Pond next to the house was overflowing this morning. Yes, it rained last night. Free water to fill the pond (and water my plants)? Take that any day. Anyway, I have a trip to make this morning to go get some more fish - free - another pond being shut down. Got in on that one too late: they were giving away Koi and goldfish. Koi are gone, goldfish are left. They claim they are 8 inches long and have 7 of them. Well, for free, who cares what kind of fish they are, a big point of having ponds is to have fish in them. These fish will go into the smaller pond as I believe I am maxed out on the number of fish the bigger pond should have in it.
Too many fish and the water will start to get full of toxins even if you are running a filtering system 24 hours a day. After that, a family of however many is coming over to bring their beloved goldfish and want to see what kind of setup the fish is going to go into. Okay. Another free fish and I don't have to go anywhere to get it. After that - well this may be pushing it timewise but I am hopeful to make it to church again.
2-1/2 hour break. Got 6 fish from the shut-down pond and another goldfish arrived, family in tow, a few minutes ago. These people wanted to shut down the aquarium but apparently wanted the kids to know that the fish was going to a good home. So, they came into my back yard, mother had camera, papa had bucket, slowly dumped it into the pond, fish dumped out, kids started screaming with excitment - and they left. That was it. No elongated this that and the other thing, the got the fish in there and I guess that was their way of washing their hands of the fish and keeping it something in a good light for the kids.
The 6 fish are in the other pond. They went to the bottom of it and sat there for a while. They had been kept in a small tub with water so murky and dirty, you couldn't see those fish in there even though it was only maybe 14 inches deep. The transport home probably didn't help them any, either. Shock treatment should help them and so I dumped some of that in there.
Now that this is all over, I am attempting to decide whether to go to church or not. I woke up too early this morning and now all this driving around and "excitement" has worn me out. I'm ready to take a nap, not get dressed in Sunday Nines and go to church.
Well, I have half an hour to decide.
Meanwhile, I'm still dieting. My quit date for this diet? When I lose the weight? That probably won't work too well, now will it. If you spend a year losing the weight and then just gain it all back again after you are "done", what possible good does that do? I would think that would be depressing, to be honest. I have no idea, honestly. A life change in eating habits is what this is really all about. I have kept a pretty strict approach about it - no cheating. But, I have decided, I have been on this for quite a while now, the weight is ever-so-slowly dropping - but - I need to be able to cheat at least ONCE in a while. Just one thing that I want, too: a German Chocolate Blizzard. Pretty much guaranteed that before too many more days pass, I will have bought and consumed one and I won't feel bad about it one iota.
Now, if I go out and get ANOTHER one, then we have trouble.
Well, I"m going to go check the fish and try taking a 20 minute nap. Perhaps that will be enough to motivate me to go.
ben
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Saturday
So, I'm sitting here this morning attempting to play Cafe World - which was down - so I started reading other stuff. Like the president and family on - another - vacation. I mean, these people take more vacations than most people's heart's beat in a single day.
Okay, a bit of an overstatement, still - they are so out-of-touch with the reality of the rest of us, it's just another slap in the face.
Well, the ex-Marine comes out and asks for a favor - take him to wherever his truck got a flat tire last night. Most certainly did not feel like doing that -it's hot and humid out, my car's AC isn't working, but - of course - I "sluggishly" agreed to help him out. Got all the way over there - there just happens to be a tire shop across the street. We go over there - his mother, who is lives and is IN Germany - was going to pay for the tire with a credit card over the phone.
Well, they put a good used tire on it and then find out his method of payment. Their setup will not allow such to be input by hand, apparently it's card swipe only. $25 for the tire and mounting it. Yup, I paid for the tire - put it on my credit card so I wouldn't lose the cash that I have now, which isn't much. His mother is sending him a check and he is going to start getting ample funds from the stipend the Marines are giving him for living expenses while going to school starting next month.
Get back from that and Caleb needed a ride to work. That is going to get very old, very quick. He is getting his license in 2 or 3 weeks (provided he passes the driving test, of course) and he can take MY car to work when he is here as I don't care - I don't go out that often in this heat. We are discussing fixing up my old Buick for him to drive. It needs about 4 or 5 hundred dumped into it to make it a good, reliable vehicle.
MUCH time has passed. An offer to give a goldfish to me from an ad I placed almost a month ago on Craigslist came into my email. Now? They want to bring the whole family over to see where the fish is going to end up. Young kids, I'm taking it they are not taking the departure of their beloved fish very well. The fish has a name: Antonio. Lol. I had fish when I was a kid and I never named any of them. I just watched them with fascination.
Don't know if they are going to come or not, waiting for a confirmation one way or the other.
John Wayne Saturdays on Direct TV. I have watched 3 of them today. Told ya I was unmotivated. My favorite today - and probably most Wayne movies - is Chisum. GREAT movie. Rio Bravo on tap right now.
Diet - going well actually. I have my temptations but I mostly ignore them. Those that raise their ugly heads I battle with one way or the other, but so far haven't given into. Yesterday, I had a huge desire to go to Diary Queen and get a German Chocolate Blizzard. It was literally HOURS before I could get that little compulsion to subside. I have no such desires today, but I'm guessing I will eventually give into something and I won't feel bad about since - the rest of the time I am following right along with keeping with it.
Look, I saw a news story the other day that said that 25% of Arizonans are OBESE. How many more are overweight? How many of my friends from the past are grossly overweight, even morbidly obese? Get old and fat? And die young? What possible allure does that have for me? NONE,thank you, NONE. Summertime is the worst time here - people don't WANT to go outside,they want to stay indoors and keep cool. Great - if you can contain your desire to eat and eat. Nightmare if you cannot. I drink FAR more water than I drink anything else. All day long, especially at work, I am drinking glass after glass after glass of water. You now it's hot when you've drank almost a half gallon of water and the only thing coming out of you in elimination is sweat.
Lol.
Well, I am going outside for my daily, elongated visit to the pond with the fishies. It's very therapeutic, even if it is 109 degrees out there right now.
ben
Okay, a bit of an overstatement, still - they are so out-of-touch with the reality of the rest of us, it's just another slap in the face.
Well, the ex-Marine comes out and asks for a favor - take him to wherever his truck got a flat tire last night. Most certainly did not feel like doing that -it's hot and humid out, my car's AC isn't working, but - of course - I "sluggishly" agreed to help him out. Got all the way over there - there just happens to be a tire shop across the street. We go over there - his mother, who is lives and is IN Germany - was going to pay for the tire with a credit card over the phone.
Well, they put a good used tire on it and then find out his method of payment. Their setup will not allow such to be input by hand, apparently it's card swipe only. $25 for the tire and mounting it. Yup, I paid for the tire - put it on my credit card so I wouldn't lose the cash that I have now, which isn't much. His mother is sending him a check and he is going to start getting ample funds from the stipend the Marines are giving him for living expenses while going to school starting next month.
Get back from that and Caleb needed a ride to work. That is going to get very old, very quick. He is getting his license in 2 or 3 weeks (provided he passes the driving test, of course) and he can take MY car to work when he is here as I don't care - I don't go out that often in this heat. We are discussing fixing up my old Buick for him to drive. It needs about 4 or 5 hundred dumped into it to make it a good, reliable vehicle.
MUCH time has passed. An offer to give a goldfish to me from an ad I placed almost a month ago on Craigslist came into my email. Now? They want to bring the whole family over to see where the fish is going to end up. Young kids, I'm taking it they are not taking the departure of their beloved fish very well. The fish has a name: Antonio. Lol. I had fish when I was a kid and I never named any of them. I just watched them with fascination.
Don't know if they are going to come or not, waiting for a confirmation one way or the other.
John Wayne Saturdays on Direct TV. I have watched 3 of them today. Told ya I was unmotivated. My favorite today - and probably most Wayne movies - is Chisum. GREAT movie. Rio Bravo on tap right now.
Diet - going well actually. I have my temptations but I mostly ignore them. Those that raise their ugly heads I battle with one way or the other, but so far haven't given into. Yesterday, I had a huge desire to go to Diary Queen and get a German Chocolate Blizzard. It was literally HOURS before I could get that little compulsion to subside. I have no such desires today, but I'm guessing I will eventually give into something and I won't feel bad about since - the rest of the time I am following right along with keeping with it.
Look, I saw a news story the other day that said that 25% of Arizonans are OBESE. How many more are overweight? How many of my friends from the past are grossly overweight, even morbidly obese? Get old and fat? And die young? What possible allure does that have for me? NONE,thank you, NONE. Summertime is the worst time here - people don't WANT to go outside,they want to stay indoors and keep cool. Great - if you can contain your desire to eat and eat. Nightmare if you cannot. I drink FAR more water than I drink anything else. All day long, especially at work, I am drinking glass after glass after glass of water. You now it's hot when you've drank almost a half gallon of water and the only thing coming out of you in elimination is sweat.
Lol.
Well, I am going outside for my daily, elongated visit to the pond with the fishies. It's very therapeutic, even if it is 109 degrees out there right now.
ben
Friday
Friday
Well looky here, it's Friday!! Facing another weekend and the potential of going to the same church twice, well, all I know is one thing: it's going to be HOT this weekend and I probably will feel like doing nothing again.
I am so ever-loving through with this summer and the heat you just don't know. I can't stand it. This summer has been worse than any in recent memory because of the high humidity factor. I don't remember the humidity levels being as high as the have been especially on days when the temps are getting up into the 110 arena.
The DC shipment just arrived. This guy shows up before we start - every Friday - and expects me to deal with it before I am signed in and before our store is opened. I always forget to lock the front door after I come in (therefore eliminating this man taking up my free time before work starts) - I did not forget today : )
If a CUSTOMER shows up early, then yes, I will deal with a customer, but this guy KNOWS our hours of operations yet feels no compulsion at all about coming in here and basically forcing my to deal with him. Just a bit irritating is how I will address it. Of course, I did remember to lock it once a long time ago - this guy had the gall to come to the window on the side of the building and try to get my attention. I completely ignored him.
Anyway, they FINALLY caught those fugitives - the guy that escaped from prison and then allegedly, with another escapee, killed an elderly couple in New Mexico. I have very foul feelings for people that do something as evil and selfish as an action such as that towards innocent human beings. Kudos to law enforcement for not giving up or even slowing down until they found those beasts. Why did this guy have to end those people's lives? I will never understand such actions because they are incomprehensible.
Meanwhile, a "giant oil plume" lurks underwater near the BP spill. The idea that this oil just "disappeared" - as some experts have stated - is ludicrous at best. WHERE did it "disappear" to? A spacecraft come down from the heavens, suck it all up and walaah, it's all gone?
Oh, and I think I'll not be eating any eggs anytime soon - not that I eat them that often anyways. Well, better yet, just make sure they're from a local source - we have plenty of them around here. I'm referring to the salmonella outbreak that is linked to tainted eggs and 1,300 cases so far being attributed to those eggs.
Well, the work day is here, the dude is outside, I have to get offa here, get signed in and get moving. Of course, that will only take a few minutes and unfortunately, there is NOTHING in our truck routing system to do today........
G'day.
ben
Well looky here, it's Friday!! Facing another weekend and the potential of going to the same church twice, well, all I know is one thing: it's going to be HOT this weekend and I probably will feel like doing nothing again.
I am so ever-loving through with this summer and the heat you just don't know. I can't stand it. This summer has been worse than any in recent memory because of the high humidity factor. I don't remember the humidity levels being as high as the have been especially on days when the temps are getting up into the 110 arena.
The DC shipment just arrived. This guy shows up before we start - every Friday - and expects me to deal with it before I am signed in and before our store is opened. I always forget to lock the front door after I come in (therefore eliminating this man taking up my free time before work starts) - I did not forget today : )
If a CUSTOMER shows up early, then yes, I will deal with a customer, but this guy KNOWS our hours of operations yet feels no compulsion at all about coming in here and basically forcing my to deal with him. Just a bit irritating is how I will address it. Of course, I did remember to lock it once a long time ago - this guy had the gall to come to the window on the side of the building and try to get my attention. I completely ignored him.
Anyway, they FINALLY caught those fugitives - the guy that escaped from prison and then allegedly, with another escapee, killed an elderly couple in New Mexico. I have very foul feelings for people that do something as evil and selfish as an action such as that towards innocent human beings. Kudos to law enforcement for not giving up or even slowing down until they found those beasts. Why did this guy have to end those people's lives? I will never understand such actions because they are incomprehensible.
Meanwhile, a "giant oil plume" lurks underwater near the BP spill. The idea that this oil just "disappeared" - as some experts have stated - is ludicrous at best. WHERE did it "disappear" to? A spacecraft come down from the heavens, suck it all up and walaah, it's all gone?
Oh, and I think I'll not be eating any eggs anytime soon - not that I eat them that often anyways. Well, better yet, just make sure they're from a local source - we have plenty of them around here. I'm referring to the salmonella outbreak that is linked to tainted eggs and 1,300 cases so far being attributed to those eggs.
Well, the work day is here, the dude is outside, I have to get offa here, get signed in and get moving. Of course, that will only take a few minutes and unfortunately, there is NOTHING in our truck routing system to do today........
G'day.
ben
Thursday, August 19, 2010
3 days in a row now I have weighed in at 194 pounds. I hit it 2 or 3 weeks ago and then went back up. I had hoped I would have broken the 180 barrier by now - but - whatever. I'm determined to get down there. When the weather cools - will it ever - I will start walking and exercising again.
Ballys is offering me a year membership at $99. Yes, for the entire year. I had a lifetime membership that only required a monthly service fee after the thing was paid off - that took a long time to do so. I let the service fee go and lost it - a LONG time ago. I could take an alternate way home from work that would not add any mileage and hit the gym - for what, $8 per month? and get some aerobics and free weights going.
I have absolutely no funds to do that right now, but they offer me this deal every month. For years. I paid the price, that's a fact - but another fact is that when I had that membership, I USED it to the nth degree. I remember a big van had showed up out front of that place one day and were doing free body fat tests. I measured - at that time - at 4.9% body fat. I wasn't just skinny, I was lean - lots of muscle, toned, in good shape. Not even near that now and neither would getting to that body fat proportions even be a goal. I just want to get back into shape. I am 2 pounds into the "ideal range" - I have been out of that for quite a while now - maybe 2 years anyway.
I'll tell you what got me cooking even more on this diet. I read a local news story that fully 25% of Arizonans? Are OBESE. That's unbelievable. The story was obesity and didn't go into numbers of the adult population here that is overweight. I had NO idea. That is a staggering percentage of just the AZ population that is beyond overweight.
If this nation is headed towards morbid obesity; obesity and overweight and the scientific facts that allegedly declare that that alone leads to more health problems - a lot more health problems and if it's true that it's of pandemic proportions, then perhaps there is merit to giving people that are in their normal/ideal weight range a huge discount, a rebate, whatever, for being in such condition.
IF we are going to subsidize everything else - a thing that just frustrates me to no end, then perhaps we should do such in an arena where the desired benefit from doing such is a much healthier society?
My Danes. Doing well, of course. I always take care of my dogs as best as I can. They sleep alot - it's a dog's life, yes? However, they are not fat, obese, overweight - whatever. I limit snacks. They mostly only eat dog food. I handed out an entire loaf of bread today split between all of them - I am perfectly sure they could have eaten 4 loaves and would have wanted more. They love walks - but I have refrained in this heat. I take them 1/4 mile and they appear to be next-to-death with panting so heavy you'd think they had just been shot.
Waiting for cooler weather. I will be much more active and if I can stay on this diet - I will lost much more weight. Humidity and high temps are killers. High temps - 110 today with 50% humidity this morning.
Much more? Yes. However, it's 8:30 pm and I think I am going to go to bed.
G'nite.
ben
Ballys is offering me a year membership at $99. Yes, for the entire year. I had a lifetime membership that only required a monthly service fee after the thing was paid off - that took a long time to do so. I let the service fee go and lost it - a LONG time ago. I could take an alternate way home from work that would not add any mileage and hit the gym - for what, $8 per month? and get some aerobics and free weights going.
I have absolutely no funds to do that right now, but they offer me this deal every month. For years. I paid the price, that's a fact - but another fact is that when I had that membership, I USED it to the nth degree. I remember a big van had showed up out front of that place one day and were doing free body fat tests. I measured - at that time - at 4.9% body fat. I wasn't just skinny, I was lean - lots of muscle, toned, in good shape. Not even near that now and neither would getting to that body fat proportions even be a goal. I just want to get back into shape. I am 2 pounds into the "ideal range" - I have been out of that for quite a while now - maybe 2 years anyway.
I'll tell you what got me cooking even more on this diet. I read a local news story that fully 25% of Arizonans? Are OBESE. That's unbelievable. The story was obesity and didn't go into numbers of the adult population here that is overweight. I had NO idea. That is a staggering percentage of just the AZ population that is beyond overweight.
If this nation is headed towards morbid obesity; obesity and overweight and the scientific facts that allegedly declare that that alone leads to more health problems - a lot more health problems and if it's true that it's of pandemic proportions, then perhaps there is merit to giving people that are in their normal/ideal weight range a huge discount, a rebate, whatever, for being in such condition.
IF we are going to subsidize everything else - a thing that just frustrates me to no end, then perhaps we should do such in an arena where the desired benefit from doing such is a much healthier society?
My Danes. Doing well, of course. I always take care of my dogs as best as I can. They sleep alot - it's a dog's life, yes? However, they are not fat, obese, overweight - whatever. I limit snacks. They mostly only eat dog food. I handed out an entire loaf of bread today split between all of them - I am perfectly sure they could have eaten 4 loaves and would have wanted more. They love walks - but I have refrained in this heat. I take them 1/4 mile and they appear to be next-to-death with panting so heavy you'd think they had just been shot.
Waiting for cooler weather. I will be much more active and if I can stay on this diet - I will lost much more weight. Humidity and high temps are killers. High temps - 110 today with 50% humidity this morning.
Much more? Yes. However, it's 8:30 pm and I think I am going to go to bed.
G'nite.
ben
Thursday
Thursday
Week dragging by as far as work is concerned because it has been very, very slow. So, to say it is "already" Thursday is better than nothing.
I am still putting in applications here and there for jobs that I am qualified for - ie: that I can show ample experience in doing. Just looking for part-time work to supplement my regular job's lack of hours. I have been looking for quite a long time and have only received one response, of which I replied back and never heard anything else again - probably because they were looking for full-time workers and I was and am seeking part-time.
Meanwhile, Obama is going to Ohio, apparently, to meet with some middle class family. The news put on a slew of people that live in the area that are unemployed, have been unemployed, have put a hundred/s of applications and received nothing in terms of any kind of prospect for employment.
Of interest was the lady that has 18 years of paralegal experience and can't find anything, anywhere. This is the field I was looking to go into some 5 or 6 years ago and opted against it because of the high cost of education to get any kind of degree AND the fact that lawyers were telling me that getting into the field is difficult unless you know someone.
Indeed. I can imagine being $45,000.00 in debt right now for student loans, having a degree in the field and have no job in that field and no prospects of finding one. That kind of thing is what leads people into depression, I do believe. Not financial depression, mental depression.
Anyway, yesterday I was scouring the web for more information about the CSA 2010 regulations that are - whenver it's going to happen - come into effect. Allegedly there is now a shortage of truckers.
??????.....and the numbers of truck drivers that will be needed by the end of next year? The figures range from 20,000 to 500,000. Reason? Drivers that are disqualified from the CDL pool because of the new regulations; baby boomers that are going to start retiring and truck drivers that were laid off during this recession and who these experts believe will NEVER come back.
It was interesting the many reports I found with drivers giving their testimonials of the crappy work that trucking is - referring to long haul/OTR. Never home, low pay, substandard living conditions, companies that don't care, not being paid for a lot of the work that is involved with the process of driving truck (such as loading and unloading, drivers simply aren't paid for waiting around a loading dock unless the company has some sort of fee they charge for making them wait over 2 hours).
August 19, 2010 6:00 AM
Anonymous said...
Yup, and the news isn't good for younger generation coming into the profession, either. The average yearly pay is $37,000.00. If I were starting out all over again, I would not want to get into a field where that kind of money is the only thing I was going to expect to get out of it. That used to be entry level pay, apparently that is way down as well.
It's interesting to read about the profession that I have been involved with starting in 1985 and remembering FAR better days in the trucking industry than they are now. Now, it is simply WAY over-regulated and WAY underpaid. The pay situation will iron itself out, at least to some degree, as the shortage of drivers will drive the pay scale up - drivers will become very selective about who they work for, especially veteran drivers, because they can. Perks, please and money while you're at it.
I have no such problems. I am paid for everything I do. Fueling the truck, loading the truck, driving the truck, unloading the truck, whatever it is, I am paid by the hour. Trucking industry balks at the idea of paying ALL drivers that way - of course, it would cost them a lot more money. Drivers would actually get paid for what they are doing.
How about a combination of miles driven and hours worked, then? Nope, they don't want anything to do with it. Okay, how about miles driven and a bonus for each load delivered? SOME do that to a limited degree, most won't. Doesn't matter, they simply don't want to pay enough to lure people into the profession.
Good luck with that. Eventually the hand will be forced. No drivers equals no products on the shelves and as I relentlessly point out, rail cannot handle all of the volume that is transported (trucks deliver 70%) and even if it could, trucks would still have to take most of it from a railyard to the stores.
It may be years before any real changes occur, dunno, but I guarantee that it will change eventually, it will HAVE to. Let the cost of paying drivers be passed onto the consumers, truck drivers sacrifice thier lives on the road and that's a fact. If the pay were MUCH better even I would consider going back OTR or regional. Lol, but I wouldn't consider it very long, I want nothing to do with OTR anymore.
Well, I'm still getting adjusted to the "new life" of not having any kids around. Amazingly peaceful and I don't miss the constant in and out all the time - at all. My son still coming 3-1/2 days per week, but his schedule is so busy now with school and work I hardly see him.
Anyway, work day approaches and at least there is SOMETHING to do in the truck routing system. Thank GOD Almighty!
G'day.
ben
Week dragging by as far as work is concerned because it has been very, very slow. So, to say it is "already" Thursday is better than nothing.
I am still putting in applications here and there for jobs that I am qualified for - ie: that I can show ample experience in doing. Just looking for part-time work to supplement my regular job's lack of hours. I have been looking for quite a long time and have only received one response, of which I replied back and never heard anything else again - probably because they were looking for full-time workers and I was and am seeking part-time.
Meanwhile, Obama is going to Ohio, apparently, to meet with some middle class family. The news put on a slew of people that live in the area that are unemployed, have been unemployed, have put a hundred/s of applications and received nothing in terms of any kind of prospect for employment.
Of interest was the lady that has 18 years of paralegal experience and can't find anything, anywhere. This is the field I was looking to go into some 5 or 6 years ago and opted against it because of the high cost of education to get any kind of degree AND the fact that lawyers were telling me that getting into the field is difficult unless you know someone.
Indeed. I can imagine being $45,000.00 in debt right now for student loans, having a degree in the field and have no job in that field and no prospects of finding one. That kind of thing is what leads people into depression, I do believe. Not financial depression, mental depression.
Anyway, yesterday I was scouring the web for more information about the CSA 2010 regulations that are - whenver it's going to happen - come into effect. Allegedly there is now a shortage of truckers.
??????.....and the numbers of truck drivers that will be needed by the end of next year? The figures range from 20,000 to 500,000. Reason? Drivers that are disqualified from the CDL pool because of the new regulations; baby boomers that are going to start retiring and truck drivers that were laid off during this recession and who these experts believe will NEVER come back.
It was interesting the many reports I found with drivers giving their testimonials of the crappy work that trucking is - referring to long haul/OTR. Never home, low pay, substandard living conditions, companies that don't care, not being paid for a lot of the work that is involved with the process of driving truck (such as loading and unloading, drivers simply aren't paid for waiting around a loading dock unless the company has some sort of fee they charge for making them wait over 2 hours).
August 19, 2010 6:00 AM
Anonymous said...
Yup, and the news isn't good for younger generation coming into the profession, either. The average yearly pay is $37,000.00. If I were starting out all over again, I would not want to get into a field where that kind of money is the only thing I was going to expect to get out of it. That used to be entry level pay, apparently that is way down as well.
It's interesting to read about the profession that I have been involved with starting in 1985 and remembering FAR better days in the trucking industry than they are now. Now, it is simply WAY over-regulated and WAY underpaid. The pay situation will iron itself out, at least to some degree, as the shortage of drivers will drive the pay scale up - drivers will become very selective about who they work for, especially veteran drivers, because they can. Perks, please and money while you're at it.
I have no such problems. I am paid for everything I do. Fueling the truck, loading the truck, driving the truck, unloading the truck, whatever it is, I am paid by the hour. Trucking industry balks at the idea of paying ALL drivers that way - of course, it would cost them a lot more money. Drivers would actually get paid for what they are doing.
How about a combination of miles driven and hours worked, then? Nope, they don't want anything to do with it. Okay, how about miles driven and a bonus for each load delivered? SOME do that to a limited degree, most won't. Doesn't matter, they simply don't want to pay enough to lure people into the profession.
Good luck with that. Eventually the hand will be forced. No drivers equals no products on the shelves and as I relentlessly point out, rail cannot handle all of the volume that is transported (trucks deliver 70%) and even if it could, trucks would still have to take most of it from a railyard to the stores.
It may be years before any real changes occur, dunno, but I guarantee that it will change eventually, it will HAVE to. Let the cost of paying drivers be passed onto the consumers, truck drivers sacrifice thier lives on the road and that's a fact. If the pay were MUCH better even I would consider going back OTR or regional. Lol, but I wouldn't consider it very long, I want nothing to do with OTR anymore.
Well, I'm still getting adjusted to the "new life" of not having any kids around. Amazingly peaceful and I don't miss the constant in and out all the time - at all. My son still coming 3-1/2 days per week, but his schedule is so busy now with school and work I hardly see him.
Anyway, work day approaches and at least there is SOMETHING to do in the truck routing system. Thank GOD Almighty!
G'day.
ben
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Wednesday
Wednesday
“59% of all voters now favor repeal of the health care bill.” I was just reading a news story about Obama's ship - it's sinking and FAST. All kinds of polls covering the gamut showing him the loser in every one of them. And why not? He was supposed to "fix" the job situation, at least that was one of his big profiles when he was out there lying to everyone to get himself elected.
Do I hear someone blaming Bush again? GET OVER IT. Whatever Bush did or didn't do, Obama has had AMPLE time to get the economy rolling and has spent near TRILLIONS of dollars to try and do it.
Yet, foreclosures are still on the uptick, millions upon millions of people are out of work and the fear of a double-dip recession are still plaguing the overall economic atmosphere.
"Even in a poll by Democracy Corps—the firm run by Democratic strategists James Carville and Stan Greenberg—56% of likely voters said that “liberal” describes Barack Obama “very well or well” and 55% said the same about labeling Obama a “socialist.”"
Ahhh, finally, an actual POLL that agrees with me and my take that this man is AT BEST a socialist and is hell bent on running every aspect of our lives. November is getting here, folks, it will be here soon enough. Independents aren't liking the democrat's version of things - not that they like the GOP's either - but - the control of the senate must be given back to the GOP to end this wild spending spree.
The listing of polls, the different firms that are taking the polls and the fact that they are all coming out with basically the same numbers is astounding. Yet, Obama goes around acting like nothing's going on, a man that is grossly and totally out of touch with America, it's pulse and the (bad) direction that we are now headed - or more like - spiralling in.
Okay, I'm getting off that subject. I just started reading this news story with all these different polls - however - it was an opinion piece. Still, the polls were what I was interested in, not the man's opinion. I don't CARE about any news organization's opinion, it is all skewed. Whatever side the writer is on, that's the bent it is skewed for. I am ALL for just plain ole' reporting, put forth the FACTS and leave US to form our OWN opinions (you know, like it used to be in the "good ole' days"?).
WHERE do you find THAT kind of reporting anymore? Does ANY news reporting agency in America have that? I have heard that some organizations that are foreign-based have much better reporting, I wouldn't know.
August 18, 2010 5:59 AM
Anonymous said...
Onto other things. It literally poured rain yesterday evening going on into the night. RIGHT after I got through watering my plants - I had let it go for 2-1/2 days to see if it was going to rain, I couldn't let it go anymore - it started pouring. It's okay, it was a short, light watering so no huge waste there.
I can let watering go another 3 days now, even if it gets really hot again (which I'm sure it will).
Coming home daily now to no kids in the house has been a pleasant and surreal situation. I'm not going to say that I am missing all of the commotion going on all around me. No, the serenity and peace has been amazingly helpful to my sanity levels and just plain old cleanliness levels in the house. One tenant even went to work on the living room seeing the kids were gone and spruced it up very nicely.
I'm not sure that I will let them back in if the request is made, I am liking this "new" situation too much. The grass is greener on the other side of the fence - is it really? Go out there and get over there, there is no grass, it died a long time ago and there is nothing but bare earth. This in regards to Michael's family and the way those people live - which is currently in a hotel room somewhere.
I remind myself of those people and their living situation whenever I start to get ancy about having tenants in the house. But, I am coming to realize, the real anciness wasn't necessarily tenants as much as kids. Tenants can be good or bad, sometimes you can get them to change their ways (cleanliness) - you can always get rid of them if they refuse. Kids - especially teenagers - much different story. As I said in another post, we had gotten into it quite heavily last week when I came home and got mad that the house was dirty and I was having to clean up after them.
Whatever the case, the work day approaches and for the 3rd day in a row, there is nothing to do. Well, okay, Monday and Tuesday there was one small delivery in the morning and then that was it. Sales forecasts for this month were pretty dismal company wide in our Arizona region. I didn't think it would get THIS bad. I haven't fired up the semi since Friday to give an idea of it. Any deliveries and pickups have been made in the company pickup.
Beautiful weather this morning. Everything is wet and it's cool outside. COOL, yes you read that right. It won't stay that way, of course, but it is nice while it lasts. It's 80 degrees right now at 79% humidity. Okay, maybe that isn't cool, I don't know, it felt cool to me - in comparison to the 115 degree days we've had,I'll take that any day as long as the sun is being blocked by cloud cover.
The notion that we have a dry heat is really going out the window this summer. There have been far more days of high enough humidity coupled with high temperatures that really, that label to us is disappearing. When it's 107 degrees and it's 50% humidity out, that's pretty warm, folks.
Whatever the case, I must be outta here.
G'day.
ben
“59% of all voters now favor repeal of the health care bill.” I was just reading a news story about Obama's ship - it's sinking and FAST. All kinds of polls covering the gamut showing him the loser in every one of them. And why not? He was supposed to "fix" the job situation, at least that was one of his big profiles when he was out there lying to everyone to get himself elected.
Do I hear someone blaming Bush again? GET OVER IT. Whatever Bush did or didn't do, Obama has had AMPLE time to get the economy rolling and has spent near TRILLIONS of dollars to try and do it.
Yet, foreclosures are still on the uptick, millions upon millions of people are out of work and the fear of a double-dip recession are still plaguing the overall economic atmosphere.
"Even in a poll by Democracy Corps—the firm run by Democratic strategists James Carville and Stan Greenberg—56% of likely voters said that “liberal” describes Barack Obama “very well or well” and 55% said the same about labeling Obama a “socialist.”"
Ahhh, finally, an actual POLL that agrees with me and my take that this man is AT BEST a socialist and is hell bent on running every aspect of our lives. November is getting here, folks, it will be here soon enough. Independents aren't liking the democrat's version of things - not that they like the GOP's either - but - the control of the senate must be given back to the GOP to end this wild spending spree.
The listing of polls, the different firms that are taking the polls and the fact that they are all coming out with basically the same numbers is astounding. Yet, Obama goes around acting like nothing's going on, a man that is grossly and totally out of touch with America, it's pulse and the (bad) direction that we are now headed - or more like - spiralling in.
Okay, I'm getting off that subject. I just started reading this news story with all these different polls - however - it was an opinion piece. Still, the polls were what I was interested in, not the man's opinion. I don't CARE about any news organization's opinion, it is all skewed. Whatever side the writer is on, that's the bent it is skewed for. I am ALL for just plain ole' reporting, put forth the FACTS and leave US to form our OWN opinions (you know, like it used to be in the "good ole' days"?).
WHERE do you find THAT kind of reporting anymore? Does ANY news reporting agency in America have that? I have heard that some organizations that are foreign-based have much better reporting, I wouldn't know.
August 18, 2010 5:59 AM
Anonymous said...
Onto other things. It literally poured rain yesterday evening going on into the night. RIGHT after I got through watering my plants - I had let it go for 2-1/2 days to see if it was going to rain, I couldn't let it go anymore - it started pouring. It's okay, it was a short, light watering so no huge waste there.
I can let watering go another 3 days now, even if it gets really hot again (which I'm sure it will).
Coming home daily now to no kids in the house has been a pleasant and surreal situation. I'm not going to say that I am missing all of the commotion going on all around me. No, the serenity and peace has been amazingly helpful to my sanity levels and just plain old cleanliness levels in the house. One tenant even went to work on the living room seeing the kids were gone and spruced it up very nicely.
I'm not sure that I will let them back in if the request is made, I am liking this "new" situation too much. The grass is greener on the other side of the fence - is it really? Go out there and get over there, there is no grass, it died a long time ago and there is nothing but bare earth. This in regards to Michael's family and the way those people live - which is currently in a hotel room somewhere.
I remind myself of those people and their living situation whenever I start to get ancy about having tenants in the house. But, I am coming to realize, the real anciness wasn't necessarily tenants as much as kids. Tenants can be good or bad, sometimes you can get them to change their ways (cleanliness) - you can always get rid of them if they refuse. Kids - especially teenagers - much different story. As I said in another post, we had gotten into it quite heavily last week when I came home and got mad that the house was dirty and I was having to clean up after them.
Whatever the case, the work day approaches and for the 3rd day in a row, there is nothing to do. Well, okay, Monday and Tuesday there was one small delivery in the morning and then that was it. Sales forecasts for this month were pretty dismal company wide in our Arizona region. I didn't think it would get THIS bad. I haven't fired up the semi since Friday to give an idea of it. Any deliveries and pickups have been made in the company pickup.
Beautiful weather this morning. Everything is wet and it's cool outside. COOL, yes you read that right. It won't stay that way, of course, but it is nice while it lasts. It's 80 degrees right now at 79% humidity. Okay, maybe that isn't cool, I don't know, it felt cool to me - in comparison to the 115 degree days we've had,I'll take that any day as long as the sun is being blocked by cloud cover.
The notion that we have a dry heat is really going out the window this summer. There have been far more days of high enough humidity coupled with high temperatures that really, that label to us is disappearing. When it's 107 degrees and it's 50% humidity out, that's pretty warm, folks.
Whatever the case, I must be outta here.
G'day.
ben
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Tuesday
Tuesday
Will be here (at work) late today as I was asked to close the store. Manager is going to yet another "function" of the divorce proceedings.
So, senator Gaffe Reid finally takes a stance other than lip service to the democratic party. I'm amazed. I wouldn't vote for that guy if you paid me good money to, but still - he is against having that mosque built on ground zero. I am also against that mosque being built there, I consider it a slap in the face of the firefighters, police officers and everyone else that died at that site on 9/11. No, I have no qualms going into some political fields on my blog........
Umm, well whatever. I have been sitting here reading news blip after news blip, all KINDS of stuff in there today. The child sex sting was a bit horrific to say the least - - old guys wanting to have sex with young (and I mean YOUNG) girls.
Another incredulous story is this deal about the Pentagon wanting to buy Russian made helicopters for use in Afghanistan and not even letting American companies bid on the deal? That is completely and totally outrageous. Right, Obama, you want to put America back to work, or was that Russians? How many potential jobs lost to a contract that might go overseas for a product that can and is being built in our own back yard?
Unbelievable. Well, I just got started with the gears cranking and here it is, time to get to work. Well, work takes precedence.
G'day.
ben
Will be here (at work) late today as I was asked to close the store. Manager is going to yet another "function" of the divorce proceedings.
So, senator Gaffe Reid finally takes a stance other than lip service to the democratic party. I'm amazed. I wouldn't vote for that guy if you paid me good money to, but still - he is against having that mosque built on ground zero. I am also against that mosque being built there, I consider it a slap in the face of the firefighters, police officers and everyone else that died at that site on 9/11. No, I have no qualms going into some political fields on my blog........
Umm, well whatever. I have been sitting here reading news blip after news blip, all KINDS of stuff in there today. The child sex sting was a bit horrific to say the least - - old guys wanting to have sex with young (and I mean YOUNG) girls.
Another incredulous story is this deal about the Pentagon wanting to buy Russian made helicopters for use in Afghanistan and not even letting American companies bid on the deal? That is completely and totally outrageous. Right, Obama, you want to put America back to work, or was that Russians? How many potential jobs lost to a contract that might go overseas for a product that can and is being built in our own back yard?
Unbelievable. Well, I just got started with the gears cranking and here it is, time to get to work. Well, work takes precedence.
G'day.
ben
Monday, August 16, 2010
Monday
Monday
I didn't sleep NEAR as well last night as I did the night before. I had an upset stomach/acid indigestion/whatever going on down there and it kept me awake for hours. Nice to finally fall asleep and then have that alarm clock banging in your ears shortly thereafter......
They were predicting in the 111's high for today, now it has gone done to a 104 high. Forecasters have never been able to successfully figure out the weather during the monsoon season because storms start up in the mountains with moist air being drawn upward, accumulating and coming down "here" and dumping it's stuff on us overnight. They just never have quite gotten it.
Which is okay by me, it can get as cool as it wants to. The rest of the week looks pathetic in terms of temps until Sunday where they're showing a high of 99 degrees.
That's also getting close to the end of August and I expect that sooner or later, it will start cooling down and the highs won't be so dreadful.
I'm following the feds with interest. One dissenter on the board is saying that it's a risky gamble to leave the rates at almost nothing. I do wonder what Greenspan has to say about all of this, regardless if he doesn't hold the position anymore.
As for today, one small delivery and that is all that's in the delivery system. Well, if nothing else comes up I am going to ask to leave early, that upset stomach kept me awake most of the night and I am totally out of it.
ben
I didn't sleep NEAR as well last night as I did the night before. I had an upset stomach/acid indigestion/whatever going on down there and it kept me awake for hours. Nice to finally fall asleep and then have that alarm clock banging in your ears shortly thereafter......
They were predicting in the 111's high for today, now it has gone done to a 104 high. Forecasters have never been able to successfully figure out the weather during the monsoon season because storms start up in the mountains with moist air being drawn upward, accumulating and coming down "here" and dumping it's stuff on us overnight. They just never have quite gotten it.
Which is okay by me, it can get as cool as it wants to. The rest of the week looks pathetic in terms of temps until Sunday where they're showing a high of 99 degrees.
That's also getting close to the end of August and I expect that sooner or later, it will start cooling down and the highs won't be so dreadful.
I'm following the feds with interest. One dissenter on the board is saying that it's a risky gamble to leave the rates at almost nothing. I do wonder what Greenspan has to say about all of this, regardless if he doesn't hold the position anymore.
As for today, one small delivery and that is all that's in the delivery system. Well, if nothing else comes up I am going to ask to leave early, that upset stomach kept me awake most of the night and I am totally out of it.
ben
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Church
There are 3 churches on the same side of the street. The first one I didn't even see until after I was driving home from church, the second one was full of people and the 3rd - well there were maybe 5 cars in the parking lot. I was 15 minutes early, I figured to drive around the block. I know, scaredy cat, but really, what is the deal with a church that no-one is going to?
Well, when it comes to the things of the Lord, the human mind can be at direct conflict with what He wants you to do, regardless of what anything may appear to be. Tempted to pull into the parking lot of the big church with at least hundreds of people's worth (and therefore, be able to disappear in a sea of people), I decided that I had come to visit the other church and I was going to go regardless of what my mind was telling me.
In walking through the door, a lady with a big smile handed me a pamphlet, asked me if I had been to the church before. I thought she probably knows full well I haven't been there before if this place has as few people as it appears, but I politely responded no, I am a newcomer. Asks me to fill out a card - they all, always ask you to do that. After that, the pastor walks up. Man in his 70's. Apparently decides that I am to become a crusade of his to win over, I guess. He starts talking, we start talking back and forth. We go into the "room", I sit down and he sits down next to me. The man is an intellectual, bright, intelligent, up-to-date on current world affairs. But, he is a spiritual intellectual. The conversation ends, the service starts.
Good worship music. Offering - yes I gave even though I really can't afford it. Then the sermon. I have heard some pastors going into politics vaguely, I have never heard a pastor going into the depth of politics as it relates to Christianity and the Bible as I heard this man. It was NOT a boring "sermon", I was listening intently, to be honest. The man pays close attention to what the politicians say - and then goes back and finds many instances where they contradict themselves. Completely contradict themselves. One of the most astonishing things he came out with - that I haven't heard before and will have to check to verify - is a statment made by Obama. He stated that Obama, when speaking about his views on abortion, had stated that a woman should have the right to have an abortion even up and into the third trimester. Allegedly, Obama stated something like: I say we should just let them have the baby on the table and then throw the baby away and let it die.
Something to that effect. I don't just tend to take people's statements at blind faith and not verify them. I should have taken notes but I didn't expect the depth of the discussion that was given.
Oh, I forgot about the part where 3 ladies came in and sat down right next to me - very friendly. Apparently not having a ringer on the 4th finger identifies you as potential mating substance? I don't really know, but one of them was very good looking, I'll say that much.
I left thinking that that was time well spent. Decided to treat myself with an avocado chicken salad from a local eatery on the way home. Now? Trying to recapture the momentum I had all this morning in getting all kinds of cleaning projects done around here. I think it will resurface as soon as my food settles a bit : )
ben
Well, when it comes to the things of the Lord, the human mind can be at direct conflict with what He wants you to do, regardless of what anything may appear to be. Tempted to pull into the parking lot of the big church with at least hundreds of people's worth (and therefore, be able to disappear in a sea of people), I decided that I had come to visit the other church and I was going to go regardless of what my mind was telling me.
In walking through the door, a lady with a big smile handed me a pamphlet, asked me if I had been to the church before. I thought she probably knows full well I haven't been there before if this place has as few people as it appears, but I politely responded no, I am a newcomer. Asks me to fill out a card - they all, always ask you to do that. After that, the pastor walks up. Man in his 70's. Apparently decides that I am to become a crusade of his to win over, I guess. He starts talking, we start talking back and forth. We go into the "room", I sit down and he sits down next to me. The man is an intellectual, bright, intelligent, up-to-date on current world affairs. But, he is a spiritual intellectual. The conversation ends, the service starts.
Good worship music. Offering - yes I gave even though I really can't afford it. Then the sermon. I have heard some pastors going into politics vaguely, I have never heard a pastor going into the depth of politics as it relates to Christianity and the Bible as I heard this man. It was NOT a boring "sermon", I was listening intently, to be honest. The man pays close attention to what the politicians say - and then goes back and finds many instances where they contradict themselves. Completely contradict themselves. One of the most astonishing things he came out with - that I haven't heard before and will have to check to verify - is a statment made by Obama. He stated that Obama, when speaking about his views on abortion, had stated that a woman should have the right to have an abortion even up and into the third trimester. Allegedly, Obama stated something like: I say we should just let them have the baby on the table and then throw the baby away and let it die.
Something to that effect. I don't just tend to take people's statements at blind faith and not verify them. I should have taken notes but I didn't expect the depth of the discussion that was given.
Oh, I forgot about the part where 3 ladies came in and sat down right next to me - very friendly. Apparently not having a ringer on the 4th finger identifies you as potential mating substance? I don't really know, but one of them was very good looking, I'll say that much.
I left thinking that that was time well spent. Decided to treat myself with an avocado chicken salad from a local eatery on the way home. Now? Trying to recapture the momentum I had all this morning in getting all kinds of cleaning projects done around here. I think it will resurface as soon as my food settles a bit : )
ben
Sunday
Woke up at 4:10 am - this morning of course. May sound extremely early and I suppose it is, but......I went to bed at 8:30pm. The significant factor here is that I slept through the night without waking up a single time. That, for me, is exceptional. Me getting almost 8 hours of sleep is unheard of in any recent times - going back at least 5 years.
Cleaning frenzy. I started cleaning - and cleaning - and cleaning. Going through cupboards, clothing, cleaning bathroom, kitchen, laundry this that and the other thing. 3 solid hours of it so far. I am 75% self-persuaded to go to church today. I haven't fully "arrived" at that decision, but I think I am actually going to find muster to get over there and see if it's something I can get back into. Service starts in 1 hour and 20 minutes.
So that's it. If I get to church, when I come home it will be more cleaning. I have several things I want to get done in this house today now that most of the kids are gone and presumably will be gone indefinitely/permanently/who knows.
I read the news this morning, nothing of great inerest. As usual, Obama this and Obama that. This time they show a pic of him swimming somewhere in the Gulf. I wouldn't go swimming in there if you paid me. I thought California beaches were dirty. Michelle apparently is getting flak for her lavish vacations and pricey outings. Yes, I know they are reporting that the Obama's paid for it with their own money. The point is the same point I have been making for some time now: rich people in positions of political power having no clue what it is like to live like much of the rest of us and don't WANT to know. I can't just hop in a plane whenever I want and jet around the world, buying the fanciest clothing and eating at the finest restaurants while staying at lavish hotels spending thousands of dollars per night doing such.
But really, it's like thumbing your nose at the population you are allegedly representing. Talk of double-dip recessiong, unemployment at such high levels people are giving up hope of finding a job, foreclosures, on and on and on. Meanwhile, the president and his wife and family are having the time of their lives, while telling us to pinch pennies and tighten the belt. Is there some kind of obvious disparity here? There is no empathy for the rest of us that are worse-than-struggling, they can't have empathy because they aren't poor, broke, homeless or unemployed. Certainly the Obama's aren't the only family in political power that are living the high life and doing the same, but the president is going to get more flak, obviously, since it's his policies that were supposedly going to make the economy rebound.
Instead, they continue to blame Bush. If, after 4 years of office and this thing is still not turned around, will they still blame Bush? I blame the whole lot of them for spending taxpayer money like there is no end to the amount that can be tapped, when in reality we are operating in the highest deficit in history. These people have no grip on reality. They don't CARE, that's the point. You want me to like the house, senate and presidency, then get people in there that are totally opposite of what's in there now. Pay down the debt. Get rid of government health insurance (it WILL turn into an endless money pit). Earmarks and pork barrel spending and all the rest of this money pit.
No sense in getting worked up over all of that, I will be at the polls in November and my small voice will be heard on a ballot. 1 hour left before church starts. I'm going, I think. I know, it's ridiculous that I have such an internal war going on whether I am going to go to church for a couple of hours or not, but it's there none-the-less. I will sit in the back of the place and observe. Not judge, just observe. What's this church like. How do the people treat each other? Of course, it is easy to put on a smiley face for church on Sunday, is the walk there the rest of the week? No way to determine that. How do they greet newcomers? Actually, I"m more concerned about whether there is a great deal of gossip and backstabbing. Little cliques of people that stand around in groups and "chit-chat" about so and so. I've been there and done that, I'm not interested in hearing any of that junk.
But, I will go with an open mind and positive - and hope to walk out of there that way.
G'day.
ben
Cleaning frenzy. I started cleaning - and cleaning - and cleaning. Going through cupboards, clothing, cleaning bathroom, kitchen, laundry this that and the other thing. 3 solid hours of it so far. I am 75% self-persuaded to go to church today. I haven't fully "arrived" at that decision, but I think I am actually going to find muster to get over there and see if it's something I can get back into. Service starts in 1 hour and 20 minutes.
So that's it. If I get to church, when I come home it will be more cleaning. I have several things I want to get done in this house today now that most of the kids are gone and presumably will be gone indefinitely/permanently/who knows.
I read the news this morning, nothing of great inerest. As usual, Obama this and Obama that. This time they show a pic of him swimming somewhere in the Gulf. I wouldn't go swimming in there if you paid me. I thought California beaches were dirty. Michelle apparently is getting flak for her lavish vacations and pricey outings. Yes, I know they are reporting that the Obama's paid for it with their own money. The point is the same point I have been making for some time now: rich people in positions of political power having no clue what it is like to live like much of the rest of us and don't WANT to know. I can't just hop in a plane whenever I want and jet around the world, buying the fanciest clothing and eating at the finest restaurants while staying at lavish hotels spending thousands of dollars per night doing such.
But really, it's like thumbing your nose at the population you are allegedly representing. Talk of double-dip recessiong, unemployment at such high levels people are giving up hope of finding a job, foreclosures, on and on and on. Meanwhile, the president and his wife and family are having the time of their lives, while telling us to pinch pennies and tighten the belt. Is there some kind of obvious disparity here? There is no empathy for the rest of us that are worse-than-struggling, they can't have empathy because they aren't poor, broke, homeless or unemployed. Certainly the Obama's aren't the only family in political power that are living the high life and doing the same, but the president is going to get more flak, obviously, since it's his policies that were supposedly going to make the economy rebound.
Instead, they continue to blame Bush. If, after 4 years of office and this thing is still not turned around, will they still blame Bush? I blame the whole lot of them for spending taxpayer money like there is no end to the amount that can be tapped, when in reality we are operating in the highest deficit in history. These people have no grip on reality. They don't CARE, that's the point. You want me to like the house, senate and presidency, then get people in there that are totally opposite of what's in there now. Pay down the debt. Get rid of government health insurance (it WILL turn into an endless money pit). Earmarks and pork barrel spending and all the rest of this money pit.
No sense in getting worked up over all of that, I will be at the polls in November and my small voice will be heard on a ballot. 1 hour left before church starts. I'm going, I think. I know, it's ridiculous that I have such an internal war going on whether I am going to go to church for a couple of hours or not, but it's there none-the-less. I will sit in the back of the place and observe. Not judge, just observe. What's this church like. How do the people treat each other? Of course, it is easy to put on a smiley face for church on Sunday, is the walk there the rest of the week? No way to determine that. How do they greet newcomers? Actually, I"m more concerned about whether there is a great deal of gossip and backstabbing. Little cliques of people that stand around in groups and "chit-chat" about so and so. I've been there and done that, I'm not interested in hearing any of that junk.
But, I will go with an open mind and positive - and hope to walk out of there that way.
G'day.
ben
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Reflection
It was time to get out of the house. Put on the straw hat, go to the pond area and sit down.
Shortly after I got out there, a hummingbird caught my attention. About 9 feet off the ground, it was zinging back and forth attempting to catch a small fly. It did, eventually, catch it. It came back - another fly, more dinner. I have not seen that before. I have only seen them feeding at the feeder which I have not been filling because it is in the direct sunlight and the liquid goes bad quickly. Cooler temps and I will start filling it up again.
Dogs in tow, the fish were hungry. Very small black ants had found their way into the goldfish flakes container that was closed. No matter, they aren't going to stick around on that food in the water, if they do, I doubt the fish are going to care that they swallowed an ant.
I believe the direction of life should be controlled by the Lord. I also know that for several years now, I have been floating aimlessly. I feed the hungry, yes, but as far as fulfilling the call of the Lord on my life - it hasn't really been going in any concrete direction.
Is it time, I had to ask myself, to do something about this? Have I had enough of the post-divorce trauma that I have let debilitate me for over 5 years now? Shall I finally find a way to get into something with a group of people that believe the same and start living life again?
I wondered, also,about why I had bought such a large house. 4 bedrooms turned into 5 with 2 bathrooms, 2,000 square feet. Why does a single guy need a house that large? What do I need with a place this large? Couldn't I have bought a smaller one and not had to have tenants? Not sure about that one, the upgrade in size was only $10,000 more, relatively small amount for a house and adding substantial square footage. I never thought, though, that cooling this place would cost so much in the summer. Well, we're already halfway through August - temps will start going down next month (hopefully) and so will my cooling bill.
Perhaps I had thoughts of having another family. I dunno. I don't really regret it, yet, I wonder if I wouldn't have been just as happy with a smaller house and a bit smaller payment.
I can only say that tomorrow morning, around 10:00 am, I am going to try and force myself out to that car and get over to that church. I think/believe it's the one. I haven't ever been there, I just feel it.
The last 3 I didn't have that feeling.
I"m not going in any particular direction with this, just expressing innermost thoughts. Not all of them, but sufficient. There are things that go on in my life that I don't write out on an internet forum. Some things should be kept personal. Some things it just isn't wise to speak about to everyone on the block. It's been an interesting 24 hours is all I can say.
I'm going to bed early.
ben
Shortly after I got out there, a hummingbird caught my attention. About 9 feet off the ground, it was zinging back and forth attempting to catch a small fly. It did, eventually, catch it. It came back - another fly, more dinner. I have not seen that before. I have only seen them feeding at the feeder which I have not been filling because it is in the direct sunlight and the liquid goes bad quickly. Cooler temps and I will start filling it up again.
Dogs in tow, the fish were hungry. Very small black ants had found their way into the goldfish flakes container that was closed. No matter, they aren't going to stick around on that food in the water, if they do, I doubt the fish are going to care that they swallowed an ant.
I believe the direction of life should be controlled by the Lord. I also know that for several years now, I have been floating aimlessly. I feed the hungry, yes, but as far as fulfilling the call of the Lord on my life - it hasn't really been going in any concrete direction.
Is it time, I had to ask myself, to do something about this? Have I had enough of the post-divorce trauma that I have let debilitate me for over 5 years now? Shall I finally find a way to get into something with a group of people that believe the same and start living life again?
I wondered, also,about why I had bought such a large house. 4 bedrooms turned into 5 with 2 bathrooms, 2,000 square feet. Why does a single guy need a house that large? What do I need with a place this large? Couldn't I have bought a smaller one and not had to have tenants? Not sure about that one, the upgrade in size was only $10,000 more, relatively small amount for a house and adding substantial square footage. I never thought, though, that cooling this place would cost so much in the summer. Well, we're already halfway through August - temps will start going down next month (hopefully) and so will my cooling bill.
Perhaps I had thoughts of having another family. I dunno. I don't really regret it, yet, I wonder if I wouldn't have been just as happy with a smaller house and a bit smaller payment.
I can only say that tomorrow morning, around 10:00 am, I am going to try and force myself out to that car and get over to that church. I think/believe it's the one. I haven't ever been there, I just feel it.
The last 3 I didn't have that feeling.
I"m not going in any particular direction with this, just expressing innermost thoughts. Not all of them, but sufficient. There are things that go on in my life that I don't write out on an internet forum. Some things should be kept personal. Some things it just isn't wise to speak about to everyone on the block. It's been an interesting 24 hours is all I can say.
I'm going to bed early.
ben
Saturday
Michael - is gone. As is the way with him and his family, things can change abruptly without any forewarning.
He got his stuff and left. That's it.
I have no qualms with it, either. One less mouth to feed, TV's that won't be on endlessly. The black kids won't come over because he isn't here and that will mean even more money saved. Life isn't all about saving money, but this was his decision.
Caleb - is gone a lot now. Work keeps him very busy along with school now. Some girl at work - his age - apparently thought it would be cute to start rumors that he is a slacker and told him that he was going to get fired.
Instead, it turns out, this girl is going into rehab. At the ripe old age of 17, she is an alcoholic and they are going to try and bring her out of it. What, however, is it that goes through the mind to start an ugly rumor like that? Caleb's manager called him to him earlier this week - Caleb thought it was all over. He was going to be fired. Instead, the manger asked him if he could take some of the girl that is going into rehab's shifts? Caleb told him he thought he was going to be fired and answered the question after being asked why he thought that, the manager simply replied that you don't listen to them, I am your manager, not them.
He's growing up and learning. Dealing with workplace crap can sometimes be very traumatic. It can certainly be a big test. It will definitely force him to learn how to deal in inter-personal issues not only in the workplace, but in all of life.
Meanwhile, I am sitting here in a completely empty house. No kids, no tenants. Not that the tenants are gone permanently - they are out doing whatever they are doing. I have not experienced this kind of tranquility and peace for a long time in this house. No pity party desired, I am all over this. Okay, there are 4 dogs here, but besides that....oops, forgot the trailer tenants. They are almost always here. He just paid me up a whole month's rent and is hoping to get a place in Mesa next month.
My thoughts have wandered towards attempting to force myself to go to church tomorrow. I have the church picked out - it's in Chandler. I pass by it every day going to work. It has drawn me. I want to go - and yet - the old issues always come to mind. 10:30 am. No, not committing to go, just trying to get my mind into the place where I can walk through the doors, put on a smile, find a seat, sit down and absorb whatever there is to absorb from the place. I have some trepidation - it is a prophetic church. I have been called out in prophetic churches before - not a bad thing I guess but still.
I feel a great need to get back into the fellowship of other believers and start making some new friends again. I feel I am at the verge of it.
Besides taking Caleb to work earlier, I have spent the entire day indoors. It is very hot outside and I have simply not had the gumption to do anything but watch movies. In fact, I have done nothing at all, not even cleaning. The house, however, is in pretty good shape right now so no big deal. The heat advisories (yes, there is more than one for the area I am living in) are in effect until Monday evening. The second hottest summer on the records since they started keeping records. My electric use is off the wall, but, I am keeping it at around 82 in here during the day if no tenants are here.
So that's it. I am not going into news stuff now cause' I don't much feel like it. Obama this, Obama that. It's amazing how much that man really WANTS the press to cover him. Self-aborbed? Certainly in love with the sound of his own voice. No, I'm not a fan and never will be. At least the outcry for him to stop blaming Bush is getting louder. More people are saying - gee, Mr. President, you have had a year and a half to deal with this and now we are looking at a potential double-dip recession. I really don't think he cares. In fact, I don't think any of them care one way or the other. Get their agenda through, come what may, consequences be damned.
I'm watching some freaky movie called "The Eye" on Lifetime Movie Network. Weird stuff there. I saw the movie once but it was late when I watched it - quite a while back - and fell asleep so I really don't even know the ending of it.
Well, that's my update.
ben
He got his stuff and left. That's it.
I have no qualms with it, either. One less mouth to feed, TV's that won't be on endlessly. The black kids won't come over because he isn't here and that will mean even more money saved. Life isn't all about saving money, but this was his decision.
Caleb - is gone a lot now. Work keeps him very busy along with school now. Some girl at work - his age - apparently thought it would be cute to start rumors that he is a slacker and told him that he was going to get fired.
Instead, it turns out, this girl is going into rehab. At the ripe old age of 17, she is an alcoholic and they are going to try and bring her out of it. What, however, is it that goes through the mind to start an ugly rumor like that? Caleb's manager called him to him earlier this week - Caleb thought it was all over. He was going to be fired. Instead, the manger asked him if he could take some of the girl that is going into rehab's shifts? Caleb told him he thought he was going to be fired and answered the question after being asked why he thought that, the manager simply replied that you don't listen to them, I am your manager, not them.
He's growing up and learning. Dealing with workplace crap can sometimes be very traumatic. It can certainly be a big test. It will definitely force him to learn how to deal in inter-personal issues not only in the workplace, but in all of life.
Meanwhile, I am sitting here in a completely empty house. No kids, no tenants. Not that the tenants are gone permanently - they are out doing whatever they are doing. I have not experienced this kind of tranquility and peace for a long time in this house. No pity party desired, I am all over this. Okay, there are 4 dogs here, but besides that....oops, forgot the trailer tenants. They are almost always here. He just paid me up a whole month's rent and is hoping to get a place in Mesa next month.
My thoughts have wandered towards attempting to force myself to go to church tomorrow. I have the church picked out - it's in Chandler. I pass by it every day going to work. It has drawn me. I want to go - and yet - the old issues always come to mind. 10:30 am. No, not committing to go, just trying to get my mind into the place where I can walk through the doors, put on a smile, find a seat, sit down and absorb whatever there is to absorb from the place. I have some trepidation - it is a prophetic church. I have been called out in prophetic churches before - not a bad thing I guess but still.
I feel a great need to get back into the fellowship of other believers and start making some new friends again. I feel I am at the verge of it.
Besides taking Caleb to work earlier, I have spent the entire day indoors. It is very hot outside and I have simply not had the gumption to do anything but watch movies. In fact, I have done nothing at all, not even cleaning. The house, however, is in pretty good shape right now so no big deal. The heat advisories (yes, there is more than one for the area I am living in) are in effect until Monday evening. The second hottest summer on the records since they started keeping records. My electric use is off the wall, but, I am keeping it at around 82 in here during the day if no tenants are here.
So that's it. I am not going into news stuff now cause' I don't much feel like it. Obama this, Obama that. It's amazing how much that man really WANTS the press to cover him. Self-aborbed? Certainly in love with the sound of his own voice. No, I'm not a fan and never will be. At least the outcry for him to stop blaming Bush is getting louder. More people are saying - gee, Mr. President, you have had a year and a half to deal with this and now we are looking at a potential double-dip recession. I really don't think he cares. In fact, I don't think any of them care one way or the other. Get their agenda through, come what may, consequences be damned.
I'm watching some freaky movie called "The Eye" on Lifetime Movie Network. Weird stuff there. I saw the movie once but it was late when I watched it - quite a while back - and fell asleep so I really don't even know the ending of it.
Well, that's my update.
ben
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday/Judgement?
You know, I believe in God. I believe in the atoning blood sacrifice that Jesus Christ made at the Cross of Calvary. I believe in the in-dwelling of the Holy Spirit. I also happen to believe that the prophetic - such as was in Old Testament times - is still alive and kicking and being brought forth, yes, today.
I believe that because I operated to some small extent in the spirit of prophecy for some time before I got divorced. I"m not saying I'm anyone grand or special, just saying what I believe.
So, when I start getting these feelings, inner speakings, whatever you want to call it, about something coming down the pike, I tend to pay attention to such things. I'm not even currently going to church - not involved in fellowship with other believers (my bad, long story, not going into that here, still trying to force myself to get into a church and soon) - and I am having these thoughts and things coming before me.
I heard some stuff on the radio yesterday that totally confirmed what I have been thinking and I wasn't listening to a Christian radio station. My ex-wife then sends me all kinds of stuff about terrorist cells being all around us. You see in the news about terrorists being "home grown" - right here in the good ole' U.S.
I do believe there is a lot more to this than the government is telling us. I rather believe, also, that they know full well what is going. I'm not saying the government is involved in any of this, to the contrary. When terrorist cells want to stay invisible, they know how to do it.
And if they decide to do something, how are they going to be stopped? There were also recent reports of Hezbollah coming through or stationed near the Mexico/New Mexico or Texas border. Other reports that terrorists are coming through the basically open border that it is down south (of me, anyway).
The picture starts to come together of why I am feeling what I am feeling. I'm less than 200 miles from the Nogales border entry.
If these cells exist, what are they planning on doing? Usually, modus operandi dictates destruction on mass level versus "just" killing af few people on the streets or something. Such as a giant stadium, or a large event where mass amounts of people are gathered together.
My senses are not failing me. It is a strange thing to suddenly come to all of these conclusions, but the pieces have been coming together for some time now in my mind, I just didn't recognize it.
Fear? The only fear I can have is of God Himself. HE is the one to fear, not man. If I am not ready to go to Him, that is fearful. I cannot stop man, mankind and it's inherent nature to destroy itself by destroying it's own kind. Wars have gone on from the beginning of time. Mankind is, generally, self-destructive.
No, the only preparation I can do is to make sure my heart is right - and I do believe there are areas lacking right now - that terrifies me more than any threat of death at the hands of other men through bombs or shootings or whatever. We are all going to go out of this world one way or the other. Where we end up is of eternal, utmost, grave concern.
Now, I do firmly believe in the right to bear arms and the right to defend your home. This goes without saying. But - against a group of men that are trained in tactical maneuvers and the workings of war? I would be mowed down in a minute. My head would be blown clean off and that would be the end of that. Oh, I might get one of them with a lucky shot, who knows - but reality is I am nothing compared to someone with military training and I am not about to go out somewhere and start learning. I don't really care that much. I believe my life is in God's hands and however I go out of this world, it won't be because some man decided to shoot me, rather, that the Lord allowed such to happen - or didn't. I can tell you (true) stories of when I was on the mission field and the Lord protected me from imminent hard. I could, but won't - not now anyway. First, you would have to believe that God WILL actually intervene in a situation if He does, indeed, choose to do so. Second, you would have to take my word for it. Third - work day approaches and I don't have time to write all of that out.
WHY men/mankind is so hell bent to destroy each other? Not a clue. I mean, I have a clue, it just doesn't make any sense, at all. These people would go out of their way to come into our society, set up camp and devise ways to kill the masses? It's just senseless.
I know, strange way to start a Friday morning entry, but that's what hit me this morning as I started thinking about all of this. No, I am not trying to instill fear into anyone, really, I am speaking to myself. This IS, after all, my internet diary.
Anyway, Sunday morning will come and I will face the same thing I face every Sunday morning: can I force myself to get into church? What will happen if I go? I do know WHY I have such a problem, I have written about it in my blogs for a long time now, it's nothing new or hidden. I feel the need to get back into fellowship, yet I have this inner wall blocking me.
Anyway, very little to do here, at work, today. So far, anyway, that can always change of course. I do believe I am going to seriously start picking back up on my food storage, I stop and start and stop - well, I think it's time to do some other things beyond what I have been doing.
This weekend? No idea. Work on the pond. Whatever is coming down the pike - if indeed anything really is - I am still going to have my little place of solace for however long it lasts. When it's gone, it's gone. All things in this world are temporal anyway.
With that I bid you a great day : )
ben
You know, I believe in God. I believe in the atoning blood sacrifice that Jesus Christ made at the Cross of Calvary. I believe in the in-dwelling of the Holy Spirit. I also happen to believe that the prophetic - such as was in Old Testament times - is still alive and kicking and being brought forth, yes, today.
I believe that because I operated to some small extent in the spirit of prophecy for some time before I got divorced. I"m not saying I'm anyone grand or special, just saying what I believe.
So, when I start getting these feelings, inner speakings, whatever you want to call it, about something coming down the pike, I tend to pay attention to such things. I'm not even currently going to church - not involved in fellowship with other believers (my bad, long story, not going into that here, still trying to force myself to get into a church and soon) - and I am having these thoughts and things coming before me.
I heard some stuff on the radio yesterday that totally confirmed what I have been thinking and I wasn't listening to a Christian radio station. My ex-wife then sends me all kinds of stuff about terrorist cells being all around us. You see in the news about terrorists being "home grown" - right here in the good ole' U.S.
I do believe there is a lot more to this than the government is telling us. I rather believe, also, that they know full well what is going. I'm not saying the government is involved in any of this, to the contrary. When terrorist cells want to stay invisible, they know how to do it.
And if they decide to do something, how are they going to be stopped? There were also recent reports of Hezbollah coming through or stationed near the Mexico/New Mexico or Texas border. Other reports that terrorists are coming through the basically open border that it is down south (of me, anyway).
The picture starts to come together of why I am feeling what I am feeling. I'm less than 200 miles from the Nogales border entry.
If these cells exist, what are they planning on doing? Usually, modus operandi dictates destruction on mass level versus "just" killing af few people on the streets or something. Such as a giant stadium, or a large event where mass amounts of people are gathered together.
My senses are not failing me. It is a strange thing to suddenly come to all of these conclusions, but the pieces have been coming together for some time now in my mind, I just didn't recognize it.
Fear? The only fear I can have is of God Himself. HE is the one to fear, not man. If I am not ready to go to Him, that is fearful. I cannot stop man, mankind and it's inherent nature to destroy itself by destroying it's own kind. Wars have gone on from the beginning of time. Mankind is, generally, self-destructive.
No, the only preparation I can do is to make sure my heart is right - and I do believe there are areas lacking right now - that terrifies me more than any threat of death at the hands of other men through bombs or shootings or whatever. We are all going to go out of this world one way or the other. Where we end up is of eternal, utmost, grave concern.
Now, I do firmly believe in the right to bear arms and the right to defend your home. This goes without saying. But - against a group of men that are trained in tactical maneuvers and the workings of war? I would be mowed down in a minute. My head would be blown clean off and that would be the end of that. Oh, I might get one of them with a lucky shot, who knows - but reality is I am nothing compared to someone with military training and I am not about to go out somewhere and start learning. I don't really care that much. I believe my life is in God's hands and however I go out of this world, it won't be because some man decided to shoot me, rather, that the Lord allowed such to happen - or didn't. I can tell you (true) stories of when I was on the mission field and the Lord protected me from imminent hard. I could, but won't - not now anyway. First, you would have to believe that God WILL actually intervene in a situation if He does, indeed, choose to do so. Second, you would have to take my word for it. Third - work day approaches and I don't have time to write all of that out.
WHY men/mankind is so hell bent to destroy each other? Not a clue. I mean, I have a clue, it just doesn't make any sense, at all. These people would go out of their way to come into our society, set up camp and devise ways to kill the masses? It's just senseless.
I know, strange way to start a Friday morning entry, but that's what hit me this morning as I started thinking about all of this. No, I am not trying to instill fear into anyone, really, I am speaking to myself. This IS, after all, my internet diary.
Anyway, Sunday morning will come and I will face the same thing I face every Sunday morning: can I force myself to get into church? What will happen if I go? I do know WHY I have such a problem, I have written about it in my blogs for a long time now, it's nothing new or hidden. I feel the need to get back into fellowship, yet I have this inner wall blocking me.
Anyway, very little to do here, at work, today. So far, anyway, that can always change of course. I do believe I am going to seriously start picking back up on my food storage, I stop and start and stop - well, I think it's time to do some other things beyond what I have been doing.
This weekend? No idea. Work on the pond. Whatever is coming down the pike - if indeed anything really is - I am still going to have my little place of solace for however long it lasts. When it's gone, it's gone. All things in this world are temporal anyway.
With that I bid you a great day : )
ben
Thursday, August 12, 2010
The Mine
This mine I went into today is up in the mountains. Well, I think they all are. My trip led me through a small town that I have been through many times before - but only on the main street. This time, I was driving on a narrow street lined with small and very old homes. The end of the street was the beginning of the mine.
Guardshack greeted me. I went in. There was a picture of a pickup truck and a notice about safety. Okay, it didn't look anything like a pickup truck, I just read the notice and found out through that that this was once, at one time, a pickup truck. A TV also on a stand. I dreaded having to watch a safety video - I have watched hundreds of them in my trucking career, I am a very safe driver and I don't take unecessary, dangerous actions in a semi-truck. I understand that a dump truck with a bed big enough to hold 20 cars can run me clean over and not even phase the thing.
Don't get in their way. Doing so will have worse consequences than getting hit by a train. Trains run into you and tear vehicles apart, these dump trucks will just drive clean OVER you and the vehicle you are driving in and you will be - stone dead.
I didn't have to watch the video. In fact, I didn't have to sign a bunch of waivers, either. I just had to sign a registration card that is good for a year, just like the other mine I was in not long ago.
Wait in the truck - 40 minutes until the man showed up to escort me in. I hadn't seen this foreman for a long time. I followed him and we immediately proceeded upon what I am estimating to be at least a 9% grade. Up and up. And up. Get to a cross "road" - all roads in the mine are basically dirt roads. Another cross road and then, a cross road with huge dump trucks rolling back and forth. We wait - they have the right of way and rightfully slow. Nobody in their right mind is going to try and beat one of those thing, to do so - well, if you lose the race? Good luck with that.
On and on - up and up. We get to the top. It's the top of a mountain that has been levelled. That's what it was. I had wondered if this mine was also building a lake and yes, I asked. One employee was all too eager to answer all of my questions.
Yes, they are building a lake - another lake to be filled with sulphuric acid. Yes, SULPHRURIC ACID - an entire LAKE'S worth. That is must mind blowing to me.
Then comes the real story of the completely flattened pickup truck. It seems that - only 2 months ago this occured - one of those huge dump trucks had stalled and wouldn't start. The operator of the truck called in mechanics. 2 mechanics showed up in a pickup truck, parking in front of the tires. Yes, I said in front of the tires, the tires on those things are at least 8 feet tall, much taller than any pickup truck. WHY you would park in front of such - no clue. I would never in a lifetime of lifetimes do any such thing, I would fear the thing rolling and crushing me.
Well, unfortunately for the mechanics, the operator of the dump got the thing fired up and started rolling, he had no idea those fellows were under there. The mechanics had violated a safety protocol that was designed for just that purpose: to keep them out of harm's way. They were supposed to announce on their radio to that operator that they were there, under the truck and please don't crush us. The operator, undoubtedly believing that extreme safety measures were being followed as these mines dictate that they are to be followed (infractions are followed up with people getting fired) just drove off.
One of the mechanics was flattened with the truck. The pickup? To see the picture, you have no idea that that used to be a pickup truck. None. It's just a flat piece of metal laying on the ground. The other mechanic apparently tried getting out - he was seriously injured - but he survived. The truck operator? No idea, but I can only guess the torment that must go through a mind and heart when thinking that you killed someone, even if no fault of your own.
The trip into the mine wasn't bad because of that, but it certainly has a sombering effect.
The giant, stainless-steel fittings that I took in there were to be used for piping that is going to be used to move the sulphuric acid. I didn't know stainless steel could withstand the acidic effects of sulphuric acid. I did know that stainless steel can withstand the attempted effect of many other substances - but not this stuff.
It was a great drive - until I started back to town. I caught up with a mobile home being transported down the 2-lane highway - meaning stuck behind this thing as well as a bunch of other vehicles for an entire 7% grade's worth down a mountain pass and many miles beyond that. DPS was escorting the thing because of the fact that it was imposing on oncoming lanes and oncoming traffic had to be stopped and stand off to the side of the road.
After miles and miles of this, we finally came to a 4 lane portion of the highway and I got into the fast lane as everyone else apparently thought that we should just follow behind the thing because Highway Patrol was escorting them. Bunk. Not disrespecting Highway Patrol, but I have passed that kind of stuff forever. I figured to pull up on the Highway Patrol SUV that was in the back and see if he waves me on - which he did - he stuck his hand out the window and started waving traffic to move along, please. I had no qualms with that, as we were going 15 mph below the speed limit. Passed them and left traffic behind.
That was my trip. I wish I could have more like it, but, they come along only once in a while. I was going to take my break time and get some rocks, but, I didn't want to potentially have a conflict with Highway Patrol and the U.S. Forest Service, I figure to call DPS (Highway Patrol) and find out what they say about a person stopping at designated stop points and taking rocks. Not off the side of the road, but well away from the road. The Federal Government is ownership of the Forest Service (who says it's okay), the State of Arizona is ownership of state DPS (of whom I haven't asked yet). Just look at Arizona's SB1070 to try and figure whether there are conflicts between the state and the feds.
Sure, I could win a court case - feds always supersede state, or so they say - but why bother? Just get a stance from them and be done with it. If it's a no, I'll find rocks somewhere else, already have that in mind.
Other stuff? Just a glimpse. Friday lands tomorrow. Kewl. However, tomorrow is Friday the 13th (in case you are superstitious). I fixed the manifold for my dripless system today. I had no choice, certain plants start to whither as they decide they don't have enough water. It was easy and only took a minute. I am going to try and get the hole finished for the pond this weekend - which does not mean the pond will be placed in the ground, I also have to lug home hundreds of pounds of sand to rest the pond bottom on and that may or may not get done. Probably not.
Fish are in good health, dogs are content, kids are kids and I am me.
G'day.
ben
Guardshack greeted me. I went in. There was a picture of a pickup truck and a notice about safety. Okay, it didn't look anything like a pickup truck, I just read the notice and found out through that that this was once, at one time, a pickup truck. A TV also on a stand. I dreaded having to watch a safety video - I have watched hundreds of them in my trucking career, I am a very safe driver and I don't take unecessary, dangerous actions in a semi-truck. I understand that a dump truck with a bed big enough to hold 20 cars can run me clean over and not even phase the thing.
Don't get in their way. Doing so will have worse consequences than getting hit by a train. Trains run into you and tear vehicles apart, these dump trucks will just drive clean OVER you and the vehicle you are driving in and you will be - stone dead.
I didn't have to watch the video. In fact, I didn't have to sign a bunch of waivers, either. I just had to sign a registration card that is good for a year, just like the other mine I was in not long ago.
Wait in the truck - 40 minutes until the man showed up to escort me in. I hadn't seen this foreman for a long time. I followed him and we immediately proceeded upon what I am estimating to be at least a 9% grade. Up and up. And up. Get to a cross "road" - all roads in the mine are basically dirt roads. Another cross road and then, a cross road with huge dump trucks rolling back and forth. We wait - they have the right of way and rightfully slow. Nobody in their right mind is going to try and beat one of those thing, to do so - well, if you lose the race? Good luck with that.
On and on - up and up. We get to the top. It's the top of a mountain that has been levelled. That's what it was. I had wondered if this mine was also building a lake and yes, I asked. One employee was all too eager to answer all of my questions.
Yes, they are building a lake - another lake to be filled with sulphuric acid. Yes, SULPHRURIC ACID - an entire LAKE'S worth. That is must mind blowing to me.
Then comes the real story of the completely flattened pickup truck. It seems that - only 2 months ago this occured - one of those huge dump trucks had stalled and wouldn't start. The operator of the truck called in mechanics. 2 mechanics showed up in a pickup truck, parking in front of the tires. Yes, I said in front of the tires, the tires on those things are at least 8 feet tall, much taller than any pickup truck. WHY you would park in front of such - no clue. I would never in a lifetime of lifetimes do any such thing, I would fear the thing rolling and crushing me.
Well, unfortunately for the mechanics, the operator of the dump got the thing fired up and started rolling, he had no idea those fellows were under there. The mechanics had violated a safety protocol that was designed for just that purpose: to keep them out of harm's way. They were supposed to announce on their radio to that operator that they were there, under the truck and please don't crush us. The operator, undoubtedly believing that extreme safety measures were being followed as these mines dictate that they are to be followed (infractions are followed up with people getting fired) just drove off.
One of the mechanics was flattened with the truck. The pickup? To see the picture, you have no idea that that used to be a pickup truck. None. It's just a flat piece of metal laying on the ground. The other mechanic apparently tried getting out - he was seriously injured - but he survived. The truck operator? No idea, but I can only guess the torment that must go through a mind and heart when thinking that you killed someone, even if no fault of your own.
The trip into the mine wasn't bad because of that, but it certainly has a sombering effect.
The giant, stainless-steel fittings that I took in there were to be used for piping that is going to be used to move the sulphuric acid. I didn't know stainless steel could withstand the acidic effects of sulphuric acid. I did know that stainless steel can withstand the attempted effect of many other substances - but not this stuff.
It was a great drive - until I started back to town. I caught up with a mobile home being transported down the 2-lane highway - meaning stuck behind this thing as well as a bunch of other vehicles for an entire 7% grade's worth down a mountain pass and many miles beyond that. DPS was escorting the thing because of the fact that it was imposing on oncoming lanes and oncoming traffic had to be stopped and stand off to the side of the road.
After miles and miles of this, we finally came to a 4 lane portion of the highway and I got into the fast lane as everyone else apparently thought that we should just follow behind the thing because Highway Patrol was escorting them. Bunk. Not disrespecting Highway Patrol, but I have passed that kind of stuff forever. I figured to pull up on the Highway Patrol SUV that was in the back and see if he waves me on - which he did - he stuck his hand out the window and started waving traffic to move along, please. I had no qualms with that, as we were going 15 mph below the speed limit. Passed them and left traffic behind.
That was my trip. I wish I could have more like it, but, they come along only once in a while. I was going to take my break time and get some rocks, but, I didn't want to potentially have a conflict with Highway Patrol and the U.S. Forest Service, I figure to call DPS (Highway Patrol) and find out what they say about a person stopping at designated stop points and taking rocks. Not off the side of the road, but well away from the road. The Federal Government is ownership of the Forest Service (who says it's okay), the State of Arizona is ownership of state DPS (of whom I haven't asked yet). Just look at Arizona's SB1070 to try and figure whether there are conflicts between the state and the feds.
Sure, I could win a court case - feds always supersede state, or so they say - but why bother? Just get a stance from them and be done with it. If it's a no, I'll find rocks somewhere else, already have that in mind.
Other stuff? Just a glimpse. Friday lands tomorrow. Kewl. However, tomorrow is Friday the 13th (in case you are superstitious). I fixed the manifold for my dripless system today. I had no choice, certain plants start to whither as they decide they don't have enough water. It was easy and only took a minute. I am going to try and get the hole finished for the pond this weekend - which does not mean the pond will be placed in the ground, I also have to lug home hundreds of pounds of sand to rest the pond bottom on and that may or may not get done. Probably not.
Fish are in good health, dogs are content, kids are kids and I am me.
G'day.
ben
Thursday
Thursday
So, the weekend's almost here. In case you hadn't noticed the last times I have gone driving the semi up into the mountains PLUS the prospect of driving down into a mine - well, I am alway psyched about that! Not only that, but I slept pretty good last night so I'm not tired this morning.
Onto other things. This decision of Gates to close the Joint Norfolk Command Center - is just the beginning. Are we going to make ourselves impotent so that we can have massive, government run health care and bail out banks and take over car dealerships because "they can't fail" and all the rest of the bunk that is going on?
I'm all for a big, strong military - a force that few will think to mess with in terms of thinking of ever attacking our country in all out assault and war. Making decisions such as this in the name of bigger government and government run society is ludicrous. I read this kind of nonsense in the news every day and just beg for November to get here and hope to high heaven that a huge change in senate personnel will take place = for the better of course.
Ummm, time is running out for this morning's writing. I got "tied up" on a Craigslist ad. I and a few others take it upon ourselves occasionally to lambast people making ridiculous ads, such as a woman that has 2 kids, has a full-time job for one of the "best fortune 500 companies in the valley" - her words, assuming she is receiving child support for her kids since she says she's single, yet receives $1,200 per month in rental subsidies every single month.
HOW, pray tell, does ANYONE get that kind of money while having a full-time job at a good company?
I dunno.
But, I do know that the work day approaches and I have a run up into the mountains to make : )
G'day.
ben
So, the weekend's almost here. In case you hadn't noticed the last times I have gone driving the semi up into the mountains PLUS the prospect of driving down into a mine - well, I am alway psyched about that! Not only that, but I slept pretty good last night so I'm not tired this morning.
Onto other things. This decision of Gates to close the Joint Norfolk Command Center - is just the beginning. Are we going to make ourselves impotent so that we can have massive, government run health care and bail out banks and take over car dealerships because "they can't fail" and all the rest of the bunk that is going on?
I'm all for a big, strong military - a force that few will think to mess with in terms of thinking of ever attacking our country in all out assault and war. Making decisions such as this in the name of bigger government and government run society is ludicrous. I read this kind of nonsense in the news every day and just beg for November to get here and hope to high heaven that a huge change in senate personnel will take place = for the better of course.
Ummm, time is running out for this morning's writing. I got "tied up" on a Craigslist ad. I and a few others take it upon ourselves occasionally to lambast people making ridiculous ads, such as a woman that has 2 kids, has a full-time job for one of the "best fortune 500 companies in the valley" - her words, assuming she is receiving child support for her kids since she says she's single, yet receives $1,200 per month in rental subsidies every single month.
HOW, pray tell, does ANYONE get that kind of money while having a full-time job at a good company?
I dunno.
But, I do know that the work day approaches and I have a run up into the mountains to make : )
G'day.
ben
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Food Stamps
So, they raided the Food Stamp fund to pay for the teachers.
Out of control government. November won't get here soon enough. I am not a fan of abusers of food stamps, but I am hardly totally against having them for the situations that warrant them. The raid, however, doesn't go into effect until 2014.
That gives time to fix all of this. However, Obamacare, as some unaffectionately are calling it, needs to go first.
The stuff is getting maddening. I am not going to go into my perspective of how things are going to eventually turn out if we continue on this path, but look at England.
A few weeks ago, I drove the semi down into a huge mine. Tomorrow, I get to drive into yet another mine! And this one is MUCH older than the one I went into the other day, meaning it is undoubtedly even far deeper and vast than the first. Well, as long as the roads are safe.
I have come to find out that mining operations have extensive safety operations going that MUST be adhered to by anyone that is on the property, anywhere on the property. The potential for significant or fatal injury in such places is great. HEAVY equipment moving all over the place. I don't mean pickup trucks, we're talking dump trucks big enough to hold a used car lot's worth of cars in them.
The hazards of the place, however, don't phase me. The mine I'm going into? No clue. The last one had me reading and signing fully 4 different documents. I have heard that some of these mines actually have you watch a video before you can go in. It's all good. I have no problem with it. I don't want to get killed in there and I don't want to see anyone else getting killed in those places, either. All I know is, not everyone gets to go into a huge mining operation, drive a semi truck to the bottom of it and get to take it all in.
Perhaps that doesn't appeal to everyone, either. I get to do something that most people - don't. But it's more than that for me. I am always fascinated by most things new to me. Things that I have read about, seen pictures of, but have not personally experienced. I ask questions, lots of them if the person I am asking is amiable to such. What is this, that and the other thing. If not, I am still quite curious - but I am not going to become a nuisance to someone that obviously doesn't want to be bothered.
If I get the chance, I will take my break time and stop for some rocks for my newest pond. My pond liner came in today. I ordered a liner to put into the preformed thing I have been digging a hole for. Taking no chances, I don't want leaks and I don't want to have to be taking that huge thing out of the ground - which at that point would mean removing plants, fish and water - to find where the leak is. I got a brand new one on eBay for $29. This preformed pond is around $600 new. No, I didn't pay anything NEAR that amount for it. The liner is just insurance.
I have done nothing at home today besides normal kitchen cleaning duties and cooking. The kids did everything else. That includes sweeping and mopping the kitchen floor. Living room. Bedroom. Yup, they did what they said they were going to do and that made me happy.
I'm very tired. I slept 5 hours plus a short stint after waking up at 1:30 am. I went to bed early to deal with my sleeplessness - I am guaranteed, pretty much, at least 5 hours sleep by doing such. I am going to bed early tonight as well, like in about 15 minutes.
Oops, that means getting busy with night-end rituals.
G'day/nite/hasta la vista.
ben
Out of control government. November won't get here soon enough. I am not a fan of abusers of food stamps, but I am hardly totally against having them for the situations that warrant them. The raid, however, doesn't go into effect until 2014.
That gives time to fix all of this. However, Obamacare, as some unaffectionately are calling it, needs to go first.
The stuff is getting maddening. I am not going to go into my perspective of how things are going to eventually turn out if we continue on this path, but look at England.
A few weeks ago, I drove the semi down into a huge mine. Tomorrow, I get to drive into yet another mine! And this one is MUCH older than the one I went into the other day, meaning it is undoubtedly even far deeper and vast than the first. Well, as long as the roads are safe.
I have come to find out that mining operations have extensive safety operations going that MUST be adhered to by anyone that is on the property, anywhere on the property. The potential for significant or fatal injury in such places is great. HEAVY equipment moving all over the place. I don't mean pickup trucks, we're talking dump trucks big enough to hold a used car lot's worth of cars in them.
The hazards of the place, however, don't phase me. The mine I'm going into? No clue. The last one had me reading and signing fully 4 different documents. I have heard that some of these mines actually have you watch a video before you can go in. It's all good. I have no problem with it. I don't want to get killed in there and I don't want to see anyone else getting killed in those places, either. All I know is, not everyone gets to go into a huge mining operation, drive a semi truck to the bottom of it and get to take it all in.
Perhaps that doesn't appeal to everyone, either. I get to do something that most people - don't. But it's more than that for me. I am always fascinated by most things new to me. Things that I have read about, seen pictures of, but have not personally experienced. I ask questions, lots of them if the person I am asking is amiable to such. What is this, that and the other thing. If not, I am still quite curious - but I am not going to become a nuisance to someone that obviously doesn't want to be bothered.
If I get the chance, I will take my break time and stop for some rocks for my newest pond. My pond liner came in today. I ordered a liner to put into the preformed thing I have been digging a hole for. Taking no chances, I don't want leaks and I don't want to have to be taking that huge thing out of the ground - which at that point would mean removing plants, fish and water - to find where the leak is. I got a brand new one on eBay for $29. This preformed pond is around $600 new. No, I didn't pay anything NEAR that amount for it. The liner is just insurance.
I have done nothing at home today besides normal kitchen cleaning duties and cooking. The kids did everything else. That includes sweeping and mopping the kitchen floor. Living room. Bedroom. Yup, they did what they said they were going to do and that made me happy.
I'm very tired. I slept 5 hours plus a short stint after waking up at 1:30 am. I went to bed early to deal with my sleeplessness - I am guaranteed, pretty much, at least 5 hours sleep by doing such. I am going to bed early tonight as well, like in about 15 minutes.
Oops, that means getting busy with night-end rituals.
G'day/nite/hasta la vista.
ben
Wednesday
Wednesday
Unfortunately, my attempt to block the idiot that keeps posting negative comments is going to fail by using the means of eliminating anonymous comments. That’s because I cannot log into any of my blog accounts in the morning and I like to post the day’s message in the comments section – I rather like writing in the morning – and then repost as a regular blog entry when I get home.
The only other recourse is to report the individual to Blogger and hope that they will do something about it, as I am sure they can and have seen in the past that they will if the situation warrants their intervention.
So, GE Money Bank (Chevron Texaco Cards) sends me a letter saying that I have not made my payment. BUNK. I made the payment on the second, due on the 5th. I call. Well, sir, it states you didn’t make the payment LAST month. BUNK again. I am not going to miss a $15 payment so I can rack up a $40 or whatever late fee.
The woman was argumentative – we did NOT receive your payment – she was basically calling me a liar and I called her out on it. We went back and forth for a while and she finally hung up on me: I wanted the number for corporate as I was not going to tolerate a supervisor addressing me in the manner she was, she refused to give me that information. NO problem, I can find the information online. And yes, I went through my bank account and found where I made the payment at the beginning of LAST month as well. They can eat it and take that hefty late fee OFF of the account. The fee is almost as much as the low balance that I am carrying on that account – yes, it was paid down to something like $30 owing.
Now then, the race for the senate seat between J.D. Hayworth and McCain. It’s hilarious. The ads that McCain has been running for months now are the gooiest, sloppiest mud I have ever heard. Accusations run the gamut, one of them where McCain claims Hayworth did a commercial spot for a company that turns out was bilking people out of money and saying it was government backed (I don’t really remember the specifics of it, so that could be off). Whatever it was, it makes Hayworth look BAD. The facts? Hayworth has NOT tried to assert in any way that he didn’t do it, instead, he claims he didn’t know that the company was crooked. This morning, some other issue was brought up on yet another commercial and it sounded worse than the last one. Hayworth was voted out of office here some time ago, Arizonans that remember him then and didn’t like him then are going to vote the same now: NO to Hayworth. But, is McCain any better? Probably not, but I haven’t heard any ads stating that he took corrupt money and didn’t give it back, such as the ad against Hayworth this morning.
The state of current politics is pathetic. Seriously. It isn’t about the issues anymore when it comes to candidates running for office, it’s about making your opponents look bad however you can do it.
But I am not going to waste a lot of time on that. In fact, I can’t really spend too much more time here at all. Last night, however, I did get into it with Michael and the black kids that are constantly at my house. I shut off the internet the Playstation III and they have been off the computer for quite a while now, I was also considering taking the cards out of the Direct TV boxes – effectively shutting off satellite TV as well for each, individual box that you take the card out of.
Issue? Cleaning. I’m at the end of my rope with cleaning up after teenagers. They said they “don’t think it’s dirty in here at all”. I gave a relentless and drawn out factoid on how ANY amount of food, even crumbs, left on counters is prime feeding grounds for cockroaches. I was mad and the internet stayed off to the Playstation. This morning, I found a note from Michael on the bathroom mirror: PLEASE turn on the internet and I will clean up the whole house!
Okay. I turned it back on this morning before leaving for work …….and……..expect my house to be cleaned by the time I get home. Not that it’s dirty – I spend no small amount of time wiping things down, sweeping floors – whatever needs to be done. THAT’S the issue. The tenants don’t even use the living room, but those teenagers certainly can make it a mess in a big hurry. They stated I had told them that I would leave them lists of what to do. I replied that you are 16 years old and I shouldn’t HAVE to leave lists for you to
CLEAN UP AFTER YOUR OWN LITTLE SELF.
Well, I can get rather carried away when a teenager is trying to argue back against me in a situation where that person has NO standing room at all. I ended the conversation, got up, went into my bedroom and went to bed. He must have snuck into my room overnight and got into the bathroom to put up that note. I do have a nice setup on my end of the house with my own master bath and bedroom and walk-in closet.
Well, anyway, I will find out about that little issue later on.
For now?
Time to go to work.
G’day.
ben
Unfortunately, my attempt to block the idiot that keeps posting negative comments is going to fail by using the means of eliminating anonymous comments. That’s because I cannot log into any of my blog accounts in the morning and I like to post the day’s message in the comments section – I rather like writing in the morning – and then repost as a regular blog entry when I get home.
The only other recourse is to report the individual to Blogger and hope that they will do something about it, as I am sure they can and have seen in the past that they will if the situation warrants their intervention.
So, GE Money Bank (Chevron Texaco Cards) sends me a letter saying that I have not made my payment. BUNK. I made the payment on the second, due on the 5th. I call. Well, sir, it states you didn’t make the payment LAST month. BUNK again. I am not going to miss a $15 payment so I can rack up a $40 or whatever late fee.
The woman was argumentative – we did NOT receive your payment – she was basically calling me a liar and I called her out on it. We went back and forth for a while and she finally hung up on me: I wanted the number for corporate as I was not going to tolerate a supervisor addressing me in the manner she was, she refused to give me that information. NO problem, I can find the information online. And yes, I went through my bank account and found where I made the payment at the beginning of LAST month as well. They can eat it and take that hefty late fee OFF of the account. The fee is almost as much as the low balance that I am carrying on that account – yes, it was paid down to something like $30 owing.
Now then, the race for the senate seat between J.D. Hayworth and McCain. It’s hilarious. The ads that McCain has been running for months now are the gooiest, sloppiest mud I have ever heard. Accusations run the gamut, one of them where McCain claims Hayworth did a commercial spot for a company that turns out was bilking people out of money and saying it was government backed (I don’t really remember the specifics of it, so that could be off). Whatever it was, it makes Hayworth look BAD. The facts? Hayworth has NOT tried to assert in any way that he didn’t do it, instead, he claims he didn’t know that the company was crooked. This morning, some other issue was brought up on yet another commercial and it sounded worse than the last one. Hayworth was voted out of office here some time ago, Arizonans that remember him then and didn’t like him then are going to vote the same now: NO to Hayworth. But, is McCain any better? Probably not, but I haven’t heard any ads stating that he took corrupt money and didn’t give it back, such as the ad against Hayworth this morning.
The state of current politics is pathetic. Seriously. It isn’t about the issues anymore when it comes to candidates running for office, it’s about making your opponents look bad however you can do it.
But I am not going to waste a lot of time on that. In fact, I can’t really spend too much more time here at all. Last night, however, I did get into it with Michael and the black kids that are constantly at my house. I shut off the internet the Playstation III and they have been off the computer for quite a while now, I was also considering taking the cards out of the Direct TV boxes – effectively shutting off satellite TV as well for each, individual box that you take the card out of.
Issue? Cleaning. I’m at the end of my rope with cleaning up after teenagers. They said they “don’t think it’s dirty in here at all”. I gave a relentless and drawn out factoid on how ANY amount of food, even crumbs, left on counters is prime feeding grounds for cockroaches. I was mad and the internet stayed off to the Playstation. This morning, I found a note from Michael on the bathroom mirror: PLEASE turn on the internet and I will clean up the whole house!
Okay. I turned it back on this morning before leaving for work …….and……..expect my house to be cleaned by the time I get home. Not that it’s dirty – I spend no small amount of time wiping things down, sweeping floors – whatever needs to be done. THAT’S the issue. The tenants don’t even use the living room, but those teenagers certainly can make it a mess in a big hurry. They stated I had told them that I would leave them lists of what to do. I replied that you are 16 years old and I shouldn’t HAVE to leave lists for you to
CLEAN UP AFTER YOUR OWN LITTLE SELF.
Well, I can get rather carried away when a teenager is trying to argue back against me in a situation where that person has NO standing room at all. I ended the conversation, got up, went into my bedroom and went to bed. He must have snuck into my room overnight and got into the bathroom to put up that note. I do have a nice setup on my end of the house with my own master bath and bedroom and walk-in closet.
Well, anyway, I will find out about that little issue later on.
For now?
Time to go to work.
G’day.
ben
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Comments
I'm simply not going to allow the anonymous commenter to continue on with the BS on my blog. I had allowed anonymous commenting for the ease of commenting if you came here without being signed in and didn't want to have to - leave your comment and hopefully at least identify who you are at the end of the comment.
I have had a regular coming here leaving anonymous, derogatory, sometimes inflammatory and generally unpleasant comments here and there for some time now.
Not anymore. I changed the setting AND deleted the ridiculous comment left today. If you want to comment here now? You're going to have to be signed in at the very least. Trust me, if you leave some S***** comment on my journal, I will be happy to come to YOUR journal and leave the same kind of crap. It gets old the people on the internet who think because you are not sitting together in the same room, you therefore can say whatever comes to mind on someone else's forum to the point of juvenile, childish, irrational and stupid behavior meted out through your words. I have dealt with this on trucking boards for years and years, and other kinds of boards as well, I REFUSE to have to put up with that junk on MY blog.
You could have had the courage of your flapping mouth to simply identify yourself. Hiding makes you a very small person, indeed. Do you have the same issues in real life, in person with people? All these thoughts running through your head but, you don't have the courage ot speak it to them openly, no, instead, you lurk around people's internet blogs and mouth off, vomiting your bile all over the person's blog because - there is no way to identify you.
Well, I am telling you now to go piss off, whoever you are. Take your shitty attitude somewhere else, I have had enough of it. I had thought to report you to Blogger, but instead decided that you can come on here now and identify yourself, cause' you'll have to unless you are going to start a Blogger account just for the purpose of shitting on other's blog and STILL not being able to be identified. I will be happy to come to your blog and give you stupid, relentless, childish remarks. Or not and probably (but not definitely) not. BTW, just because I can't identify you doesn't mean Blogger can't. Undoubtedly, the have your IP address and can trace your actions anywhere on the Blogger site.
Unbelievable. Really, it is. Have you nothing better to do with your life and your time than lurking on other people's blogs, giving them shit for no good reason? So you may not agree with me, heck, you may even hate me! GREAT, how many Blogger blogs are there? Millions? I'm sure in that managerie of blogs, you'll find SOMEONE you agree with somewhere. Somehow, though, I don't believe that you would want to do that. No, instead, I believe you take great pleasure in speaking what you have spoken here. I have 2 people in mind that I know would do that, but I have no proof, so I'll zip it on who my suspicions rest upon.
Regardless, anonymous posting is off - for now anyway.
ben
I have had a regular coming here leaving anonymous, derogatory, sometimes inflammatory and generally unpleasant comments here and there for some time now.
Not anymore. I changed the setting AND deleted the ridiculous comment left today. If you want to comment here now? You're going to have to be signed in at the very least. Trust me, if you leave some S***** comment on my journal, I will be happy to come to YOUR journal and leave the same kind of crap. It gets old the people on the internet who think because you are not sitting together in the same room, you therefore can say whatever comes to mind on someone else's forum to the point of juvenile, childish, irrational and stupid behavior meted out through your words. I have dealt with this on trucking boards for years and years, and other kinds of boards as well, I REFUSE to have to put up with that junk on MY blog.
You could have had the courage of your flapping mouth to simply identify yourself. Hiding makes you a very small person, indeed. Do you have the same issues in real life, in person with people? All these thoughts running through your head but, you don't have the courage ot speak it to them openly, no, instead, you lurk around people's internet blogs and mouth off, vomiting your bile all over the person's blog because - there is no way to identify you.
Well, I am telling you now to go piss off, whoever you are. Take your shitty attitude somewhere else, I have had enough of it. I had thought to report you to Blogger, but instead decided that you can come on here now and identify yourself, cause' you'll have to unless you are going to start a Blogger account just for the purpose of shitting on other's blog and STILL not being able to be identified. I will be happy to come to your blog and give you stupid, relentless, childish remarks. Or not and probably (but not definitely) not. BTW, just because I can't identify you doesn't mean Blogger can't. Undoubtedly, the have your IP address and can trace your actions anywhere on the Blogger site.
Unbelievable. Really, it is. Have you nothing better to do with your life and your time than lurking on other people's blogs, giving them shit for no good reason? So you may not agree with me, heck, you may even hate me! GREAT, how many Blogger blogs are there? Millions? I'm sure in that managerie of blogs, you'll find SOMEONE you agree with somewhere. Somehow, though, I don't believe that you would want to do that. No, instead, I believe you take great pleasure in speaking what you have spoken here. I have 2 people in mind that I know would do that, but I have no proof, so I'll zip it on who my suspicions rest upon.
Regardless, anonymous posting is off - for now anyway.
ben
Tuesday
Tuesday
War is coming. I don't mean an Iraqi war, or even an Afghanistan war - but, the Bible does say that wars and rumors of war will always be around.
Alright, it's probably, mostly rhetoric.
Iran claims it is digging mass graves for U.S. Soldiers as, they claim, if there is a strike against Iran, they are going to hit whatever military bases are in the region, which, apparently, there is one that isn't too terribly far away.
The same as North Korea threatening "Sacred War" when the joint forces of the U.S. and South Korea were doing military exercises in the East Sea. I mean, really, if Iran was really digging out mass graves - which would be a pathetic waste of time IMO - why not show the pics of the excavation equipment that is being used to dig them?
In such an operation, you would have a giant trackhoe (excavator) with a giant loader. Trackoe digs up the ground, loader scoops it up as it is dumped into a pile next to the trackhoe's operations and hauls it off. It either builds a mountain somewhere nearby or is dumping the dirt into waiting dumptrucks.
I see these operations at construction sites every single day. However, none of those sites that I have seen are mass graves being dug out.
The fact of the matter is, if we did a pre-emptive strike, I doubt that strike would be aimed at any civilian population. It would, rather, be done by air and would strike the facilities that are allegedly being used to potentially develop nuclear war heads.
The only graves they would need are the ones for whoever might be AT the facilities that are being targeted. Iran has already noted in several different statements over the years that the U.S. and Israel should be annihilated. This is nothing new coming from them.
North Korea, meanwhile, shoots off 110 rounds as some sort of "deterrent" or agressor against South Korea. South Korea is starting to sound like a broken record: there will be serious reprisals if they do it again. They obviously don't want war or it would already be well underway with the sinking of one of ttheir subs by NK. I don't blame them for not wanting war, but where is the line drawn? How much more does NK have to do before they say enough is enough? NK apparently DOES want war, but at the same time, they want to be able to say that SK and the U.S. started it against them so that they can look good, especially to China, instead of looking like the extreme aggressor they really are.
August 10, 2010 6:00 AM
Anonymous said...
Anyway, I copied and pasted the last half of this entry and then - forgot and copied and pasted something else for work. So, the last portion of this entry is gone - forever. No biggies and.......have a great day!
ben
War is coming. I don't mean an Iraqi war, or even an Afghanistan war - but, the Bible does say that wars and rumors of war will always be around.
Alright, it's probably, mostly rhetoric.
Iran claims it is digging mass graves for U.S. Soldiers as, they claim, if there is a strike against Iran, they are going to hit whatever military bases are in the region, which, apparently, there is one that isn't too terribly far away.
The same as North Korea threatening "Sacred War" when the joint forces of the U.S. and South Korea were doing military exercises in the East Sea. I mean, really, if Iran was really digging out mass graves - which would be a pathetic waste of time IMO - why not show the pics of the excavation equipment that is being used to dig them?
In such an operation, you would have a giant trackhoe (excavator) with a giant loader. Trackoe digs up the ground, loader scoops it up as it is dumped into a pile next to the trackhoe's operations and hauls it off. It either builds a mountain somewhere nearby or is dumping the dirt into waiting dumptrucks.
I see these operations at construction sites every single day. However, none of those sites that I have seen are mass graves being dug out.
The fact of the matter is, if we did a pre-emptive strike, I doubt that strike would be aimed at any civilian population. It would, rather, be done by air and would strike the facilities that are allegedly being used to potentially develop nuclear war heads.
The only graves they would need are the ones for whoever might be AT the facilities that are being targeted. Iran has already noted in several different statements over the years that the U.S. and Israel should be annihilated. This is nothing new coming from them.
North Korea, meanwhile, shoots off 110 rounds as some sort of "deterrent" or agressor against South Korea. South Korea is starting to sound like a broken record: there will be serious reprisals if they do it again. They obviously don't want war or it would already be well underway with the sinking of one of ttheir subs by NK. I don't blame them for not wanting war, but where is the line drawn? How much more does NK have to do before they say enough is enough? NK apparently DOES want war, but at the same time, they want to be able to say that SK and the U.S. started it against them so that they can look good, especially to China, instead of looking like the extreme aggressor they really are.
August 10, 2010 6:00 AM
Anonymous said...
Anyway, I copied and pasted the last half of this entry and then - forgot and copied and pasted something else for work. So, the last portion of this entry is gone - forever. No biggies and.......have a great day!
ben
Monday, August 9, 2010
Malware
I couldn't find malware in the directory and files on my computer if you paid me to. That's why I have Avast, to see that stuff before it installs itself on my computer and remove the threat.
Well, my computer has been running extremely slow lately. I don't just mean on the internet, I mean doing anything on the puter'. Which had me suspicious - I know how to clean everything up to make it run faster.
Today, Avast took over my computer, put a screen the size of the monitor screen up telling me that there are "suspcious files" on your computer and that we "think these may be malware" and asking for permission for their techs to take a look. There were at least 50 files and they all had the same beginning letters and numbers.
I clicked okay, Avast sent them into cyberspace and immediately, my computer started running like a lightning strike.
How long will it last? I'm guessing not long. It seems you don't have to do much to get malware - just visit a website and bam, there you go. If my anti-malware service can't even keep up with this stuff, I have no clue. Buying a new computer does nothing - malware doesn't care if your computer is new or old.
Pond.
That hole? Is getting larger and larger and larger and I have hauled a LOT of dirt out of there. I keep thinking I am getting close and then realize I still have quite a lot to go. I had no idea that this large pre-formed pond was THAT large to have to remove that quantity of dirt. I got quite a lot done today on it, but I can hardly say that yes, tommorrow it will be ready. It's taking forever to get this one hole dug is all Ican say and I am also happy that this is the BIGGEST pond, the rest are smaller so much less dirt to dig out.
Diet.
This is the time of day when it gets harder to deal with it. I try not to eat anything after 6:00 pm. My last food was around 5. I'm going to bed early tonight - 8:30 - which is in 15 minutes so that should be relatively easy as today? I'm not really that hungry right now. 2, thin pork chops with some mashed potatoes. This morning was a oven roasted subway sub sandwich, no mayo, no cheese, no dressing. I hit 194 last week but today was up to 197. Not a big deal, that's the way this thing has been going the entire time.
Work. The third, huge return of this month was done today. We do not normally get huge returns, much less 3 of them in a week's time. When the returns hit the books, all the deliveries I have made thus far this month will not add up to enough to equal the amount of the returns, I don't think anyway, and we will be in the negative.
Life in general.
Pretty, petite blonde walking through my kitchen today, a friend of one of the female tenants. Rather flirtatious is how I will put it.
3 ladies there including the tenant, all 3 of them were out looking for work today. Bummer on that, we all know how lovely the job market is right now. It is almost non-existent concerning new positions opening up.
Well, I'm going to bed.
G'nite.
ben
Well, my computer has been running extremely slow lately. I don't just mean on the internet, I mean doing anything on the puter'. Which had me suspicious - I know how to clean everything up to make it run faster.
Today, Avast took over my computer, put a screen the size of the monitor screen up telling me that there are "suspcious files" on your computer and that we "think these may be malware" and asking for permission for their techs to take a look. There were at least 50 files and they all had the same beginning letters and numbers.
I clicked okay, Avast sent them into cyberspace and immediately, my computer started running like a lightning strike.
How long will it last? I'm guessing not long. It seems you don't have to do much to get malware - just visit a website and bam, there you go. If my anti-malware service can't even keep up with this stuff, I have no clue. Buying a new computer does nothing - malware doesn't care if your computer is new or old.
Pond.
That hole? Is getting larger and larger and larger and I have hauled a LOT of dirt out of there. I keep thinking I am getting close and then realize I still have quite a lot to go. I had no idea that this large pre-formed pond was THAT large to have to remove that quantity of dirt. I got quite a lot done today on it, but I can hardly say that yes, tommorrow it will be ready. It's taking forever to get this one hole dug is all Ican say and I am also happy that this is the BIGGEST pond, the rest are smaller so much less dirt to dig out.
Diet.
This is the time of day when it gets harder to deal with it. I try not to eat anything after 6:00 pm. My last food was around 5. I'm going to bed early tonight - 8:30 - which is in 15 minutes so that should be relatively easy as today? I'm not really that hungry right now. 2, thin pork chops with some mashed potatoes. This morning was a oven roasted subway sub sandwich, no mayo, no cheese, no dressing. I hit 194 last week but today was up to 197. Not a big deal, that's the way this thing has been going the entire time.
Work. The third, huge return of this month was done today. We do not normally get huge returns, much less 3 of them in a week's time. When the returns hit the books, all the deliveries I have made thus far this month will not add up to enough to equal the amount of the returns, I don't think anyway, and we will be in the negative.
Life in general.
Pretty, petite blonde walking through my kitchen today, a friend of one of the female tenants. Rather flirtatious is how I will put it.
3 ladies there including the tenant, all 3 of them were out looking for work today. Bummer on that, we all know how lovely the job market is right now. It is almost non-existent concerning new positions opening up.
Well, I'm going to bed.
G'nite.
ben
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