Thursday - night

ONE more day of work and after what will be 9 straight days of work, I will finally get the weekend off.  

I found out today one of the other drivers quit on Monday.  I dunno how they are going to keep this contract with people quitting and just saying enough! of this job.  I'm sticking with it for now or until it goes away, I will NOT do OTR with this company and yes, they have a large OTR division.  They originally asked me to start driving in Canada when I first started with this company because they found out I have a passport.

NO, was the definitive answer and yes, they asked several times over.  So I don't know what's going to happen, but if they don't find more drivers, they are going to keep the existing ones extremely busy - too busy.  I have other stuff to do and I need days off.  Like normal people have weekends off? I don't need every weekend off - tho I would like that - but I do need some weekdays off, actually.  I get more done on a weekday off than on a weekend day off.  

My window AC finally kicked the dust.  Besides the fact it is extremely loud - it is no longer white noise, it's just noise - the compressor stopped kicking in. Just no.  It isn't boiling hot in here but for me to get a good night's sleep, I need it around 69 degrees.  68 even better.  So, I ordered one.  Yup, just like that. I figure this will help me with my sleep issues.  The noise is bad enough that last night, I shut it off and ran a YouTube video all night long that has no ad interruptions and just plays box fan noise.  I had been using green noise, but the other night? The stupid thing was interrupted by an ad that woke me up out of a dead sleep. 

The box fan channel I've used several times without any ad popups and suddenly the voice of some dude or dudette selling their wares.  

Anyway, I really wish I could just quit the trucking job and focus on getting some of these lots created and completed.  I just get too drained to start working after work to work some more...work.....working....to work....for work................

I don't hate work, I just hate too much of it. Like, a full time job and an RV park? That's getting to be a bit much for me.  I'm not in my 20's or 30's anymore and the older I get, the harder it's going to be to get anything done if I do, indeed, intend on doing the work myself.  Right now? That's just the necessity of it.  

Major room cleaning.  This time, it was emptying out the closet and throwing a bunch of stuff in the good ole' trash can.  Going through tons of papers and throwing most of it in the - good ole' trash can.  I still have a huge pile on my desk to go, I am saving that for last.  Much of that is business related and will have to be input into quickbooks.  I got a corner cleaned out entirely and put the dog bed over there.  It has been on the side of my bed - and directly in the path of getting to my bathroom.  I just really had no other good place to put it.  Now? He seems to be happy in the corner. He will have to be, that is where i had intended on putting him from the beginning, I just never had the room there.  

Hung lots of pictures and other stuff and just trying to get this room into shape.  I kind of let it go - too much clutter. I have a hard time throwing stuff out, I had to get it into my mind that I don't need all of this stuff. Anything good? I will give away if I don't use or want it.  Well, if I don't use it, I don't want it lol.

3 old laptop computers. I knew they were in there, but I had forgotten how old one of them was. It has Windows 7 (SEVEN) installed on it lmao.  I'm going to go through the files on it and make sure there is nothing I need off of it, but considering I have lived this long without use of it, I doubt it. There might, however, be pics on it I want and I can upload to a pic storage app.  Then destroy it, I don't want any hard drives floating around in the trash system.  Well, I don't want any intact hard drives floating around in the trash system anyway.  The other 2 laptops?

Well, one of them I spilled liquid on it and it ruined the keyboard. It is an expensive laptop but it's about 5 years old now.  Dunno if it's worth fixing. The other one I don't really remember and I have no idea if I can even get it to work. I don't think I have a charging cord for it, so it will end up getting destroyed as well.

Have you seen the Dems reaction to thoughts and prayers concerning this Catholic school shooting?  We need to do something about this! What good is praying when these kids were literally praying when it happened?!!  These people don't seem to remember themselves encouraging rioting and calling it "peaceful protests".  Or "defund the police" after George Floyd.  Or their failed attempt at this thoughts and prayers hatred several years ago, they were saying the same thing. 

They will never learn and to me, it further exposes the evil the democrat party stands for.  It goes far beyond defunding police, gun registries, gun confiscations and all of that kind of thing.  It's the stripping of property rights, taxation to the point of poverty.  I saw a tv segment where one person was calling for a 65% federal tax on rich people.  The person they were saying it to went through some calculations and said ok, if a person makes a million dollars a year, you are saying that after all the taxes, he/she should get 150k to keep?

YES.  Oh, it was a Charlie Kirk thing.  These people are insane.  They hate America, but when offered free airfare and all expenses paid to get there to go anywhere else in the world they want to?  WE AREN'T LEAVING! Then SHUT YOUR MOUTHS.  NO ONE WANTS TO LISTEN TO YOUR ENDLESS WHINING.  Thank you.

BTW, did Whoopie Goldberg ever leave for Canada?  You listen to these people and if that's all you heard and you actually believed them, you would think that Trump is a dictator and we are living in Germany under the rule of the Nazis.  Deranged, delusional, perverted thinking fueled by endless propaganda fed to them through media outlets that have no qualms in the dissemination of propaganda the likes of which people should really be able to see through and understand these are giant lies.

Ask them to do any research on communism.  Most of them don't even have a real clue how Marx was, much less anything about the Communist Manifesto.  Or Stalin's killings of millions and millions of people.  Castro's Cuba.  The ongoing Chinese communist dictatorship.  Etc ad-infinitum. 

This stuff used to be taboo, now these people are proud of their Communist leanings!

I'm getting off of that subject, it will keep me awake, it's almost time to go to bed.  

I always have to remind myself: God is the Creator, HIS will be done and will be done!