Sitting for what seems like an eternity at Dallas/FT Worth airport.  It's been a long long time since I've been here and I didn't remember how large this place was, it's huge!  An over  3 hour wait, gag.  Then a short flight over to Tyler and then meet up with the lady.  I'm trying to wake myself up, got up at 3 am and then fell asleep for a little while in a very uncomfortable chair only to wake up and find people staring at me.  Saved money on baggage check in by - not checking any in!

Lol.  Justtrying to figure how the next trip out will go in using Spirit airlines instsead of these higher priced ones and trying to figure out how to get from the airport to the grey hound station.  But I'm lacking motivation!  Guess I'll just have to figure it out next time!

I'm not sure about this trip though.  I gotta figure all of this out and I don't know if I am going to get the opportunity to do that.  It's not that I don't want to spend time with her, definitely do and most of it, but there has to be some time figure this situation out with the boys and whether my involvement in their lives is going to be accepted or not.  I can only do that by spending some time with them.  Hard to make a defnitive decision about this without being able to do that.

Going to church tomorrow and then straight down to whatever the name of the town is where her best friend lives and also has a slew of children.  They want to meet me but also would be good for her to visit with her friend, I don't think they've seen each other in a while.

Well sitting here writing an entry with people staring at me is a bit unnerving, have to pick this up later.

G'day.

ben