor won't eat leftover unless it's the very next day and at work.
I mean, leftovers? Aren't bad or evil. I just see so much food getting wasted here. I end up giving most of it to the dogs so at least it doesn't end up in the trash can. I've lightened up portion sizes in recent times to try to adjust for that factor - make just enough to eat that night, unless I'm intending to take some out on the road with me. It's just a waste of money. And dead cows lol.
Anyway, time to watch some tv.
Rene described it as a "small" cut on his jowl. She cannot get out of here fast enough for me. The guy that is coming to get here will be there tomorrow. Thank God. She cannot handle her liquor, she gets mean and angry when she's drunk or "nicely buzzed". Leave out the nice part I guess. I don't know how she even got to the liquor store to get this booze. I don't need anyone to tell me when she's drunk, it's blatant, in-your-face and obnoxious. She gets rude, cuts everyone off, boisterous, etc etc etc. It's ridiculous. I'm just sooo freaking glad there is only two more days of this crap.
It appears this man knows of her drinking stuff, tho, from the past, and doesn't know that she is still drinking. Maria said Rene asked her to please not say anything about the drinking and that today "I am going to tie one on for the last time". She's going to be getting endless, free pot, but I doubt she's going to stop drinking. And about the first time she pulls that s*** on this dude? Time will tell. I'm not wishing it upon him, but I really don't think he knows what he's getting himself into with her.
Tomorrow off. Get my SUV out of the shop tomorrow, take Addler to the vet and waste $300 or more for stitches or whatever they decide, do some yard work, namely: plant some flowers, get some laundry done and go through the refrigerator. It is so full now, there is no room for literally anything else in there. James parents here, they crammed what little room was left with stuff lol. Probably a mass getting rid of stuff in containers - leftovers that will never get eaten. I can only eat so much, James eats a little bit of leftovers, Taylor won't eat leftover unless it's the very next day and at work.
I mean, leftovers? Aren't bad or evil. I just see so much food getting wasted here. I end up giving most of it to the dogs so at least it doesn't end up in the trash can. I've lightened up portion sizes in recent times to try to adjust for that factor - make just enough to eat that night, unless I'm intending to take some out on the road with me. It's just a waste of money. And dead cows lol.
Anyway, time to watch some tv.
Tuesday, March 19, 2019
First day in the "new" truck, first drive to check it out.
Well, Just found out the power inverter doesn't work, so I have to finish this post before the laptop battery goes dead, lol. It's a a bit less than half. Without a power converter, I can't recharge my computer and I can't use my microwave. I will be insisted that they replace it with a new one when I get back. Funny tho, this truck is a 2016 model, weird that it's already fried.
The truck smells like an ashtray. Not as bad as some other trucks I have been in, but the problem is these people use the "recirculate" option on AC and the smoke smell gets down in there.
The bed is amazing! This memory foam stuff might just grow on me. It's pretty darn comfortable.
The refrigerator has a broken door handle. They will need to fix that as well. I don't care if they have to replace the entire refrigerator, it will be fixed. Since I am never going to get the new truck they promised me, they are going to fix whatever truck I'm in to newish proportions. Meaning everything must work.
The 2 grand drivers seat is ok, but nothing I would ever spend that much money on. It really isn't all that great tbh, the standard drivers seat that comes with a Peterbilt is almost as good.
Besides the smoke smell, the interior is in excellent condition. That's really a must in my book, when you are virtually living in the thing, it needs to be nice. Slobs and pigs that don't take care of interiors of trucks? I don't want their leftovers.
This thing has the same Wingman/Collision mitigation system garbage in it that the rest of the fleet has. It decided it was going to apply the brakes for an instant and then show a warning sign that "it isn't working correctly so you will have to operate the controls yourself" or some such s***. Great, stay that way and don't start working again and we'll get along just fine. : )
I can't imagine what these futuristic trucks that are autonomous will be like. Slam on the brakes when it doesn't need to and run over people when it should?
Oh, one very cool thing tho: this truck goes 67 mph. That's 4 mph more than mine goes. My previous truck shows it at 65mph on the speedometer, but the reality of it is 63. It's so slow you lose interest in driving. You get bored, antsy, wishing and dreaming the thing would go even a few miles per hour faster. You get passed and cut off all day long. It's actually more dangerous going that slow than being able to keep up with most of the traffic around you. Don't try to tell that to this company tho.
I'm used to driving 70 mph in trucks at the minimum. As I have said previously, they don't tell you that these trucks are set that low and for good reason: who the hell would want to knowingly quit a job to come drive for them knowing that in advance? Not that many, I can assure you. Anyway, it was a bit surprising to see this thing ratcheting it up to 67. My speed app showed at that and a couple of those setups on the side of the road showing your speed as you pass by said the same thing. \
I know it might not sound as if a 4 mph increase would be that big of a deal, but trust me when I said that 63 mph is unbelievable. Unbelievably horrid. Anyway, I'm going to figure out some way to get this smoke smell out of the ventilation system and call this truck a keeper. I have no inclination right now to get into my own truck after seeing all the OO's complaining the other night. Perhaps complaining is in their nature, I dunno, but it doesn't seem prudent right now to go that route. Not with work being as slow as we have been.
Anyway, so far, I'll rate this truck as a keeper as long as the minor issues are dealt with.
And in Brownsville? It's pouring rain, the rear yard is a disaster/flooded. There was a trailer here, unfortunately, so I'll end up leaving early in the morning to make the drive back. There is another driver who should be pulling in here anytime now - and he will be getting the detention pay since there isn't a second trailer here. But, highly likely the manager set it up that way. She has a frequently updated list of when trailers are coming up through the port of entry. He's been in the company 6 years.
It's just a bit difficult to deal with all of this favoritism that is going on.
Okay, I am finally starting to get sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night tho staying awake driving today wasn't near as bad as I thought it would be. I drove 310 miles, stopped for the mandatory 30 minute break in Ganado and fueled up - and yes, I did take a 20 minute power nap - and drove the rest of the 265 miles down here.
AS for the home front, I got a text earlier: Can James mom stay in your room tonight? I didn't even know she was coming. Must be Spring Break up where she lives and bringing James other son from another marriage. Long story, not going into that now. I said yes, I don't really care as long as people take care to leave it the same way they found it. I suspect she likes the giant screen tv in there.
Anyway, my eyelids are telling me it's time to go.
Well, Just found out the power inverter doesn't work, so I have to finish this post before the laptop battery goes dead, lol. It's a a bit less than half. Without a power converter, I can't recharge my computer and I can't use my microwave. I will be insisted that they replace it with a new one when I get back. Funny tho, this truck is a 2016 model, weird that it's already fried.
The truck smells like an ashtray. Not as bad as some other trucks I have been in, but the problem is these people use the "recirculate" option on AC and the smoke smell gets down in there.
The bed is amazing! This memory foam stuff might just grow on me. It's pretty darn comfortable.
The refrigerator has a broken door handle. They will need to fix that as well. I don't care if they have to replace the entire refrigerator, it will be fixed. Since I am never going to get the new truck they promised me, they are going to fix whatever truck I'm in to newish proportions. Meaning everything must work.
The 2 grand drivers seat is ok, but nothing I would ever spend that much money on. It really isn't all that great tbh, the standard drivers seat that comes with a Peterbilt is almost as good.
Besides the smoke smell, the interior is in excellent condition. That's really a must in my book, when you are virtually living in the thing, it needs to be nice. Slobs and pigs that don't take care of interiors of trucks? I don't want their leftovers.
This thing has the same Wingman/Collision mitigation system garbage in it that the rest of the fleet has. It decided it was going to apply the brakes for an instant and then show a warning sign that "it isn't working correctly so you will have to operate the controls yourself" or some such s***. Great, stay that way and don't start working again and we'll get along just fine. : )
I can't imagine what these futuristic trucks that are autonomous will be like. Slam on the brakes when it doesn't need to and run over people when it should?
Oh, one very cool thing tho: this truck goes 67 mph. That's 4 mph more than mine goes. My previous truck shows it at 65mph on the speedometer, but the reality of it is 63. It's so slow you lose interest in driving. You get bored, antsy, wishing and dreaming the thing would go even a few miles per hour faster. You get passed and cut off all day long. It's actually more dangerous going that slow than being able to keep up with most of the traffic around you. Don't try to tell that to this company tho.
I'm used to driving 70 mph in trucks at the minimum. As I have said previously, they don't tell you that these trucks are set that low and for good reason: who the hell would want to knowingly quit a job to come drive for them knowing that in advance? Not that many, I can assure you. Anyway, it was a bit surprising to see this thing ratcheting it up to 67. My speed app showed at that and a couple of those setups on the side of the road showing your speed as you pass by said the same thing. \
I know it might not sound as if a 4 mph increase would be that big of a deal, but trust me when I said that 63 mph is unbelievable. Unbelievably horrid. Anyway, I'm going to figure out some way to get this smoke smell out of the ventilation system and call this truck a keeper. I have no inclination right now to get into my own truck after seeing all the OO's complaining the other night. Perhaps complaining is in their nature, I dunno, but it doesn't seem prudent right now to go that route. Not with work being as slow as we have been.
Anyway, so far, I'll rate this truck as a keeper as long as the minor issues are dealt with.
And in Brownsville? It's pouring rain, the rear yard is a disaster/flooded. There was a trailer here, unfortunately, so I'll end up leaving early in the morning to make the drive back. There is another driver who should be pulling in here anytime now - and he will be getting the detention pay since there isn't a second trailer here. But, highly likely the manager set it up that way. She has a frequently updated list of when trailers are coming up through the port of entry. He's been in the company 6 years.
It's just a bit difficult to deal with all of this favoritism that is going on.
Okay, I am finally starting to get sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night tho staying awake driving today wasn't near as bad as I thought it would be. I drove 310 miles, stopped for the mandatory 30 minute break in Ganado and fueled up - and yes, I did take a 20 minute power nap - and drove the rest of the 265 miles down here.
AS for the home front, I got a text earlier: Can James mom stay in your room tonight? I didn't even know she was coming. Must be Spring Break up where she lives and bringing James other son from another marriage. Long story, not going into that now. I said yes, I don't really care as long as people take care to leave it the same way they found it. I suspect she likes the giant screen tv in there.
Anyway, my eyelids are telling me it's time to go.
Well.
It's 4 am. Woke up at 2 for unknown reasons and never got back to sleep. So, another day of driving on less than 5 hours of sleep, woohoo! Nothing new there and have learned how to deal with it. I take a nap at the "driver's lounge" - which is just the shack where the workers hang out while loading the trailers and kind of nasty and smelly.
Then, on the way down - I'm off to Brownsville again instead of Illinois - I'll force myself to drive at least 6 hours and then take a 30 minute nap, usually in Ganado Texas, but sometimes I make it further, like to Refugio where my favorite Stripes (fueling station with a huge mexican food buffet that has keto friendly half baked chickens) is and take a nap there, then get up and get dinner and then drive out the rest of the route.
But, as yesterday, I still face driving a truck I haven't driven before and who knows what might happen?
They've been doing a good job of having empty trailers waiting there for us - unfortunately - so I am not expecting detention pay. I guess I should never really expect it, just something that would be nice.
Rene is leaving this weekend, supposedly this dude is coming down to get her stuff and driver her up to Michigan. I dunno, but when we went out the other day - Maria, Rene and I - she had a few Jim Beams, 3 of them I think, doubles at that, went home and apparently started s*** with Maria, who locked her door and would have nothing to do with her. I sort of get it with Rene: she is in constant pain, she is on strong pain medication and couple that with alcohol and she can be a real - living - nightmare. I'm not excusing her actions, by any means, it's outrageous and ridiculous. But she's going to be gone, finally, I for one won't ever be inviting her back. She can live in her pot-filled eternal high and hopefully be a happier person?
But, I've never subscribed to the idea that changing geographical locations will change anything inside of you. Those types of things have to be worked out of you and those things are usually not pleasant times.
I'm still in ketosis, some days I guess I eat something with carbs that i didn't know about in them and I go out of ketosis and it takes days and days to get back into it. I don't know why I don't just go ahead and scarf on carbs after such things, it wouldn't change the amount of time to get back into ketosis. But I don't, it just makes me resolve to get back as fast as possible. But, I'm at a stalemate again and haven't lost any more weight. I haven't gained any either. I need exercise and so far, I've resisted that idea. I was going to start working out with weights - and I did - but their puppy craps all over the porch where the bench is. That hasn't changed and I"m not about to work out in the midst of dog s***.
The travel bug keeps itching me. I can't shake it. It may very well be that I just pick a place on this earth to go to at random - tho probably somewhere in Europe - and just go there for a few days and come back. But a cruise would be nice too lol.
The galveston trip is still on as far as I know.
Well, about time to leave. Going to subject my dogs to Rene for one last time, at least Maria is there. Addler goes into her room, lays down on the floor, uninvited and goes to sleep in there, lol. I'm guessing Rene not liking that, but it's a good sign to me: he likes Maria. Rene will be gone and then - we can deal with her room. Or deal with the owner of the property and whatever their wishes are. Because as of right now, they haven't said anything about us leaving and it's more than halfway through the month. They couldn't legally force us out now if they wanted to by the end of the month, I think all states have laws about eviction notices and usually 30 days. I haven't really read Texas landlord laws, I will have to do that someday - soon. Like maybe tonight after I get done driving.
Have a great day : )
It's 4 am. Woke up at 2 for unknown reasons and never got back to sleep. So, another day of driving on less than 5 hours of sleep, woohoo! Nothing new there and have learned how to deal with it. I take a nap at the "driver's lounge" - which is just the shack where the workers hang out while loading the trailers and kind of nasty and smelly.
Then, on the way down - I'm off to Brownsville again instead of Illinois - I'll force myself to drive at least 6 hours and then take a 30 minute nap, usually in Ganado Texas, but sometimes I make it further, like to Refugio where my favorite Stripes (fueling station with a huge mexican food buffet that has keto friendly half baked chickens) is and take a nap there, then get up and get dinner and then drive out the rest of the route.
But, as yesterday, I still face driving a truck I haven't driven before and who knows what might happen?
They've been doing a good job of having empty trailers waiting there for us - unfortunately - so I am not expecting detention pay. I guess I should never really expect it, just something that would be nice.
Rene is leaving this weekend, supposedly this dude is coming down to get her stuff and driver her up to Michigan. I dunno, but when we went out the other day - Maria, Rene and I - she had a few Jim Beams, 3 of them I think, doubles at that, went home and apparently started s*** with Maria, who locked her door and would have nothing to do with her. I sort of get it with Rene: she is in constant pain, she is on strong pain medication and couple that with alcohol and she can be a real - living - nightmare. I'm not excusing her actions, by any means, it's outrageous and ridiculous. But she's going to be gone, finally, I for one won't ever be inviting her back. She can live in her pot-filled eternal high and hopefully be a happier person?
But, I've never subscribed to the idea that changing geographical locations will change anything inside of you. Those types of things have to be worked out of you and those things are usually not pleasant times.
I'm still in ketosis, some days I guess I eat something with carbs that i didn't know about in them and I go out of ketosis and it takes days and days to get back into it. I don't know why I don't just go ahead and scarf on carbs after such things, it wouldn't change the amount of time to get back into ketosis. But I don't, it just makes me resolve to get back as fast as possible. But, I'm at a stalemate again and haven't lost any more weight. I haven't gained any either. I need exercise and so far, I've resisted that idea. I was going to start working out with weights - and I did - but their puppy craps all over the porch where the bench is. That hasn't changed and I"m not about to work out in the midst of dog s***.
The travel bug keeps itching me. I can't shake it. It may very well be that I just pick a place on this earth to go to at random - tho probably somewhere in Europe - and just go there for a few days and come back. But a cruise would be nice too lol.
The galveston trip is still on as far as I know.
Well, about time to leave. Going to subject my dogs to Rene for one last time, at least Maria is there. Addler goes into her room, lays down on the floor, uninvited and goes to sleep in there, lol. I'm guessing Rene not liking that, but it's a good sign to me: he likes Maria. Rene will be gone and then - we can deal with her room. Or deal with the owner of the property and whatever their wishes are. Because as of right now, they haven't said anything about us leaving and it's more than halfway through the month. They couldn't legally force us out now if they wanted to by the end of the month, I think all states have laws about eviction notices and usually 30 days. I haven't really read Texas landlord laws, I will have to do that someday - soon. Like maybe tonight after I get done driving.
Have a great day : )
Monday, March 18, 2019
Well that wasn't so nice.
I get to the yard, get into my "new" truck, get everything situated, hooked up to the trailer, do a pre-trip, find some thing wrong. It was early, but the mechanic was there anyway dealing with a problem on another truck. So, I hadn't got on the clock yet, I just waited for the mechanic to come and fix the problem before doing so. I had plenty of time - the first load was the truck that broke. The driver took another truck to go get the trailer loaded, but that set everything about an hour behind.
So, he took care of the problem, I was satisfied the truck and trailer were road worthy and got on the clock. Note - I am an hour late now because of the first driver/load. 6 minutes on the clock - we are required by the company to have a 10 minute pre-trip, but I had already done that off the clock. Well, diverting here, you want to get your truck hooked to the trailer and do your pretrip before you get on the clock. If there is something wrong, you will just be wasting your drive/on-duty time for no good reason. You can stay off the clock until the thing is fixed. Further note: once you start that clock, there is no stopping it. I mean, you can go off-duty and not have it count against your 70 hours, but the on-duty clock is still ticking. It's weird, I know, but that's how it works.
Now, if I stay off duty for 10 hours, the clock resets to 14. Anyway, I was 6 minutes into being on duty and my manager calls. They cancelled the load :( I mean, I was ready for a 1,500 mile trip, including stocking up the refrigerator and doing everything that I do to get ready for a trip. It's not a small amount. Getting up early, driving clear to work, doing pre-trip, etc etc etc - wasted for nothing. The thought crossed my mind that I should get paid for showing up to work for nothing, I wasted 74 miles of fuel and 2 hours of my time. That should at least be worth the fuel it cost me to get there and back.
And right then? My manager calls again. BTW, you need to fill out a trip sheet so you can get paid. Fill it all in like normal and then write on it "Load Cancelled". That way we can bill them and you can get paid for it. Right on. Still deflating. Now I have to spend a day at home - doing whatever - and then probably have to get my mind into trip mode for tomorrow. It just really threw everything off. Even worse? If I would have made it up there without them canceling it, they would have sent me to a hotel to wait. Getting paid for sitting around doing nothing.
Oh well. I dropped the trailer, parked the truck got my food out and went to Waffle House for a meat breakfast. With eggs of course. Drove to Lowe's to look at St Augustine grass plugs - they show them having them online, they had zero quantity when I got there. I bought some small flowers on sale price instead. Might as well beautify the house.
And now I'm home and could kick myself. I needed to go to walmart for dog food and air fresheners for the truck. Walmart is across the street from Lowe's..........
Oh well. It's only 3 miles lol, not like a long drive back.
I have half a mind to go back to sleep for a while. The dogs are with Rene no need to get them right away.
That's really a great idea!
I get to the yard, get into my "new" truck, get everything situated, hooked up to the trailer, do a pre-trip, find some thing wrong. It was early, but the mechanic was there anyway dealing with a problem on another truck. So, I hadn't got on the clock yet, I just waited for the mechanic to come and fix the problem before doing so. I had plenty of time - the first load was the truck that broke. The driver took another truck to go get the trailer loaded, but that set everything about an hour behind.
So, he took care of the problem, I was satisfied the truck and trailer were road worthy and got on the clock. Note - I am an hour late now because of the first driver/load. 6 minutes on the clock - we are required by the company to have a 10 minute pre-trip, but I had already done that off the clock. Well, diverting here, you want to get your truck hooked to the trailer and do your pretrip before you get on the clock. If there is something wrong, you will just be wasting your drive/on-duty time for no good reason. You can stay off the clock until the thing is fixed. Further note: once you start that clock, there is no stopping it. I mean, you can go off-duty and not have it count against your 70 hours, but the on-duty clock is still ticking. It's weird, I know, but that's how it works.
Now, if I stay off duty for 10 hours, the clock resets to 14. Anyway, I was 6 minutes into being on duty and my manager calls. They cancelled the load :( I mean, I was ready for a 1,500 mile trip, including stocking up the refrigerator and doing everything that I do to get ready for a trip. It's not a small amount. Getting up early, driving clear to work, doing pre-trip, etc etc etc - wasted for nothing. The thought crossed my mind that I should get paid for showing up to work for nothing, I wasted 74 miles of fuel and 2 hours of my time. That should at least be worth the fuel it cost me to get there and back.
And right then? My manager calls again. BTW, you need to fill out a trip sheet so you can get paid. Fill it all in like normal and then write on it "Load Cancelled". That way we can bill them and you can get paid for it. Right on. Still deflating. Now I have to spend a day at home - doing whatever - and then probably have to get my mind into trip mode for tomorrow. It just really threw everything off. Even worse? If I would have made it up there without them canceling it, they would have sent me to a hotel to wait. Getting paid for sitting around doing nothing.
Oh well. I dropped the trailer, parked the truck got my food out and went to Waffle House for a meat breakfast. With eggs of course. Drove to Lowe's to look at St Augustine grass plugs - they show them having them online, they had zero quantity when I got there. I bought some small flowers on sale price instead. Might as well beautify the house.
And now I'm home and could kick myself. I needed to go to walmart for dog food and air fresheners for the truck. Walmart is across the street from Lowe's..........
Oh well. It's only 3 miles lol, not like a long drive back.
I have half a mind to go back to sleep for a while. The dogs are with Rene no need to get them right away.
That's really a great idea!
Happy Monday!
And hence, the embarking on a new adventure - a new (to me) truck. Who knows what the day may hold? A much better ride? A day full of problems? Lol, no clue. I need to get 600 miles today, that's what I do know, in order to make this not only a 3 day trip, but to be up there in time for them to not complain that I'm too late.
They do that - complain about drivers that either don't make it there early enough or don't call the day they get loaded with an estimated arrival time. They're nice people and all, they just have a schedule to keep up with and their ethylene tank gets empty, meaning they really can't do anything until we arrive with the next fresh load.
Dinner yesterday with Rene and Maria was pleasant enough. Excepting the bill, gag. Rene is leaving this weekend allegedly, so no more Rene. I've been waiting until she leaves to really try to find another renter. I didn't know what she would say to a potential person moving in considering her recent behavior.
Did some preliminary research on stocks and how/what to buy. There are apparently sites that you pay for access to to get full analysis on trending stocks and stocks on the rise or predicted to go on the rise. No, I haven't signed up for any yet. A lot of information about how you just shouldn't do it because there are people that are smarter than you that do it for a living.
And......? I'm not dumping 50k into it all at once to find out I just lost - 50k. I think my first endeavor will be less than $500. I can lose $500 and not really suffer too much. It might be as little as 2 or 3 hundred the first round. Kind of like the way I entered into blackjack, start small and usually get small returns, but still, get those returns.
Anyway, I best get offa here and get moving. I want some extra minutes at the yard. Just in case.
And hence, the embarking on a new adventure - a new (to me) truck. Who knows what the day may hold? A much better ride? A day full of problems? Lol, no clue. I need to get 600 miles today, that's what I do know, in order to make this not only a 3 day trip, but to be up there in time for them to not complain that I'm too late.
They do that - complain about drivers that either don't make it there early enough or don't call the day they get loaded with an estimated arrival time. They're nice people and all, they just have a schedule to keep up with and their ethylene tank gets empty, meaning they really can't do anything until we arrive with the next fresh load.
Dinner yesterday with Rene and Maria was pleasant enough. Excepting the bill, gag. Rene is leaving this weekend allegedly, so no more Rene. I've been waiting until she leaves to really try to find another renter. I didn't know what she would say to a potential person moving in considering her recent behavior.
Did some preliminary research on stocks and how/what to buy. There are apparently sites that you pay for access to to get full analysis on trending stocks and stocks on the rise or predicted to go on the rise. No, I haven't signed up for any yet. A lot of information about how you just shouldn't do it because there are people that are smarter than you that do it for a living.
And......? I'm not dumping 50k into it all at once to find out I just lost - 50k. I think my first endeavor will be less than $500. I can lose $500 and not really suffer too much. It might be as little as 2 or 3 hundred the first round. Kind of like the way I entered into blackjack, start small and usually get small returns, but still, get those returns.
Anyway, I best get offa here and get moving. I want some extra minutes at the yard. Just in case.
Sunday, March 17, 2019
That took hours. I wasn't asked to but I decided I wanted the truck to be in the same condition as when I got in it, so after getting all of my stuff out of it, I decided to scrub it down and making it look and smell fresh. I'm not saying it was a pig stye, not even close. Just wanted it to be nice for whoever came in there next. They are going to hate that truck once they get the warning lights on and the cruise control quits working. I can't help them with that. It's a team going in there. They hire teams to get into trucks with almost 700k miles on it? lmao. Anyway, I was happy they at least were getting a clean truck.
To that end, my manager ended up going to the yard after I told her I was done and apparently inspected the thing. She doesn't go to the yard on weekends. I didn't know how to take that, ,but whatever. I took pics of the inside of the truck in case anyone is going to try to say something different about it. I even scrubbed the inside of the refrigerator out. I mean, I went full tilt on cleaning the thing.
Now, the truck I am now in? Needs a bit of cleaning and some good air fresheners put in all the vents It doesn't smell bad in there per se - but it doesn't smell fresh and clean in there, either, like my old truck does. I have air vent fresheners, pine trees, and 2 different types of sprays to keep it nice in there.
In any case, that ordeal is over with and now onto other things.
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Sunday. I knew I was forgetting something yesterday - haircut. Well, this town doesn't have any salons open on Sundays. Just a small town with old ways of doing things. Sundays a lot of family owned businesses here aren't open. But I'm going to be on the road for 3 days and not particularly wanting to have my hair looking the way it does. I may end up driving 35 miles to the nearest town that will have a salon open today.
Well, the house is alive and kicking. They are still working on painting all the cupboard doors and drawers in the kitchen. Their goal is to have it finished today. Good luck! She's determined tho, and when she gets into that mode, it mostly likely will be finished today. Which is a good thing cause right now? The kitchen is in a shambles.
Well, I figured the Rene situation would change - and it did. Profuse apologies to the point I couldn't just continue to ignore it. So I forgave her and we met up with Maria at the Applebee's down the street and - all seems well for now anyway. She's leaving this weekend permanently.
Well I got sidetracked, Sunday is over, time to go to bed. Long day ahead of me tomorrow.
Saturday, March 16, 2019
Today's offering:
Well, I have to run over to the truck yard and finish cleaning out of one truck and moving to the "new" truck. The new truck has 350,000 miles on it, but that's half of what the truck I'm has. It has a fancy driver's seat and a memory foam top bed. It's clean as a whistle and is in much better condition than my truck. I feel sorry for the team that is getting my truck, they aren't going to like it when the cruise control quits working. But it's whatever to me, this was given as a choice to me to take it or leave it, the only drawback is moving from the old truck to the new. It's quite the process because as a person living on the road half the time, I have quite a bit of stuff in there.
I really don't want to run into other drivers there tho. I've heard enough of the bit*****, I have a very good view of what's going on. People are unhappy, I get it. Some people are getting treated better than others, I get that. I don't like it but I have mixed feelings. If you're a 20 year driver at the same company perhaps you should get some kind of special treatment considering your tenure? Perhaps, but then again, if you want to keep your newer drivers, you'll have to keep them busy. More people are talking about quitting, another one just bit the dust. I should sent a message to management that the don't need to be hiring anyone, but that apparently isn't in their purview of reasoning.
And since they won't bother to tell us what their reasoning is, we are left to speculation, making judgments and assumptions and people getting angry and frustrated. My guess is that they are hoping to get those contracts back - at the end of the year - and trying to get enough drivers to keep the customers happy. If that is their goal, they are shooting their foot to save their face. Getting rid of your good drivers by virtue of not taking care of them is a good way to get more contracts terminated.
Anyway, today we are celebrating Jaxon's birthday. He already turned 2, but I guess they chose this date for unknown reasons to have the party. Funny, cause the kitchen is literally in a shambles. All the cupboard doors are off and all the drawers are out - repainting it.
Oh, and my stock account is finally opened with Chase. I don't know what took them so long, but now all I have left to do is transfer money to the account and figure out what to buy. The "figure out what to buy" part is what's eluding me. I thought maybe start out with $500 or a thousand worth of penny stocks and "see what happens" but I don't want to just throw money out the window on a bad buy. So, in the next coming weeks I will be spending voluminous amounts of my free time studying whatever info I can get on how to recognize a good buy, what kind of metrics and info I should be looking for to make the decision. Any start ups will be risky, but minimizing my risk by minimizing the investment may make such ventures worth a try.
Who knows, but I have been wanting to do this for many years now. And since I have given up on that 77 acres - I simply don't have enough down payment money, it's a rare opportunity for that kind of property that close to town - I am going to invest some of it and see if I can start seeing some returns. This is literally something I should have done years ago. With my penchant for learning everything possible about any endeavor I get myself into, I feel reasonably confident that I can figure this stuff out and start making money. It's no more a gamble than my infrequent visits to the casino to play blackjack - and sometimes I do lose. People make and lose fortunes in the stock market, it only makes sense to at least try and see what happens.
And buying the stock is easy: just input the symbol of the company, tell them how much money I want to spend and that's it, as far as I can see.
Well, as much as I'd love to spend more time writing out stuff, I must get this truck endeavor over with, the day isn't getting any younger.
Well, I have to run over to the truck yard and finish cleaning out of one truck and moving to the "new" truck. The new truck has 350,000 miles on it, but that's half of what the truck I'm has. It has a fancy driver's seat and a memory foam top bed. It's clean as a whistle and is in much better condition than my truck. I feel sorry for the team that is getting my truck, they aren't going to like it when the cruise control quits working. But it's whatever to me, this was given as a choice to me to take it or leave it, the only drawback is moving from the old truck to the new. It's quite the process because as a person living on the road half the time, I have quite a bit of stuff in there.
I really don't want to run into other drivers there tho. I've heard enough of the bit*****, I have a very good view of what's going on. People are unhappy, I get it. Some people are getting treated better than others, I get that. I don't like it but I have mixed feelings. If you're a 20 year driver at the same company perhaps you should get some kind of special treatment considering your tenure? Perhaps, but then again, if you want to keep your newer drivers, you'll have to keep them busy. More people are talking about quitting, another one just bit the dust. I should sent a message to management that the don't need to be hiring anyone, but that apparently isn't in their purview of reasoning.
And since they won't bother to tell us what their reasoning is, we are left to speculation, making judgments and assumptions and people getting angry and frustrated. My guess is that they are hoping to get those contracts back - at the end of the year - and trying to get enough drivers to keep the customers happy. If that is their goal, they are shooting their foot to save their face. Getting rid of your good drivers by virtue of not taking care of them is a good way to get more contracts terminated.
Anyway, today we are celebrating Jaxon's birthday. He already turned 2, but I guess they chose this date for unknown reasons to have the party. Funny, cause the kitchen is literally in a shambles. All the cupboard doors are off and all the drawers are out - repainting it.
Oh, and my stock account is finally opened with Chase. I don't know what took them so long, but now all I have left to do is transfer money to the account and figure out what to buy. The "figure out what to buy" part is what's eluding me. I thought maybe start out with $500 or a thousand worth of penny stocks and "see what happens" but I don't want to just throw money out the window on a bad buy. So, in the next coming weeks I will be spending voluminous amounts of my free time studying whatever info I can get on how to recognize a good buy, what kind of metrics and info I should be looking for to make the decision. Any start ups will be risky, but minimizing my risk by minimizing the investment may make such ventures worth a try.
Who knows, but I have been wanting to do this for many years now. And since I have given up on that 77 acres - I simply don't have enough down payment money, it's a rare opportunity for that kind of property that close to town - I am going to invest some of it and see if I can start seeing some returns. This is literally something I should have done years ago. With my penchant for learning everything possible about any endeavor I get myself into, I feel reasonably confident that I can figure this stuff out and start making money. It's no more a gamble than my infrequent visits to the casino to play blackjack - and sometimes I do lose. People make and lose fortunes in the stock market, it only makes sense to at least try and see what happens.
And buying the stock is easy: just input the symbol of the company, tell them how much money I want to spend and that's it, as far as I can see.
Well, as much as I'd love to spend more time writing out stuff, I must get this truck endeavor over with, the day isn't getting any younger.
Friday, March 15, 2019
I mean, gag.
I had the runs yesterday, started shortly after I got done loading at the plant and trying to drive the 582 miles down to Brownsville. One stop after another after another - til I got to a truckstop and got some some Pepto Bismol. They didn't have the other stuff I like better - Imodium - at that point? Anything would be better than no relief, especially trying to get the miles over with.
Whatever. I made it down there with minutes left on the 14 hours clock - I had spent so much time pulling over lmao. I pulled into the yard down there and looked over to see some Mexican truck drivers - butchering 2 pigs on the picnic table. I mean, whatever makes them happy lol. After getting the loaded trailer dropped on the cement pad, I did my paperwork and found - 2 - empty trailers. The "new" company is trying to do away with as much detention pay as possible. Makes sense for the bottom line, not very helpful for my profit endeavors. Anyway, I "off-duty" drove up to get some food and came back.
By that time, they had the heads of the pigs severed from the bodies and the guts gone and the innards - out lol. I had to walk by them after parking to dump my paperwork into the mailbox. I got into a conversation with them - they invited me to partake. Caveat? It won't be done until midnight. I wanted some - that is some fine food right there - but midnight? I'd be asleep and I was. Sleeping that is.
In this interim, another driver showed up - we talked for a couple of hours actually. It started out with bitching about the company - but I wanted off of that subject. We ended up leaving at the same time this morning so we were traveling together up the highway. During that time, my manager sent me my next run: Mapleton Illinois. Good run, good miles. And then "I need you to call me". She usually just calls me so I dunno why she didn't.
So I called her instead. Marvin - manager in another division - needs to borrow a truck. Would you be interested in moving to another truck? It's never had a problem, it runs perfectly as far as we know. It's hard to answer a question like that without seeing the inside of the truck and how it's been treated. But I thought, couldn't be any worse than the pile of s*** I'm driving now, so what the hey. I agreed to switch. She wanted me out of there today, no way! I'll need to come back in the morning and do that.
Well, when I got to the yard curiosity got the best of me. I got the trailer dropped, paperwork turned in and then found the truck. It's another driver that just quit. Yup, they're leaving. Slowly but surely, drivers are finding greener pastures. I can gleefully say I made a good = guess = on the other truck. It has a custom driver's seat- it's a $2,000 seat. Yes, they have seats that cost that much and more. It has a memory foam, thick mattress. It's immaculate inside and out. The only thing I can see wrong with it is the handle on the refrigerator door is broken off. I will be asking to have that fixed-replaced.
Anyway, while checking this truck out, another driver showed up. He's newer and very unhappy. Long story short - he's getting shafted as bad as I have been. Today is Friday, he said she - our manager - wasn't scheduling him for his next run until Wednesday. WEDNESDAY!!! That's 5 days from now! I've had her doing that shit to me too, tho. k
Whatever. I got my account for stock trading up and running. Now? I have no idea what to invest in. That's going to be a whole nother' realm of investigation and research. I'll probably do penny stocks to start with. Kind of like playing BlackJack, I want to get my feet wet before diving in. Going to dump a grand into the account, look at a lot of info and make some transactions.
Well I had a lot more stuff but it's getting late. Going to sleep : ) G'nite.
I had the runs yesterday, started shortly after I got done loading at the plant and trying to drive the 582 miles down to Brownsville. One stop after another after another - til I got to a truckstop and got some some Pepto Bismol. They didn't have the other stuff I like better - Imodium - at that point? Anything would be better than no relief, especially trying to get the miles over with.
Whatever. I made it down there with minutes left on the 14 hours clock - I had spent so much time pulling over lmao. I pulled into the yard down there and looked over to see some Mexican truck drivers - butchering 2 pigs on the picnic table. I mean, whatever makes them happy lol. After getting the loaded trailer dropped on the cement pad, I did my paperwork and found - 2 - empty trailers. The "new" company is trying to do away with as much detention pay as possible. Makes sense for the bottom line, not very helpful for my profit endeavors. Anyway, I "off-duty" drove up to get some food and came back.
By that time, they had the heads of the pigs severed from the bodies and the guts gone and the innards - out lol. I had to walk by them after parking to dump my paperwork into the mailbox. I got into a conversation with them - they invited me to partake. Caveat? It won't be done until midnight. I wanted some - that is some fine food right there - but midnight? I'd be asleep and I was. Sleeping that is.
In this interim, another driver showed up - we talked for a couple of hours actually. It started out with bitching about the company - but I wanted off of that subject. We ended up leaving at the same time this morning so we were traveling together up the highway. During that time, my manager sent me my next run: Mapleton Illinois. Good run, good miles. And then "I need you to call me". She usually just calls me so I dunno why she didn't.
So I called her instead. Marvin - manager in another division - needs to borrow a truck. Would you be interested in moving to another truck? It's never had a problem, it runs perfectly as far as we know. It's hard to answer a question like that without seeing the inside of the truck and how it's been treated. But I thought, couldn't be any worse than the pile of s*** I'm driving now, so what the hey. I agreed to switch. She wanted me out of there today, no way! I'll need to come back in the morning and do that.
Well, when I got to the yard curiosity got the best of me. I got the trailer dropped, paperwork turned in and then found the truck. It's another driver that just quit. Yup, they're leaving. Slowly but surely, drivers are finding greener pastures. I can gleefully say I made a good = guess = on the other truck. It has a custom driver's seat- it's a $2,000 seat. Yes, they have seats that cost that much and more. It has a memory foam, thick mattress. It's immaculate inside and out. The only thing I can see wrong with it is the handle on the refrigerator door is broken off. I will be asking to have that fixed-replaced.
Anyway, while checking this truck out, another driver showed up. He's newer and very unhappy. Long story short - he's getting shafted as bad as I have been. Today is Friday, he said she - our manager - wasn't scheduling him for his next run until Wednesday. WEDNESDAY!!! That's 5 days from now! I've had her doing that shit to me too, tho. k
Whatever. I got my account for stock trading up and running. Now? I have no idea what to invest in. That's going to be a whole nother' realm of investigation and research. I'll probably do penny stocks to start with. Kind of like playing BlackJack, I want to get my feet wet before diving in. Going to dump a grand into the account, look at a lot of info and make some transactions.
Well I had a lot more stuff but it's getting late. Going to sleep : ) G'nite.
Wednesday, March 13, 2019
Tuesday night - late - like midnight type of late.
Just got home.
Monday was miserable. I woke up at 3:00 am and could never get back to sleep So I lost 3-1/2 hours of sleep and was driving on 4-1/2 that day. The everlasting day that could never end. I was very glad that, when I got down there, there were no trailers. Not just because of detention pay, but I hoped that I would sleep pretty good after driving all day long and having half a night's sleep previously.
In that respect, my body did not fail me. I slept almost 11 hours last night - I woke up a couple times and fell right back asleep. I woke up after 9 am this morning, my head was in a fog. It took quite a while to fully wake up out of it - I don't normally get that much sleep any time. But, the truck helps. It runs all night long and it vibrates all night long. Some people, that would probably drive them insane. For me? It lulls me to sleep and keeps me there far better than a regular bed.
Anyway, I went to Denny's after getting up and sat there quite a while - that after asking the yard guy if a trailer was coming up. Yes, should be here in a couple hours. When I got back to the yard - about 2 hours later - there was a trailer there. I got that sucker hooked up and dragged it up here and got it over with.
And, for the past 2 days, Rene has been harassing me, cussing at me, saying all kinds of vile things to me. I wasn't responding to her. I just decided to ignore all that nonsense - which of course made it worse - but I felt no compulsion to respond to that s***. This has been going on for almost 2 weeks now. She said she was going to block me on her phone - yet again - which I could only dream of her doing that. I wasn't contacting her, she didn't need to block me, I wouldn't have said anything to her lol.
Finally, a few hours ago, she texts me 6 or 7 times. I didn't look at it for quite a while, but when I finally did, there it was. All kinds of "I'm sorry", "I'm not going to be mean to you anymore", "I just get mad when you disagree with me", etc etc etc. The last one is the one that really irks me. Cause' I told her that the other day - you just can't stand it when somebody doesn't agree with everything you say. You are bucking the wrong person if you think I'm not going to speak my mind. Ridiculous nonsense. If a person can't deal with another person disagreeing with them, they are in for a very long life. And she's had - a ... very...long....life...
As for work, well, the yard is full of trucks. So the chances of me going to work on Thursday - today is Tuesday - are slim and none. But I'm going to text my manager tomorrow anyway and - firmly - ask if I"m getting any work on Thursday. Because sitting home for 2 days after every run is ridiculous. That's not really a full time job in terms of adding up the numbers of days worked per month.
Just got home.
Monday was miserable. I woke up at 3:00 am and could never get back to sleep So I lost 3-1/2 hours of sleep and was driving on 4-1/2 that day. The everlasting day that could never end. I was very glad that, when I got down there, there were no trailers. Not just because of detention pay, but I hoped that I would sleep pretty good after driving all day long and having half a night's sleep previously.
In that respect, my body did not fail me. I slept almost 11 hours last night - I woke up a couple times and fell right back asleep. I woke up after 9 am this morning, my head was in a fog. It took quite a while to fully wake up out of it - I don't normally get that much sleep any time. But, the truck helps. It runs all night long and it vibrates all night long. Some people, that would probably drive them insane. For me? It lulls me to sleep and keeps me there far better than a regular bed.
Anyway, I went to Denny's after getting up and sat there quite a while - that after asking the yard guy if a trailer was coming up. Yes, should be here in a couple hours. When I got back to the yard - about 2 hours later - there was a trailer there. I got that sucker hooked up and dragged it up here and got it over with.
And, for the past 2 days, Rene has been harassing me, cussing at me, saying all kinds of vile things to me. I wasn't responding to her. I just decided to ignore all that nonsense - which of course made it worse - but I felt no compulsion to respond to that s***. This has been going on for almost 2 weeks now. She said she was going to block me on her phone - yet again - which I could only dream of her doing that. I wasn't contacting her, she didn't need to block me, I wouldn't have said anything to her lol.
Finally, a few hours ago, she texts me 6 or 7 times. I didn't look at it for quite a while, but when I finally did, there it was. All kinds of "I'm sorry", "I'm not going to be mean to you anymore", "I just get mad when you disagree with me", etc etc etc. The last one is the one that really irks me. Cause' I told her that the other day - you just can't stand it when somebody doesn't agree with everything you say. You are bucking the wrong person if you think I'm not going to speak my mind. Ridiculous nonsense. If a person can't deal with another person disagreeing with them, they are in for a very long life. And she's had - a ... very...long....life...
As for work, well, the yard is full of trucks. So the chances of me going to work on Thursday - today is Tuesday - are slim and none. But I'm going to text my manager tomorrow anyway and - firmly - ask if I"m getting any work on Thursday. Because sitting home for 2 days after every run is ridiculous. That's not really a full time job in terms of adding up the numbers of days worked per month.
Sunday, March 10, 2019
Finally back in full ketosis.
Sometimes I eat stuff while on the road that I'm not sure about the ingredients. Kind of take a chance. I mean, it just kicks me out temporarily - but that can take days. Then I feel like I'm wasting my time with the diet cause I'm no longer using fat as the source of energy for my body. That's how this thing works - that's why it's hugely popular and successful - if - you follow the diet and pay attention to ketosis and do the strips to make sure you are in ketosis - and if not - taking remdial steps to get back into it. Otherwise, you might as well just quit and not do the diet at all. It literally won't work without ketosis, no way can you eat that much fat and expect to lose weight otherwise.
My remedial step is to simply eat nothing but cream cheese for a day or so. Maybe some pork rinds along with it. It works. It isn't the greatest thing on earth, but it's not the worst either. I'm floating around 200 pounds at the moment 199 being the lowest be really just staying around there. Not gaining or losing. Well I take that back. My size 34's are definitely falling off of me now. Much looser than they were. I'm going to get a pair of size 33 jeans - I tried last week but accidentally bought size 32's.
32 is a long way off. I'm not sure I even want to be that skinny again. I used to be skinny. Toned, yes but not much meat on my bones. I don't really see that as all that desirable anymore, just want the weight down into the normal range.
Anyway, it's Sunday, I've done a lot of nothing today. Well I babysitted the kids for several hours. It's funny, because when mom and dad leave, those two will just hang out with me the entire time. No crying, no fussing, just happy happy. Then when the parents get home, they're back to fussing and crying lol. They don't think it's so funny, I tend to rub it in haha.
I have a run to Brownsville tomorrow and I have unanswered questions that I posed to my manager last night. The 5 days with only 1 run thing - and that one run being almost worthless question. And why? If we aren't slow, what's going on here? She wasn't happy with my questions and I didn't - and don't - care. And - the rest of the questions - and questions I haven't asked that i will be asking. I want to know why she is taking some of the actions she is taking, such as hiring more people that we absolutely don't need. And putting outside drivers over the group's Ethylene drivers. And on and on. I've kept my mouth shut long enough. Other drivers have asked the same questions, but they aren't like me.
I'm not claiming to be anything special, but I don't take half assed responses that don't answer the question at face value. If the company is forcing her to make these moves, then my grief is with people above her head. If she is somehow arbitrarily making these decisions, then I want to know why she is making those decisions and based on what metrics? Any way about it, I will find out. Either from her or from someone above her, at this point it doesn't matter to me. It's best to stay ithin the chain of command as long as you can - but there is a point where that no longer works. And be prepared to find alternative employment. I have a couple of good leads that I would pursue further if it comes to that.
Anyway, we are having steak for dinner tonight. It's keto friendly : )
Dogs will be staying home while I'm gone. Rene told Maria that I would be "paying $150 per week to have a kennel watch my dogs", thus her stance with Maria that she deserves everything I've done for her. There's one problem with her argument: I could and will be leaving my dogs at home for - ever actually. I'd just give my friends money for the help, but they wouldn't ask for it. I don't need Rene or Maria or anyone else outside of where I'm at to watch them. It would just mean they would be outside alone all day long - just like millions of other dogs are left outside, all day long, across America. Nothing unusual about it, not optimal, imo, but certainly not abusive to the pets.
Rene unblocked me temporarily to send a text about how wrong I am, ,blah blah blah and then blocked me again before I could even send a reply? Yup, enough. She can leave today if she likes, no one would miss her.
Well, it's time to get some stuff done for my trip tomorrow before it gets too late. Daylight savings time kicked in - gag- last night I'm glad I didn't have to get up early this morning.
Sometimes I eat stuff while on the road that I'm not sure about the ingredients. Kind of take a chance. I mean, it just kicks me out temporarily - but that can take days. Then I feel like I'm wasting my time with the diet cause I'm no longer using fat as the source of energy for my body. That's how this thing works - that's why it's hugely popular and successful - if - you follow the diet and pay attention to ketosis and do the strips to make sure you are in ketosis - and if not - taking remdial steps to get back into it. Otherwise, you might as well just quit and not do the diet at all. It literally won't work without ketosis, no way can you eat that much fat and expect to lose weight otherwise.
My remedial step is to simply eat nothing but cream cheese for a day or so. Maybe some pork rinds along with it. It works. It isn't the greatest thing on earth, but it's not the worst either. I'm floating around 200 pounds at the moment 199 being the lowest be really just staying around there. Not gaining or losing. Well I take that back. My size 34's are definitely falling off of me now. Much looser than they were. I'm going to get a pair of size 33 jeans - I tried last week but accidentally bought size 32's.
32 is a long way off. I'm not sure I even want to be that skinny again. I used to be skinny. Toned, yes but not much meat on my bones. I don't really see that as all that desirable anymore, just want the weight down into the normal range.
Anyway, it's Sunday, I've done a lot of nothing today. Well I babysitted the kids for several hours. It's funny, because when mom and dad leave, those two will just hang out with me the entire time. No crying, no fussing, just happy happy. Then when the parents get home, they're back to fussing and crying lol. They don't think it's so funny, I tend to rub it in haha.
I have a run to Brownsville tomorrow and I have unanswered questions that I posed to my manager last night. The 5 days with only 1 run thing - and that one run being almost worthless question. And why? If we aren't slow, what's going on here? She wasn't happy with my questions and I didn't - and don't - care. And - the rest of the questions - and questions I haven't asked that i will be asking. I want to know why she is taking some of the actions she is taking, such as hiring more people that we absolutely don't need. And putting outside drivers over the group's Ethylene drivers. And on and on. I've kept my mouth shut long enough. Other drivers have asked the same questions, but they aren't like me.
I'm not claiming to be anything special, but I don't take half assed responses that don't answer the question at face value. If the company is forcing her to make these moves, then my grief is with people above her head. If she is somehow arbitrarily making these decisions, then I want to know why she is making those decisions and based on what metrics? Any way about it, I will find out. Either from her or from someone above her, at this point it doesn't matter to me. It's best to stay ithin the chain of command as long as you can - but there is a point where that no longer works. And be prepared to find alternative employment. I have a couple of good leads that I would pursue further if it comes to that.
Anyway, we are having steak for dinner tonight. It's keto friendly : )
Dogs will be staying home while I'm gone. Rene told Maria that I would be "paying $150 per week to have a kennel watch my dogs", thus her stance with Maria that she deserves everything I've done for her. There's one problem with her argument: I could and will be leaving my dogs at home for - ever actually. I'd just give my friends money for the help, but they wouldn't ask for it. I don't need Rene or Maria or anyone else outside of where I'm at to watch them. It would just mean they would be outside alone all day long - just like millions of other dogs are left outside, all day long, across America. Nothing unusual about it, not optimal, imo, but certainly not abusive to the pets.
Rene unblocked me temporarily to send a text about how wrong I am, ,blah blah blah and then blocked me again before I could even send a reply? Yup, enough. She can leave today if she likes, no one would miss her.
Well, it's time to get some stuff done for my trip tomorrow before it gets too late. Daylight savings time kicked in - gag- last night I'm glad I didn't have to get up early this morning.
Saturday morning.
The waste of a trip yesterday completed, got home same day, which is expect on that particular trip. It basically pays nothing. I mean, compared to most everything else we do, it's just a worthless trip that no one wants to take. It's comparable to Cheniere, another plant I love to hate. And then, I find out I'm not going out again til Monday. So 2 unwanted days off in between trips, yet again. Brownsville on Monday. I love being home, don't get me wrong, but it doesn't pay the bills or save up money. Well, it pays the bills most likely, it just doesn't give anything extra for savings and goal money.
The thing that bothers me is, my manager told me yesterday we "aren't slowed down right now". Well then why the gaps between runs? And, of course, they are hiring more people. Just sheer stupidity. They hired a guy to "just do Barnsdall" runs. Really? My search for a new job continues. I"m being picky tho. I don't need another job like this one or the last. These companies think they are doing you a real favor by paying you 48 cents per miles. When you tell them you're making a lot more than that, they - well there is silence on the phone. Even being a driver's market, there are still many companies that need to up their game. They came up to high 40's per miles, but that isn't good enough.
Meanwhile, I'm still searching for a decent, 3 bedroom house in the area with owner financing. Not an easy task. The houses that I would consider in my price range are dilapidated run down, nasty looking places. If I wouldn't live there, I don't expect anyone else to live there either. Rotting wood, facades falling off, paint gone, who knows about the roofs of some of these houses. You certainly wouldn't want to buy a house and find out it needs a new roof installed on it. That's major money right there.
I'm in no hurry to make the wrong decision.
Rene has gone into full psychotic mode. She has been having meltdowns on Maria - who finally caved in and started dishing it back out to her. Outrageous behavior, Rene needs therapy. Actually she needs Christ. She has been going to church, but I'm not seeing it having any palpable effect. The sooner she leaves the better.
As for today, the Ford dealership is closed. I guess I"ll take it in Sunday evening and get my Jeep from the other house to use until I get my ride back. But they said it's half a day repair so it shouldn't take more than being on one run and coming back and getting it. Still amazed the dealership quoted less money - by hundreds of dollars - than local repair shops. And with a 2 year warranty, I'm definitely going that route.
Taylor, upon hearing I will be home this weekend, decided that I should help her paint! I bought the paint some time ago - enough for my room and for the kitchen, living room and dining room. Like, a lot of paint. She painted my room and now finally decided to get it done in the rest of the house. I hope she starts on the kitchen first. The colors the previous owners painted the kitchen are - quite an eyesore imo. Red and green. Just not very appealing. I'm not really interested in painting today, but I can help her with taping and moving things and whatknot. The minutia of painting - the stuff you have to do that takes more time than the actual application of the paint itself.
Whatever the case, I have lots of stuff to get done around here - but - it's going to rain.
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I ended up texting my manager. Why am I not getting the runs? As of Monday, I texted her, I'll have been out on one, one day trip spanning 5 days.
The waste of a trip yesterday completed, got home same day, which is expect on that particular trip. It basically pays nothing. I mean, compared to most everything else we do, it's just a worthless trip that no one wants to take. It's comparable to Cheniere, another plant I love to hate. And then, I find out I'm not going out again til Monday. So 2 unwanted days off in between trips, yet again. Brownsville on Monday. I love being home, don't get me wrong, but it doesn't pay the bills or save up money. Well, it pays the bills most likely, it just doesn't give anything extra for savings and goal money.
The thing that bothers me is, my manager told me yesterday we "aren't slowed down right now". Well then why the gaps between runs? And, of course, they are hiring more people. Just sheer stupidity. They hired a guy to "just do Barnsdall" runs. Really? My search for a new job continues. I"m being picky tho. I don't need another job like this one or the last. These companies think they are doing you a real favor by paying you 48 cents per miles. When you tell them you're making a lot more than that, they - well there is silence on the phone. Even being a driver's market, there are still many companies that need to up their game. They came up to high 40's per miles, but that isn't good enough.
Meanwhile, I'm still searching for a decent, 3 bedroom house in the area with owner financing. Not an easy task. The houses that I would consider in my price range are dilapidated run down, nasty looking places. If I wouldn't live there, I don't expect anyone else to live there either. Rotting wood, facades falling off, paint gone, who knows about the roofs of some of these houses. You certainly wouldn't want to buy a house and find out it needs a new roof installed on it. That's major money right there.
I'm in no hurry to make the wrong decision.
Rene has gone into full psychotic mode. She has been having meltdowns on Maria - who finally caved in and started dishing it back out to her. Outrageous behavior, Rene needs therapy. Actually she needs Christ. She has been going to church, but I'm not seeing it having any palpable effect. The sooner she leaves the better.
As for today, the Ford dealership is closed. I guess I"ll take it in Sunday evening and get my Jeep from the other house to use until I get my ride back. But they said it's half a day repair so it shouldn't take more than being on one run and coming back and getting it. Still amazed the dealership quoted less money - by hundreds of dollars - than local repair shops. And with a 2 year warranty, I'm definitely going that route.
Taylor, upon hearing I will be home this weekend, decided that I should help her paint! I bought the paint some time ago - enough for my room and for the kitchen, living room and dining room. Like, a lot of paint. She painted my room and now finally decided to get it done in the rest of the house. I hope she starts on the kitchen first. The colors the previous owners painted the kitchen are - quite an eyesore imo. Red and green. Just not very appealing. I'm not really interested in painting today, but I can help her with taping and moving things and whatknot. The minutia of painting - the stuff you have to do that takes more time than the actual application of the paint itself.
Whatever the case, I have lots of stuff to get done around here - but - it's going to rain.
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I ended up texting my manager. Why am I not getting the runs? As of Monday, I texted her, I'll have been out on one, one day trip spanning 5 days.
Friday, March 8, 2019
Thursday.
Not sure why I wasn't sent out today, but if I don't get a run for tomorrow sent to me by 5 pm, I'll be talking to my manager - again. We are allegedly in a busy season but I've been sitting for 2 days after last load and also last scenario I was sitting 2 days. But, this paycheck coming tomorrow - which I can go online and see a day in advance, is much larger than I expected it to be. I figured maybe a $400 gross paycheck, it's over a grand. I don't remember that many runs on this check. And, I can't see what I'm getting paid for - still - so I'll have to contact the payroll person - again - to send me the details. It's next week's check that should be quite healthy. 2 or 3 runs on it and 3 plus days of sitting at a repair shop.
Still, that "extra" money this week will come in handy cause I plan on taking my SUV into the dealer and getting the struts replaced. I dread - really - going over to the other house to get my Jeep. I don't want to see Rene, I don't want to talk to Rene, I don't want anything to do with her at all. My dogs won't be going over there again until she is gone, I do not trust her and I don't put anything past her. I really don't think she would spite me by doing something to my dogs, but that little thing inside me says take extra precautions. I'll pay my friends something extra to watch them while I"m out of town.
Anyway, it's Thursday and Taylor took a day off today So, we went to Ollie's - they have ceiling fans on great sale! But, getting there, they didn't have half the fans that the advertisement showed. The big fans weren't available and none were coming in. That's what I wanted, a big fan for my room. With a remote. Well, Ollie's didn't have what Taylor wanted, either so we went to Walmart. Walmart has some higher end fans, but none with remote control. The problem with those pull chain fans is that the chains eventually break or the switch they are connected to breaks. Either way, that's the end of the fan and you have to replace it.
So, after Walmart, Taylor asks if we should go anywhere else? Well, I guess we can go to Lowe's. Lowe's has a huge ceiling fan section and they have every single on of them set up from a lowered ceiling so you can see what it will look like instead of having to guess from a picture. I settled on a huge one with 7 blades and 6 speeds, remote control of course. So I have that project to do and I may very well get started on it after this post.
But first, I had to put up the new Futon. I got rid of the old one yesterday - placed an ad in local Facebook Marketplace and had a person wanting it within a few minutes.
Not sure why I wasn't sent out today, but if I don't get a run for tomorrow sent to me by 5 pm, I'll be talking to my manager - again. We are allegedly in a busy season but I've been sitting for 2 days after last load and also last scenario I was sitting 2 days. But, this paycheck coming tomorrow - which I can go online and see a day in advance, is much larger than I expected it to be. I figured maybe a $400 gross paycheck, it's over a grand. I don't remember that many runs on this check. And, I can't see what I'm getting paid for - still - so I'll have to contact the payroll person - again - to send me the details. It's next week's check that should be quite healthy. 2 or 3 runs on it and 3 plus days of sitting at a repair shop.
Still, that "extra" money this week will come in handy cause I plan on taking my SUV into the dealer and getting the struts replaced. I dread - really - going over to the other house to get my Jeep. I don't want to see Rene, I don't want to talk to Rene, I don't want anything to do with her at all. My dogs won't be going over there again until she is gone, I do not trust her and I don't put anything past her. I really don't think she would spite me by doing something to my dogs, but that little thing inside me says take extra precautions. I'll pay my friends something extra to watch them while I"m out of town.
Anyway, it's Thursday and Taylor took a day off today So, we went to Ollie's - they have ceiling fans on great sale! But, getting there, they didn't have half the fans that the advertisement showed. The big fans weren't available and none were coming in. That's what I wanted, a big fan for my room. With a remote. Well, Ollie's didn't have what Taylor wanted, either so we went to Walmart. Walmart has some higher end fans, but none with remote control. The problem with those pull chain fans is that the chains eventually break or the switch they are connected to breaks. Either way, that's the end of the fan and you have to replace it.
So, after Walmart, Taylor asks if we should go anywhere else? Well, I guess we can go to Lowe's. Lowe's has a huge ceiling fan section and they have every single on of them set up from a lowered ceiling so you can see what it will look like instead of having to guess from a picture. I settled on a huge one with 7 blades and 6 speeds, remote control of course. So I have that project to do and I may very well get started on it after this post.
But first, I had to put up the new Futon. I got rid of the old one yesterday - placed an ad in local Facebook Marketplace and had a person wanting it within a few minutes.
Thursday, March 7, 2019
No idea if I'm going out again tomorrow- but it's mid-afternoon and I don't normally hear from my manager about the next load until 5 or later.
Meanwhile, they came and got the futon. So now, ugh, time to tackle the project.
Meanwhile, Maria confirmed that Rene has been drinking heavily. She can't stand Rene now, Rene has literally gone off the deep end. She lied to me about not being drunk - but she never acts out like this unless she is heavily inebriated. I'm glad to see her going, I hope to build a relationship with Maria once Rene is gone, every one is now just waiting for her to leave before moving forward with much of anything. Maria has a good head on her shoulders, that became evident from the get-go and she is only proving more that she isn't off the deep end.
I don't mind going through the pain of having another house on my name as long as I know I have someone competent there to keep things in check. Otherwise, it's 3 weeks before we get out of there. I don't expect to do that - unless - I find a better deal somewhere else. Or put the money I have on a down payment on a decent house. So far, that search hasn't come up with anything reasonable. I have a loan on my house for much more than anything in this area and it's much cheaper monthly payments. I see rentals that have been on the market for a looooong time - probably cause' they're asking for far too much on a monthly rental rate.
Small market here. Lots of lower income. If people are rich, they aren't renting houses for the most part, they are buying land in these parts.
Anyway, I just went from 5k in savings for - whatever I end up doing - to 11k. No rush to spend money I won't ever get back on bad decisions. I've already done that in life, not compelled to rush into anything and see that scenario repeating itself.
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Out of curiosity, I called the dealer today about the struts. He quoted me $700 to $800 off the cuff. I was like okay let's do it now. But I questioned him on that quote off the top of his head. Every repair shop in town is telling me a lot more than that. Well, let me price it out and I'll call you back in 10 minutes. So he called me back in 20, lol. No, not a big deal but he apologized for it without my even mentioning it when he called.
His price went well up - $1,200, but nothing like the $1,500,, $1,700 and higher prices I have been quoted around town. It's the dealer, you would expect them to be higher than everyone, now lower. Plus a 2 year warranty on their work. Plus a reputable dealer. Yup, I'm doing it. He said he had to order the parts, do you want me to? Yes please. I need my Jeep back from the other house temporarily while I drop my SUV off and have it repaired. But he said to not bring it before Friday.
Okay. Meanwhile, my manager didn't bother to contact me today about a run for tomorrow. I could text her now, but it's too late to do anything about it. 2 days max sitting out tho. Had a trucking company promising regional runs call me today. But the pay? lol $1,250 per week gross pay. That's pauper's pay in the trucking industry, especially considering the amount of driving they want. A recruiter called as well and I got into a long discussion, just for the fun of it. I called him out on numerous of his claims, where he laughed and said you're right. Yeah, I'm right and you're a freaking liar.
Recruiters are historically and everlastingly known as complete and total, bold-faced liars. They tell fairy tales. I call them all out on it now. Don't even think about starting a line of s*** with me, buddy, I've been around a while, I know this industry, I know what you are saying is bs.
I'm ready to travel, btw. It's a mind frame that comes and goes. When it comes, I'm ready to jet out of here. When it goes, I'm ready to stay home. No explanation that I can give in logical metrics, just the way it works with me. I could be jetting across the Atlantic right now and be really happy about that . Except the part of being crammed into tight seating arrangements. Mostly, my legs being jammed up against the seat in front of me. It gets to hurting after a couple of hours, can't even imagine what an ocean flight would feel like. I'd have to get up numerous times and walk up and down the cabin. I dunno if they allow that anymore.
As for Rene? She sent me this long, rambling, accusatory, scathing text last night. I didn't reply to it. No point in it. It isn't going to change, she isn't going to see anything different besides her own, narrow, anger-laced view. I'm telling y'all, I have done everything I can to help that lady. Spent a lot of my own money. Time. Dedication. Desire to help people. Nothing to be gained back from it. Nothing. No desire for anything back. Well, I don't want to be shit on for helping a person.
Meanwhile, they came and got the futon. So now, ugh, time to tackle the project.
Meanwhile, Maria confirmed that Rene has been drinking heavily. She can't stand Rene now, Rene has literally gone off the deep end. She lied to me about not being drunk - but she never acts out like this unless she is heavily inebriated. I'm glad to see her going, I hope to build a relationship with Maria once Rene is gone, every one is now just waiting for her to leave before moving forward with much of anything. Maria has a good head on her shoulders, that became evident from the get-go and she is only proving more that she isn't off the deep end.
I don't mind going through the pain of having another house on my name as long as I know I have someone competent there to keep things in check. Otherwise, it's 3 weeks before we get out of there. I don't expect to do that - unless - I find a better deal somewhere else. Or put the money I have on a down payment on a decent house. So far, that search hasn't come up with anything reasonable. I have a loan on my house for much more than anything in this area and it's much cheaper monthly payments. I see rentals that have been on the market for a looooong time - probably cause' they're asking for far too much on a monthly rental rate.
Small market here. Lots of lower income. If people are rich, they aren't renting houses for the most part, they are buying land in these parts.
Anyway, I just went from 5k in savings for - whatever I end up doing - to 11k. No rush to spend money I won't ever get back on bad decisions. I've already done that in life, not compelled to rush into anything and see that scenario repeating itself.
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Out of curiosity, I called the dealer today about the struts. He quoted me $700 to $800 off the cuff. I was like okay let's do it now. But I questioned him on that quote off the top of his head. Every repair shop in town is telling me a lot more than that. Well, let me price it out and I'll call you back in 10 minutes. So he called me back in 20, lol. No, not a big deal but he apologized for it without my even mentioning it when he called.
His price went well up - $1,200, but nothing like the $1,500,, $1,700 and higher prices I have been quoted around town. It's the dealer, you would expect them to be higher than everyone, now lower. Plus a 2 year warranty on their work. Plus a reputable dealer. Yup, I'm doing it. He said he had to order the parts, do you want me to? Yes please. I need my Jeep back from the other house temporarily while I drop my SUV off and have it repaired. But he said to not bring it before Friday.
Okay. Meanwhile, my manager didn't bother to contact me today about a run for tomorrow. I could text her now, but it's too late to do anything about it. 2 days max sitting out tho. Had a trucking company promising regional runs call me today. But the pay? lol $1,250 per week gross pay. That's pauper's pay in the trucking industry, especially considering the amount of driving they want. A recruiter called as well and I got into a long discussion, just for the fun of it. I called him out on numerous of his claims, where he laughed and said you're right. Yeah, I'm right and you're a freaking liar.
Recruiters are historically and everlastingly known as complete and total, bold-faced liars. They tell fairy tales. I call them all out on it now. Don't even think about starting a line of s*** with me, buddy, I've been around a while, I know this industry, I know what you are saying is bs.
I'm ready to travel, btw. It's a mind frame that comes and goes. When it comes, I'm ready to jet out of here. When it goes, I'm ready to stay home. No explanation that I can give in logical metrics, just the way it works with me. I could be jetting across the Atlantic right now and be really happy about that . Except the part of being crammed into tight seating arrangements. Mostly, my legs being jammed up against the seat in front of me. It gets to hurting after a couple of hours, can't even imagine what an ocean flight would feel like. I'd have to get up numerous times and walk up and down the cabin. I dunno if they allow that anymore.
As for Rene? She sent me this long, rambling, accusatory, scathing text last night. I didn't reply to it. No point in it. It isn't going to change, she isn't going to see anything different besides her own, narrow, anger-laced view. I'm telling y'all, I have done everything I can to help that lady. Spent a lot of my own money. Time. Dedication. Desire to help people. Nothing to be gained back from it. Nothing. No desire for anything back. Well, I don't want to be shit on for helping a person.
Wednesday, March 6, 2019
So, stuck down in Brownsville overnight and part of the next day (yesterday), I was able to spend some time talking with one of the OO's. He didn't have any advice for me either way. He stated that they have slowed down OO work and giving company drivers more. We talked for hours - tho not about company stuff or trucks. It was really a bummer to find out that the plant down there is shut down, the 2 trailers coming up were going to be the last 2 for days....meaning I could have been down there for days. The thing is, another driver was ahead of me to go down there, but something was wrong with the trailer and he had to take it back. So I ended up getting down there before him - and losing that position to stay down there. As it stands, there were 3 full trailers sitting in the yard. That is highly unusual and goes to certify the fact that they have an issue at the the plant that uses the Ethylene.
So I left noonish yesterday. I figured I might just drive to Lufkin and spend the night there, no sense in having to be out all night long when they don't need the trailer right away.
Wrong. My manager calls me about halfway back up: It shows here that E005 was delivered to the yard down there, is that the trailer you are pulling back up? Yup. I knew what was coming before she said it: "Well I have it scheduled for a load tomorrow morning, I need it up here tonight". I just said okay, I'll get it done, knowing full well it would be midnight or later by the time I get home. And it was 12:15 am when I finally arrived at the doorstep to "my" house, dogs in tow. I wasn't going to leave them at the other house all night long.
Addler was really wanting a lot of attention both last night and this morning. In fact, he decided all on his own this morning that he was going to get out of his bed and come join me in mine. 140 pounds of dog that gets up into bed and then falls on top of you....that's what he does lol. Meanwhile, I have someone coming to get the old futon today. Hopefully anyway, I posted a "free" ad on marketplace and had a taker within minutes. It's addlers bed, but I have a brand new one, sitting here waiting to get the old one out of the way. It's a very nice Futon I bought, but there is no room to put it together with the other one in the way. I'm trying to transform my room into something nice. It's a slow process cause' I have to buy new everything. Computer desk is next on the list. I want one of those beautiful glass versions.
I woke up much too early this morning - 6 straight, solid hours of sleep but not enough and couldn't get back to sleep. Just get up and take a nap this afternoon. Hopefully get sent back out tomorrow. I can't sit around too long, when I do I start losing the desire to drive and then the first day back at work really sucks, as it did on Monday.
This money that was given to me jumped my savings account up to almost 11 grand. I figure another 9 grand and I can think about finding some property. Like 50 to 100 acres worth. That can be partially zoned for a small mobile home park, the rest play area preferably with a decent house on it. Either rent it or if it's nice enough, get out of here. I'd have to talk the folks into moving with me tho, lol. But, they are down for country living on a big property, just has to be somewhat close to town.
Well, today. Not sure, I'm really not motivated. I mean, if they come to get this futon at 4:00 pm, I'll have my hands full getting the old one out and then setting up the new one. That may just be enough for one day's goals considering lack of sleep and having had driven all day yesterday and potentially having to go out again tomorrow somewhere. I was going to take Rene to Applebee's for final outing before she leaves, but she blew up on me again out of the blue and I'm done with her. She really pissed me off, calling me names, calling me a dictator, all kind of nonsense. She got mad because I wanted a married couple that are friends with my friends here - and have become my friends as well - to come over and look at the house and room she is vacating soon.
She hates him because he pressed the issue with her about calling the FBI on our neighbor's son. She lied, saying she never called the FBI, but there is written documentation to prove it. She called that boy a domestic terrorist! Anyway, I just can't stand her anymore. She's always right and the entire world is wrong type of person. Her way or the highway. I flat stood up against her and told her opinion is no longer relevant about who moves in since she is leaving. That infuriated her - but she had already dug her nails under my skin so I didn't really care at that point. Her opinion really isn't relevant. She won't be living there. She is the most ungrateful person I have ever met. I really bent over backwards to try and help her out.
I have been helping people all my life, sometimes I regret having done so. In this case, definitely sorry that I went out of my way. I don't need anyone to watch my dogs while I'm gone, I can leave them here, my friends will watch them. It's just a nicety that they have a place to go to and can hang out with humans and be tended to instead of left outside all day long. They get attention and I like that cause' I'm gone for days at a time. And dogs, when left alone, can get into trouble. Tear things up and destroy things.
Well I think I"ll head up to the bank and deposit this check. It isn't doing me any good sitting here....
So I left noonish yesterday. I figured I might just drive to Lufkin and spend the night there, no sense in having to be out all night long when they don't need the trailer right away.
Wrong. My manager calls me about halfway back up: It shows here that E005 was delivered to the yard down there, is that the trailer you are pulling back up? Yup. I knew what was coming before she said it: "Well I have it scheduled for a load tomorrow morning, I need it up here tonight". I just said okay, I'll get it done, knowing full well it would be midnight or later by the time I get home. And it was 12:15 am when I finally arrived at the doorstep to "my" house, dogs in tow. I wasn't going to leave them at the other house all night long.
Addler was really wanting a lot of attention both last night and this morning. In fact, he decided all on his own this morning that he was going to get out of his bed and come join me in mine. 140 pounds of dog that gets up into bed and then falls on top of you....that's what he does lol. Meanwhile, I have someone coming to get the old futon today. Hopefully anyway, I posted a "free" ad on marketplace and had a taker within minutes. It's addlers bed, but I have a brand new one, sitting here waiting to get the old one out of the way. It's a very nice Futon I bought, but there is no room to put it together with the other one in the way. I'm trying to transform my room into something nice. It's a slow process cause' I have to buy new everything. Computer desk is next on the list. I want one of those beautiful glass versions.
I woke up much too early this morning - 6 straight, solid hours of sleep but not enough and couldn't get back to sleep. Just get up and take a nap this afternoon. Hopefully get sent back out tomorrow. I can't sit around too long, when I do I start losing the desire to drive and then the first day back at work really sucks, as it did on Monday.
This money that was given to me jumped my savings account up to almost 11 grand. I figure another 9 grand and I can think about finding some property. Like 50 to 100 acres worth. That can be partially zoned for a small mobile home park, the rest play area preferably with a decent house on it. Either rent it or if it's nice enough, get out of here. I'd have to talk the folks into moving with me tho, lol. But, they are down for country living on a big property, just has to be somewhat close to town.
Well, today. Not sure, I'm really not motivated. I mean, if they come to get this futon at 4:00 pm, I'll have my hands full getting the old one out and then setting up the new one. That may just be enough for one day's goals considering lack of sleep and having had driven all day yesterday and potentially having to go out again tomorrow somewhere. I was going to take Rene to Applebee's for final outing before she leaves, but she blew up on me again out of the blue and I'm done with her. She really pissed me off, calling me names, calling me a dictator, all kind of nonsense. She got mad because I wanted a married couple that are friends with my friends here - and have become my friends as well - to come over and look at the house and room she is vacating soon.
She hates him because he pressed the issue with her about calling the FBI on our neighbor's son. She lied, saying she never called the FBI, but there is written documentation to prove it. She called that boy a domestic terrorist! Anyway, I just can't stand her anymore. She's always right and the entire world is wrong type of person. Her way or the highway. I flat stood up against her and told her opinion is no longer relevant about who moves in since she is leaving. That infuriated her - but she had already dug her nails under my skin so I didn't really care at that point. Her opinion really isn't relevant. She won't be living there. She is the most ungrateful person I have ever met. I really bent over backwards to try and help her out.
I have been helping people all my life, sometimes I regret having done so. In this case, definitely sorry that I went out of my way. I don't need anyone to watch my dogs while I'm gone, I can leave them here, my friends will watch them. It's just a nicety that they have a place to go to and can hang out with humans and be tended to instead of left outside all day long. They get attention and I like that cause' I'm gone for days at a time. And dogs, when left alone, can get into trouble. Tear things up and destroy things.
Well I think I"ll head up to the bank and deposit this check. It isn't doing me any good sitting here....
Saturday, March 2, 2019
So.
My manager and the mechanic were lamenting about the high costs of truck maintenance today when I got back to the yard - discussing my owning my own truck.
I listened to them making their case for quite a while.
It's much easier to be a company driver and let a large company do everything for you.
It's also a myth coming from them that paying for things is going to make me feel like I've made a mistake. The mistake I've made is never going into this business on my own. Even if the merger with the company has them making less money, it's still going to be a whole lot more than I am making as a company driver.
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That was yesterday. I didn't see any of the OO's at the yard so I got out of there. But, not before finding out I have a Brownsville run on Monday. Perfect pairing for 2 grand worth of detention pay and will be able to get it filed before the deadline, 2 Fridays from now will be an excellent payday for only a week's pay.
Their spiel did nothing to deter me from continuing on with my desire to get into this business in a way that will actually line my pockets - or bank accounts - with money and get on with this. I haven't made up my mind yet, but I'm hardly deterred. They said their tire program for OO's ended when the company switched over to the "new" - lame - company. So take off what, 10k per year worth of tires. And some other type of inpsection that has to be done twice a year they've added at $500 per. The rest of expenses remain unchanged, they're expenses, lol.
But yes, I'm going to consult with 2 OO's there before I move forward. And anyway, that lady from the finance company didn't call me as she said she would yesterday, I don't expect to hear from her until monday.
So, it's Saturday, I have the weekend off. Going to Brownsville Monday - and they told me I will be getting a hot trailer. Meaning I will be stuck at Eastman for up to 5 hours waiting for them to purge the air out of the trailer. That's what a hot trailer is, one that has air in it. No air, you don't want any air at all in those trailers, they say it creates an environment where the trailer can blow up once it's filled with Ethylene.
They aren't going to like me showing up with a hot trailer in the 3rd position. That means everyone loading after? Are going to have to also wait up to 5 extra hours. They fill the tank up with nitrogen and then slowly purge it back out with Ethylene. Like, reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallllllly slow.
Apparently Rene isn't even waiting until the end of the month to leave. Her friend is driving clear down here to get her stuff, pack it up and take it with her. I'm not sure what will be left. There is a couch and other furniture in the living room that she secured I think through church, no idea whether she's going to take that with her or not - would prefer not, but it's whatever. She's all excited to go.
I'm not going to pooh pooh on her party, but I have serious doubts it's going to be the gleeful wonderland she expects it to be - well expecting the reefer. She'll be getting stoned every day, i guess, and living for free. But she believes she is going to fix her family. It's a nice goal and stuff, but from my own experiences and watching dozens of other people attempting to go through that, it's pretty much impossible. Once the wounds are inflicted, people seem to never get over it. I've completely washed my hands of my middle brother and don't care if I never see him again. I mean, I knew once my brothers didn't show up for dad's memorial service that this rift would never be closed.
I don't understand it, but I've caved into the idea that the only time we will ever be forced together to make decisions will be at mom's ending. A time of life I'm not looking forward to and am planning another quick trip to AZ in the next few months to visit with her again. Her situation concerns me. She's getting up there, she doesn't have hardly any help to do things around the house and she is getting frail. It's what old age does to you. She goes for walks every day and does take care of herself, but....
I was thinking of asking my friends at my house there if they could visit her once or twice a month to help her out and I would just eliminate their rent altogether in exchange. Actually, he's getting up there too, but he still has enough energy to do basic things around the house. That's another bridge I'll eventually have to cross over. I don't know how long they intend on staying there. He's in the middle of a class action lawsuit and expects to get money out of it - but I suspect that's a few years down the road.
However, they aren't talking about moving anywhere with that money, instead, they are talking about doing improvements to my house. I'm comfortable with the arrangement we have as long as they want to do it. I mean, it's a 30 year loan on the house, I'll be old old old if even still alive by the time that place is paid off.
Well, ending this one. Taylor is going to work at 4, meaning dinner needs to be ready by 3:30 at the latest. We are having the 3rd of 4 prime rib roasts. I left the biggest one for last. No idea when we'll eat it, but a special occasion would be nice. She asked to have this one cooked today, so cook it we will.
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That was yesterday. I didn't see any of the OO's at the yard so I got out of there. But, not before finding out I have a Brownsville run on Monday. Perfect pairing for 2 grand worth of detention pay and will be able to get it filed before the deadline, 2 Fridays from now will be an excellent payday for only a week's pay.
Their spiel did nothing to deter me from continuing on with my desire to get into this business in a way that will actually line my pockets - or bank accounts - with money and get on with this. I haven't made up my mind yet, but I'm hardly deterred. They said their tire program for OO's ended when the company switched over to the "new" - lame - company. So take off what, 10k per year worth of tires. And some other type of inpsection that has to be done twice a year they've added at $500 per. The rest of expenses remain unchanged, they're expenses, lol.
But yes, I'm going to consult with 2 OO's there before I move forward. And anyway, that lady from the finance company didn't call me as she said she would yesterday, I don't expect to hear from her until monday.
So, it's Saturday, I have the weekend off. Going to Brownsville Monday - and they told me I will be getting a hot trailer. Meaning I will be stuck at Eastman for up to 5 hours waiting for them to purge the air out of the trailer. That's what a hot trailer is, one that has air in it. No air, you don't want any air at all in those trailers, they say it creates an environment where the trailer can blow up once it's filled with Ethylene.
They aren't going to like me showing up with a hot trailer in the 3rd position. That means everyone loading after? Are going to have to also wait up to 5 extra hours. They fill the tank up with nitrogen and then slowly purge it back out with Ethylene. Like, reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallllllly slow.
Apparently Rene isn't even waiting until the end of the month to leave. Her friend is driving clear down here to get her stuff, pack it up and take it with her. I'm not sure what will be left. There is a couch and other furniture in the living room that she secured I think through church, no idea whether she's going to take that with her or not - would prefer not, but it's whatever. She's all excited to go.
I'm not going to pooh pooh on her party, but I have serious doubts it's going to be the gleeful wonderland she expects it to be - well expecting the reefer. She'll be getting stoned every day, i guess, and living for free. But she believes she is going to fix her family. It's a nice goal and stuff, but from my own experiences and watching dozens of other people attempting to go through that, it's pretty much impossible. Once the wounds are inflicted, people seem to never get over it. I've completely washed my hands of my middle brother and don't care if I never see him again. I mean, I knew once my brothers didn't show up for dad's memorial service that this rift would never be closed.
I don't understand it, but I've caved into the idea that the only time we will ever be forced together to make decisions will be at mom's ending. A time of life I'm not looking forward to and am planning another quick trip to AZ in the next few months to visit with her again. Her situation concerns me. She's getting up there, she doesn't have hardly any help to do things around the house and she is getting frail. It's what old age does to you. She goes for walks every day and does take care of herself, but....
I was thinking of asking my friends at my house there if they could visit her once or twice a month to help her out and I would just eliminate their rent altogether in exchange. Actually, he's getting up there too, but he still has enough energy to do basic things around the house. That's another bridge I'll eventually have to cross over. I don't know how long they intend on staying there. He's in the middle of a class action lawsuit and expects to get money out of it - but I suspect that's a few years down the road.
However, they aren't talking about moving anywhere with that money, instead, they are talking about doing improvements to my house. I'm comfortable with the arrangement we have as long as they want to do it. I mean, it's a 30 year loan on the house, I'll be old old old if even still alive by the time that place is paid off.
Well, ending this one. Taylor is going to work at 4, meaning dinner needs to be ready by 3:30 at the latest. We are having the 3rd of 4 prime rib roasts. I left the biggest one for last. No idea when we'll eat it, but a special occasion would be nice. She asked to have this one cooked today, so cook it we will.
Friday, March 1, 2019
I'm very happy right now.
They did not finish the truck today. They are replacing an entire wiring harness. I knew when they told me that it would take hours upon hours to finish that. At around 5:00 pm, I asked the supervisor - do you think y'all think you'll finish this today? Uhh, no. Lol, I smiled, thanks! I'm paid by the hour, I actually don't care how long this takes.
I'm curious as to whether they will finish tomorrow. They may get the wiring harness done, but they still have another problem they haven't even looked at yet. Further, there is no guarantee that when they get all this wiring back together, that the problem won't still be there. Remember, this is the 5th shop this truck has been at for the same problem.
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Day 4. Had an excellent meal at a local Mexican food restaurant last night. I had Fajitas without the fajitas, lol. No beans, rice or tortillas. Spiced it up with having them bring me a couple of sliced up jalapenos, seeds intact. It was quite tasty and keto friendly.
This morning? I'm at the 3rd hotel since coming here. This one is a keeper. 6 story affair, has it's own breakfast restaurant, rooms are clean, nothing fancy but great service. I'm expecting this to be my last day here. Unless the clunking noise is some huge problematic fix issue, I should be out of here today. Well, that's also dependent on when they get the wiring harness back together, install it and the electrical problem goes away - or doesn't. I'm curious as to whether they would want to continue on with the truck if their fix doesn't work?
Remember, this is the 5th repair shop and the 4th Peterbilt shop it's been to. But, none of the other shops took out the wiring harness to figure out the problem. This shop has gone to great lengths to try and figure out what's wrong with it and get it back on the road issue free.
After much consultation yesterday, I determined that I finally got the pay for the Amarillo run. It was confused by the fact I got a $450 safety bonus. Not really sure what that was for but I won't turn it down. It was a rather large check - for once. After weeks of small checks, this one was really needed. And, the one I'm working on now. I'll have 72 hours of breakdown pay as of an hour and 45 minutes from now. Give me one good run after this and 2 paychecks from now will also be nice and hefty.
Right now, tho, I'm trying to make up my mind about owning my own truck. The lady from that company - it's not our company at all, it's a separate finance company that our company uses - is supposed to call me today. I have lots of questions for her, she didn't want to do it email which is fine. A few questions - what's the oldest truck allowable? How much of a down payment? How much are the monthly payments? How frequently are the payments made? Auto-deduct or bill pay?
And a question for my company, since we're hauling hazmat, how much insurance do I need? Probably a lot more than any regular trucking operation. I have other company drivers that I can ask about who they get their insurance through, unless our company offers that as well. I was also talking to an OO at the shop yesterday. He's only been trucking for 6 years, but jumped into owning his own truck after only a couple. The point is - there is a lot more money to be made doing the exact same thing I've been doing for decades. I've always been hesitant about it, just seems like you're "married" to your truck.
But I'm "married" to a company truck and there doesn't seem to be much difference besides the amount of paperwork you have to fill out to keep track of your expenses for tax-time. There is no breakdown pay for OO's and you have to save up some serious money in case something goes wrong. Engine overhauls can be as much as 30 grand. In-frame 15 grand. Transmission problems can go into the ten's of thousands as well. That's the other question, who can I buy a truck from? Does it have to be a dealer or can it be private? I'm thinking a dealer, tho, with a warranty. Even a purchased warranty. I've seen it happen too much a driver buys a truck and something major goes wrong with it and they are zapped with a huge expense right off the bat.
But, the end game here is retirement. There are plenty of OO's taking home 125k, 150, some even more per year after all expenses and taxes paid out. The driver I was talking to yesterday says he spends 60k on fuel per year - but even with that he still takes home around 130k. I'm saving somewhere around 10k per hear. With that kind of money I could put away 50k per year and be done in 10. This is something that I am thinking is worth the risk. The worst that could happen is I lose the truck, go bankrupt and oh well. Neither of those are in any part of my "plans", I just tend to look at every possible ending. The realistic end game is that I might not make as much per year as some of these truckers that are on the road 24 hours a day, but I know i can make a good chunk of change from the reports of other OO's in our division.
I honestly hate driving trucks. But it's the only thing I know that can make any kind of money. Forklift operator? Sure, I've operated forklifts since 1985 - you'd be lucky to find a place paying $20 per hour. More like $16 or $17. That's Ferguson, 35k wages - in my view that's poverty. It doesn't even sustain a decent standard of living. When I say decent, I don't mean brand new vehicles and big, lavish houses, I just mean a normal, American lifestyle. Of course, normal for us? Is filthy rich to most people in this world.
Anyway, I expect that the phone call today will help me make up my mind one way or the other, but if I'm going to do this, I want to jump into the pool and get completely immersed in it right away. Even if it means going out "on-call" sometimes and being away for a few weeks here and there, the end goal is worth the sacrifice - if - it gets me there. I don't want to be working when I'm 70, if I make it that old. 65 at the most. In order to do that, I have to have a rather radical plan to achieve that, get half a million saved up at least and finally retire.
Well, whatever. My checkout time approaching. Enjoyed this hotel tho. Wifi works good, quiet, clean and nice, undented furniture and chairs without stains on them. I'm kind of ready to go home tho. If they don't get this truck done today, another driver I was talking to says this particular shop is closed on the weekends. Worse comes to worse? I'll take Taylor up on the idea of coming up and getting me, for the weekend at least.
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Day 4. Had an excellent meal at a local Mexican food restaurant last night. I had Fajitas without the fajitas, lol. No beans, rice or tortillas. Spiced it up with having them bring me a couple of sliced up jalapenos, seeds intact. It was quite tasty and keto friendly.
This morning? I'm at the 3rd hotel since coming here. This one is a keeper. 6 story affair, has it's own breakfast restaurant, rooms are clean, nothing fancy but great service. I'm expecting this to be my last day here. Unless the clunking noise is some huge problematic fix issue, I should be out of here today. Well, that's also dependent on when they get the wiring harness back together, install it and the electrical problem goes away - or doesn't. I'm curious as to whether they would want to continue on with the truck if their fix doesn't work?
Remember, this is the 5th repair shop and the 4th Peterbilt shop it's been to. But, none of the other shops took out the wiring harness to figure out the problem. This shop has gone to great lengths to try and figure out what's wrong with it and get it back on the road issue free.
After much consultation yesterday, I determined that I finally got the pay for the Amarillo run. It was confused by the fact I got a $450 safety bonus. Not really sure what that was for but I won't turn it down. It was a rather large check - for once. After weeks of small checks, this one was really needed. And, the one I'm working on now. I'll have 72 hours of breakdown pay as of an hour and 45 minutes from now. Give me one good run after this and 2 paychecks from now will also be nice and hefty.
Right now, tho, I'm trying to make up my mind about owning my own truck. The lady from that company - it's not our company at all, it's a separate finance company that our company uses - is supposed to call me today. I have lots of questions for her, she didn't want to do it email which is fine. A few questions - what's the oldest truck allowable? How much of a down payment? How much are the monthly payments? How frequently are the payments made? Auto-deduct or bill pay?
And a question for my company, since we're hauling hazmat, how much insurance do I need? Probably a lot more than any regular trucking operation. I have other company drivers that I can ask about who they get their insurance through, unless our company offers that as well. I was also talking to an OO at the shop yesterday. He's only been trucking for 6 years, but jumped into owning his own truck after only a couple. The point is - there is a lot more money to be made doing the exact same thing I've been doing for decades. I've always been hesitant about it, just seems like you're "married" to your truck.
But I'm "married" to a company truck and there doesn't seem to be much difference besides the amount of paperwork you have to fill out to keep track of your expenses for tax-time. There is no breakdown pay for OO's and you have to save up some serious money in case something goes wrong. Engine overhauls can be as much as 30 grand. In-frame 15 grand. Transmission problems can go into the ten's of thousands as well. That's the other question, who can I buy a truck from? Does it have to be a dealer or can it be private? I'm thinking a dealer, tho, with a warranty. Even a purchased warranty. I've seen it happen too much a driver buys a truck and something major goes wrong with it and they are zapped with a huge expense right off the bat.
But, the end game here is retirement. There are plenty of OO's taking home 125k, 150, some even more per year after all expenses and taxes paid out. The driver I was talking to yesterday says he spends 60k on fuel per year - but even with that he still takes home around 130k. I'm saving somewhere around 10k per hear. With that kind of money I could put away 50k per year and be done in 10. This is something that I am thinking is worth the risk. The worst that could happen is I lose the truck, go bankrupt and oh well. Neither of those are in any part of my "plans", I just tend to look at every possible ending. The realistic end game is that I might not make as much per year as some of these truckers that are on the road 24 hours a day, but I know i can make a good chunk of change from the reports of other OO's in our division.
I honestly hate driving trucks. But it's the only thing I know that can make any kind of money. Forklift operator? Sure, I've operated forklifts since 1985 - you'd be lucky to find a place paying $20 per hour. More like $16 or $17. That's Ferguson, 35k wages - in my view that's poverty. It doesn't even sustain a decent standard of living. When I say decent, I don't mean brand new vehicles and big, lavish houses, I just mean a normal, American lifestyle. Of course, normal for us? Is filthy rich to most people in this world.
Anyway, I expect that the phone call today will help me make up my mind one way or the other, but if I'm going to do this, I want to jump into the pool and get completely immersed in it right away. Even if it means going out "on-call" sometimes and being away for a few weeks here and there, the end goal is worth the sacrifice - if - it gets me there. I don't want to be working when I'm 70, if I make it that old. 65 at the most. In order to do that, I have to have a rather radical plan to achieve that, get half a million saved up at least and finally retire.
Well, whatever. My checkout time approaching. Enjoyed this hotel tho. Wifi works good, quiet, clean and nice, undented furniture and chairs without stains on them. I'm kind of ready to go home tho. If they don't get this truck done today, another driver I was talking to says this particular shop is closed on the weekends. Worse comes to worse? I'll take Taylor up on the idea of coming up and getting me, for the weekend at least.
Thursday, February 28, 2019
Yesterday - being stuck at that shop from noon til around 5:00 pm, started getting old. They won't give me a time frame so I can't ask for more than a day at a time for the hotel, meaning hanging out in the driver's lounge. At least they have cable TV with half decent channels on it and numerous electrical outlets. And several restaurants right there. But it still gets boring.
Well, it was boring until this other Hispanic/Latino driver showed up. I'm one of those "how's it going" people without being asked if they want to be spoken to. We get into this conversation and lo and behold, this guy is from Brownsville - the place I like to go as frequently as possible and haven't been there in a while. So we had some common ground and he named a few places that I have been to down there.
So, this dude pulls out his phone, pulls up a video and hands the phone to me. Shocking video. I sincerely mean that. I watched from the camera view of a man sitting in the back of a pickup driving up to a house. The man stands up, pulls up a fully automatic, military grade assault rife (a real assault rifle) along with the others in the back of the truck and immediately starts blowing away people standing in front of the house. I mean, I sat there and watched them dump at least 50 rounds into one of the men's bodies. They jump out of the truck and slowly start walking towards this house, into the garage, having killed unknown numbers of people, their bodies laying there, freshly dead.
They were in no hurry, no panic that police might arrive. The dude explains to me while watching that the people in the pickup are a local drug cartel and that the people they went to find and blow away are a cartel from Tijuana - a long way away from Matamoros - and were encroaching on their territory. A big no-no, apparently, in the world of cartels. I then asked why they seemed so calm? Why aren't they in a hurry to get out of there? Aren't they afraid of the police showing up? "No, no, he laughs, they own the police, they tell the police what to do". They would have blown the police away if they had shown up. And with that kind of weaponry, I wouldn't want to be anywhere near those people. Like the cartoons, it seemed like they had endless rounds going through their rifles.
Then I had to ask the question: How do you know these people? Oh that guy with the camera attached to his body is a friend from High School days. They tried to recruit me into that - I used to be a bad ass in high school - but I told them that I was married with 4 kids and I had settled down.
I mean, it was surreal. Just some random stranger handing me their phone showing me that stuff. It was all done in Mexico, no laws broken here. The only recompense these killers will ever get will be in the afterlife. Not wishing that upon them, but obviously they are immune to anything law enforcement there will do. I've encountered Mexican police many many times, every single one of them is corrupt. They want your money, you don't have to have done anything wrong, they see you're white, pull you over and give you 2 options: Pay them off or go to jail. Jail? Is a shack with a dirt floor and a hole in the middle go to the bathroom in, filled with other men. I've seen it first hand once when trying to bail out a friend over there that had done something stupid.
Anyway, I was warned a while back while in Brownsville not to go into Matamoros, but if I did, stay in the central part of town and don't be there after dark. Well after seeing that video - the dude claimed it happened 2 days ago - I'm not sure I'll ever go back to any border town in Mexico. Maybe, I really like going shopping over there, haven't done it in ages, if I'm stuck down there at some point, who knows.
Speaking of stuck, they told me last night that the truck wasn't going to be finished. I said great! lol another 14 hours at least of breakdown pay! I'm pretty sure that breakdown pay is continuous, 24 hours, not like detention where they take out 10 hours every day. I went to get some clothes out of the truck - upon getting to it, well they had the front end torn off of the thing. Wires laying out, some dude working on a seal on one of the rear axles, all kinds of electronic equipment hooked up to it.
Yeah, no, lol they weren't finished yesterday. I asked them about the lights - they had found the problem, one of the main connectors for electrical wiring had burned out for known reasons. But I forgot to ask about the rear tail lights. I'll be doing that today. I'm not leaving there until all the lights are working. They didn't even know about the clunking noise, either. I told the lady whole was writing stuff down. I dunno if she just didn't get it written clearly, but they gave me a look like they didn't know what I was talking about. Well, when I'm loaded heavy around 80k pounds and turning there is this evil clanking going on. And bob-tailing up here, I was hearing the same clanking when hitting bumps. Like metal on metal.
Well, okay, when we get the truck back together we'll take it for a drive and check it out.
Good cause' whatever that noise is, something's going to give sooner or later. I'll take another night here if possible. As it stands, I've got 48 hours here coming up in just 45 minutes. That's a nice chunk of change. It's not enough for an entire paycheck, but it actually comes close. And since I doubt I will get it in time today for next week paycheck, whatever driving I do this coming week will be clumped together with it and that should equal a nice, healthy paycheck for once.
Good cause' whatever that noise is, something's going to give sooner or later. I'll take another night here if possible. As it stands, I've got 48 hours here coming up in just 45 minutes. That's a nice chunk of change. It's not enough for an entire paycheck, but it actually comes close. And since I doubt I will get it in time today for next week paycheck, whatever driving I do this coming week will be clumped together with it and that should equal a nice, healthy paycheck for once.
Well, we have ourselves February, so today the last day of the month. Usually catches people by surprise - for paying rent. Thinking they have 3 or 4 more days before the 1st. But I have a new tenant in the house over there, hopefully he'll ante up, all 3 rooms are filled until the beginning of next month. That pays for all the bills there excepting maybe $15 to $25 and that I gladly pay in exchange for my dogs having proper care all day long versus being left alone in the back yard, getting into trouble - allllll day long. As it stands, my friends got a puppy and it's left outside from early morning til around 7 or 8 at night.
So what does the dog do? IT gets into everything, including my pond plants, which it knocks over, pulls the air hose out of the pond - it aerates the water for the fish, jumps into the pond takes a bath. I'm thinking I'm done with ponds. At least in this setup. Just not worth trying to keep something nice and having a stupid dog tearing everything up. Their last dog did that too, tearing up the pond and jumping into it all the time. You can't keep a pond in nice condition with a dog toying with it all the time and the only way to keep them out is to put up a fence around it, which sucks and defeats the purpose of having it. So I'm likely to get rid of it, have a truck full of dirt brought over and fill up the hole this summer.
I mean, if you have a dog and you don't give it attention, they are going to find things to do and the aftermath is usually not so great. As it stands there is stuff laying all over the place from the dog getting into everything. Between that dog and the neighbor's trees constantly, year round, dumping stuff onto the yard? I don't have the time or the motivation to deal with it. And it's not my house, so I don't feel compelled to be the only person having to deal with yard issues. I get why some people get dogs and don't give them attention: protection in the back yard during the day when they're at work. Next door neighbor has one that is alone all day long. But when you come home, I'd think you'd bring the thing inside and give it attention. They didn't say protection was the reason for getting the thing, tho, they just wanted their own doggy.
Anyway, Just something I have to bite my tongue on. Not worth getting into. The back of the house is in a shambles and when I clean it up? It's a shambles again in a couple of days. Like I hadn't done anything. I've never seen trees that dump stuff all year long. Leaves, dead branches, these gumball things they call them with spikes all over them - they're the seeds. And acorns. Acorns everywhere and a pain to rake up. The absolute worst part, tho, is the neighbor's yard. It is covered with a thick layer of that stuff, they never - and I mean never - clean it up and every time it rains? That junk comes flowing throw the chain link fence and right into our property. If it were my place, I'd put a block layer about a foot high there and force that water to go down towards the stream, where it can flow into all day long and not affect anything.
I would never, personally plant those kinds of trees. I would plant pine trees if it were my property. I don't care about pine needles, they're easy to clean up. As long as you keep on top of it...but again it's not my property, I'm not spending any money on it excepting making my room nicer and I guy grass seed and small ticket items here and there. Well, I also by stuff you have to have - like paper towels and such. And of course I pay the utility bills there and internet and satellite. It adds up to maybe a little more than a room is worth, but it's fine. It's a huge room, walk in closet and it's own bathroom.
Okay, well enough of that. Trump's summit failed - Kim refused to agree to getting rid of all of his nukes and the US said no thanks, we aren't lifting sanctions til you do. Cohen fed his lines of bs yesterday and of course the left fell for it hook, line and sinker, CNN falling all over itsself coming up with dozens of stories before the hearing was even concluded. I have no idea what's going on in politics today because I burned myself out on it yesterday. Nothing new, I'm sure. Well, I take it back, I did see that Joe Biden is calling Trump supporters names.
"Former Vice President Joseph R. Biden assailed President Trump’s supporters during a speech Saturday at the annual Human Rights Campaign dinner in Washington, lamenting that “virulent people” and the “dregs of society” still had a friend in the White House.
Mr. Biden told an enthusiastic crowd of LGBTQ rights advocates that social conservatives at home and abroad who used religion or culture as a “license to discriminate” were committing a “crime” of prejudice.
“Despite losing in the courts and in the court of public opinion, these forces of intolerance remain determined to undermine and roll back the progress you all have made,” he argued. “This time they — not you — have an ally in the White House.
“They’re a small percentage of the American people, virulent people,” he continued. “Some of them the dregs of society. And instead of using the full might of the executive branch to secure justice, dignity [and] safety for all, the president uses the White House as a literal, literal bully pulpit, callously exerting his power over those who have little or none.”
That'll win you votes! Call a bunch of supporters stupid names. Worked well for Hillary, calling us Deplorables! Ended up they made and sold T shirts, coffee mugs and hats out of that "slogan" lmao. See, what I've been noticing for the last year or so is a bunch of undecided people that are throwing in their vote for Trump come next election because they're sick of the way the left is acting out. Many of them don't even like Trump, but refuse to support a party acting like babies.
Whoops, forgot the truck purchase. Valley of Decision time. They changed their stance, I can purchase a truck through their program and stay at the current terminal, but....if it gets slow I have to go temporarily somewhere else until the work picks back up again. That means I would be shipped out before any new people or even the loaner drivers. Not exactly fair and I could be out for weeks - anywhere in the US. I asked the lady to send the particulars - of which she sort of did. It didn't say anything about whether they have new and used vehicles available and how much the payments are, operating authority, etc etc etc, lots of regulatory stuff.
I want to know the payments, the frequency of the payments and how long I would be stuck making those payments before the truck is paid off. It isn't rocket science, but prying info out of them seems to be much more problematic than necessary. I never heard about if I buy my own truck, either. Plenty of used truck dealers around, I dunno what they want for down payment or for payments, but the cost of a new truck is quite outrageous. Well over $100 grand and that's for a base model. Whereas, you can get a used one in good condition for around 30k and at $1,200 per month payments, which seems to be the norm, it's not going to go on forever. 3 years max and it's paid off and done with. I could deal with that. I really don't know what I would be getting myself into going OO, I've asked other OO's there and they are good with it, but still.
So I sent her another message asking if she knew about those particulars. Awaiting a response. There's actually quite a lot more I could put into this post, but it's getting pretty long. Still a couple of hours before I'm forced out of here and back to the repair shop, I'm going to relax and take advantage of it. This Marriott I'm in now is far better than the Best Western i was in yesterday.....g'day.
Wednesday, February 27, 2019
Wednesday, 27th of February. Watching the spectacle of Michael Cohen's testimony about to begin and the summit with North Korea. And on Facebook in groups where people spout off "facts" that have no clue what they are talking about concerning politics. People hear what they want to hear and turn it into a twisted story of their version of truth. Some of it is highly entertaining, some of it is amazingly stupid.
I'm waiting until around 9:30 am to call the shop and get a report. Well, maybe 10:00 am, I don't have to check out until noon. My hope would be that they can't fix it today and spend another night here, the reality of it is: who knows? This problem has eluded numerous other mechanics, but this shop says they are going to discuss the situation with the actual manufacturer of the system that is malfunctioning to see if they can fix it.
Our mechanic, after looking at the codes, spelled out what he would have to do to find the problem. A series of tests throughout the system that would likely take "days" to complete. Not really in love with having to take Lyfts or Ubers back and forth, I'll get reimbursed but if there is another night here, it's not going to be at this hotel. The only restaurant nearby is the one in the Holiday Inn and there is nothing else within walking distance. But, that bridge can be crossed if it comes. I'm closing in on 24 hours of breakdown pay, something I haven't had in a while and something my paychecks have reflected.
That along with not enough work.
No great plans for today. Nothing to do but watch the news and read stuff on the net. At least this hotel had breakfast and included sausage, something I can eat on my diet. They had egg omelettes of which I grabbed two, started to eat one and then realized they may have added milk to it. Milk is a no no. They actually had almond milk in the fridge down there, amazing surprise. Keto/low carb is much more popular than I understood it to be.
The Holiday Inn restaurant didn't have any actual keto selections, but a lot of meals can be modified to make it so, I just ended up with a burger, no bun or sauces save mustard, some broccoli and - got stuffed on it. The burger patty was huge.
I haven't lost any more weight, so I'm going to get serious about this again. Not that I have strayed from the low carb stuff, but more serious about counting calories along with carbs. It would be really nice to get down to goal weight and get this over with. Right now, I just eat whatever is low carb and keep track. I kinda lost the idea of calorie counting. Starting today I'm going back that route. I had 4 small sausage patties, about 370 calories. My goal will be to keep it around 1,200 today and go for a walk, at least, to burn off some energy.
And the speculation about Cohen goes on. He's going to call Trump a bonafide racist, reportedly and allegedly show ties with Russia. The man is a certified liar, his credibility will be shot before he enters the hearing room. Whether he's telling the truth or not? Well, I'm more interested in the never-ending Mueller investigation and the elusive report. Supposedly the new DOJ director is ending the investigation and the report will be out soon. And supposedly, they may try to keep the report from the public.
I don't care what that reports says, after all of this time? I want to see what it says, especially considering the amount of division this investigation has caused this nation.
I'm waiting until around 9:30 am to call the shop and get a report. Well, maybe 10:00 am, I don't have to check out until noon. My hope would be that they can't fix it today and spend another night here, the reality of it is: who knows? This problem has eluded numerous other mechanics, but this shop says they are going to discuss the situation with the actual manufacturer of the system that is malfunctioning to see if they can fix it.
Our mechanic, after looking at the codes, spelled out what he would have to do to find the problem. A series of tests throughout the system that would likely take "days" to complete. Not really in love with having to take Lyfts or Ubers back and forth, I'll get reimbursed but if there is another night here, it's not going to be at this hotel. The only restaurant nearby is the one in the Holiday Inn and there is nothing else within walking distance. But, that bridge can be crossed if it comes. I'm closing in on 24 hours of breakdown pay, something I haven't had in a while and something my paychecks have reflected.
That along with not enough work.
No great plans for today. Nothing to do but watch the news and read stuff on the net. At least this hotel had breakfast and included sausage, something I can eat on my diet. They had egg omelettes of which I grabbed two, started to eat one and then realized they may have added milk to it. Milk is a no no. They actually had almond milk in the fridge down there, amazing surprise. Keto/low carb is much more popular than I understood it to be.
The Holiday Inn restaurant didn't have any actual keto selections, but a lot of meals can be modified to make it so, I just ended up with a burger, no bun or sauces save mustard, some broccoli and - got stuffed on it. The burger patty was huge.
I haven't lost any more weight, so I'm going to get serious about this again. Not that I have strayed from the low carb stuff, but more serious about counting calories along with carbs. It would be really nice to get down to goal weight and get this over with. Right now, I just eat whatever is low carb and keep track. I kinda lost the idea of calorie counting. Starting today I'm going back that route. I had 4 small sausage patties, about 370 calories. My goal will be to keep it around 1,200 today and go for a walk, at least, to burn off some energy.
And the speculation about Cohen goes on. He's going to call Trump a bonafide racist, reportedly and allegedly show ties with Russia. The man is a certified liar, his credibility will be shot before he enters the hearing room. Whether he's telling the truth or not? Well, I'm more interested in the never-ending Mueller investigation and the elusive report. Supposedly the new DOJ director is ending the investigation and the report will be out soon. And supposedly, they may try to keep the report from the public.
I don't care what that reports says, after all of this time? I want to see what it says, especially considering the amount of division this investigation has caused this nation.
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