Monday  semi-early

I actually slept for once.  In saying that I simply mean I got 8 hours of sleep.  I don't typically get that much even tho I always go to bed in time for 7-1/2 hours to 8 or more.  I have no work today and my tractor plans have been thwarted.

Apparently the farm needs the tractor for some sort of work that it is best able to deal with. C'est la vie. However, when they are done with it, they are going to bring it back. Out of the blue yesterday, the boy calls and asks where's the key? I had forgotten to leave it at his trailer and it was in my vehicle. He was over there and needed to load it up.  "I can bring it back, we just have to do some work with it"

Upon arrival, a lady came walking up I had never seen before and I thought this might the overnighters that showed up.  "I'm with him".  Turns out it's the grandma and she owns that particular tractor. I found out the farm was started by her parent's parents many moons ago. A total of 700 plus acres, they've got all kinds of equipment.  And was appreciative for the new tire. So, I was going to do tractor work today, I would, in fact, be out there right now using it while it's still relatively cool outside.

I wasn't terribly unhappy however after the boy said he could bring it back and  do the work. "I can't pay you anything".  Oh it's ok, I need something to do!  He thinks I just want the land cleared out. Well yes, but I have plans which include adding at least 15 more lots. I"ve kind of come to the conclusion that if I ever want to go the tiny home route? I have plenty of land up front.  There's probably 3 acres up there if not a bit more.  It would need some leveling and such.  

However, I am going to try to find out how these other places afford all of these tiny homes. Does a bank finance them? Does the seller have their own financing? I doubt they're paying cash.  Not the nature of the business.  So much I could do if I could get financing on decent terms.  It is  coming down, I've noticed. 

Credit Karma has several offers now for 50k at 13% interest range. That sound high? Well, when it was just showing 25 to 30% interest range, it's a lot better.  In fact, CK has those offers on there and they are guaranteed.  It means they believe I can get any one of those loans so much so that they are willing to pay me $50 if I don't get it.  That's not that much money, but it means that they really, really think I will be approved. I have no idea how they come to these conclusions, but whenever anything says "outstanding" chances of approval? I will get that loan or card if I really want it.

No, I'm not jumping on that just yet, tho if I could pay off all my credit cards my score would go back to skyscraper heights and then I would qualify for even better financing.  The thing I'm looking for is even lower interest rates and thereby making it a smaller monthly payment. Right now? If I took one of those loans, I would lose about $200 in payments.  Great, but what if they come down even more and I could save $400 or more per month? Who knows.  I've basically got a mortgage payment in credit card monthly bills.  It's high, it's something I've been wanting to deal with, just waiting until I can get the right deal. Not going to wait forever, I'm looking at a 4 year loan that has about the same what I'm paying now. Or 5 or 6 year loans which reduce the payment. 

Anyhoo, I have decided I am not taking the prostate medicine. It doesn't cure anything, it's only relief.  I haven't even tried it.  I'm just not on the bandwagon of endless medications that make you feel worse than the symptoms it's treating.  I will not take that cholesterol medicine. I am going to look into seeing if there are any other treatments.  That stuff was too much and that antibiotic? Never again.  I have no control over how my body is going to react to various medications.  I am, instead, going to pursue this degenerative bone situation in my lower back.

After some reading, it appears if that is most likely the source of the pain. It has diminished greatly by no other reason than...nothing.  I don't know why it has done that. My big focus is losing weight to take stress off of that area and everywhere else for that matter.  I've been on the diet for a while now, the weight is coming off slowly but the fat is definitely coming off.  It seems to me that getting rid of 30 pounds would give my back and entire body significant relief. I have yet to hear back from the specialist. 

Well, not "hear back", I haven't received a phone call from them at all.  Are they that busy? Do they make everyone wait for next to forever? If you need a specialist, there must be a reason for it, right? Like, you need relief from something, please get the process started.

BTW, I did not want today off and I have no idea why he gave it to me. I am working tomorrow and then there's nothing in the tablet after that. I need to work and keep busy with it for a while.  

That's it. Sort of.  The newest person showed up yesterday as well as an overnighter. Another overnighter never showed - tho they paid.  I don't have any more overnight reservations until the end of next month, unfortunately.  I am not going to hold lots that long, I will rent one out if that opportunity arises.  Right now, I am getting calls for tiny homes or some place to live. I don't have anything available, sorry.  My coach will be available - sometime in the future but no idea when. Those people are gone and I"m not letting anyone else in it.  And if/when it does get rentable, well no.  I'm not going to rent it. It's going to be a payment plan to purchase it. This time, I will get proof of ability to pay and show me they have a job with a paycheck or government payment or whatever.

OHH! That reminds me, that man gets his money today. I'm hop over there and get in his face. Have that thing out of here...today. It's that or leave.  I don't care which at this point.  Maybe one of his friends will move it if he pays them. I don't know where he would move it to (and I don't care, I want the thing off my property).  The frame would be worth something, but you have to tear everything off of it. The amount you get out of it is not worth the time or energy. 

I don't know how that is going to end, honestly.  I will try to have a professional demeanor about me, that's all I can say. He's pushed this so far, however, it's really starting to annoy me.  It's not like today will be the first day I've been on his doorstep asking him to get rid of that trailer and replace those windows as he promised.  So, today, I will likely issue him a warning: fix this situation or you will be trespassed from the property, as granted by law.  Texas law on this situation is pretty good for owners of RV parks - once I found the correct law including direct reference to RV parks in the statute.  

As for today?  I don't know.  I'm not particularly motivated at this point.  The tractor usage was my plan and now...well there are other things I can do out there I guess.  I want to measure the amount of available room back there and see how many lots I can get in there without cramming them in too close together.

That sardine can, brand new rv park that was being built the next town north of here has opened. There was one trailer in it yesterday, it was amazingly ridiculous.  The lot is so small, as I had mentioned before, there is no breathing space around the trailer.  It's old style antics to cram as many lots in on a small space as you possibly can. People don't like that.  The only way they're filling that place up is if they give highly discounted rates. I doubt that place will affect me at all, I'm 30 miles away, I just comment on it because of the setup.  

The other place on the other side of town? Well I'm going to go back there today now that I have permission to enter the property and see what it has. From the satellite view, the lots were crammed into together. That and the video they have in their ad. But, sometimes appearances on videos aren't realistic, hence I want to see with my own eyes.  I can say that looking at the video, it appears that the lots are maybe 15 feet apart?  I dunno how he thinks tiny homes are going to appealing to anyone wanting to buy one on a lot that small. You have no room for a yard or anything, really. 

Ok,, I see what he's doing now.  He has "RV's for rent and in park financing available".  This guy has 4 other small parks.  He must have money, I don't.  Advantage - him, not me.  I think renting RV's is a bad idea now that I've done the research. Much better to sell them on payments and get a decent down payment in case they trash the thing.  The biggest complaint I've seen from park owners renting them is that people that rent them? Know nothing about RV's, how they operate, the do's and the dont's.  

That is significant for RV's are unique in how everything is done inside of them.  I read too many horror stores of people breaking things that were costly repairs because they had no idea what they were doing - even after being walked through and shown how to operate all of it.  

I like the idea of tiny homes - a long as the person moving in already owns the home and they are responsible for everything beyond a lot and power, sewer and water.  But, I'll be doing more research on it.  I want an RV park, not a mobile home looking thing.  

There are all kinds of financing options, tbh, SBA loans are popular. They require a lot of paperwork and the same kind of thing you go through with a house mortgage application.  Endless emails, phone calls and text messages.  I haven't really wanted to go through that again.  It just gets maddening after it goes on every day for several weeks in a row.  

I'm not going to concern myself with that today, it's just nothing I want to deal with right now. I'm working towards getting the motivation up to tackle it sooner or later.  As it stands, I'm giving the boy 2 months free rent - IF - he brings that tractor back AND he does the work. That is the deal and it is non-negotiable.  I made myself clear to him. Fortunately, he has a good head on his shoulders, he understands things that people 3 times his age have trouble comprehending for unknown reasons.  

Well, my motivation levels are high right now to deal with this dude and his trashed trailer. Going to head over there and get this done.

G'day

 Sunday - early

Cooking food for lunch today, I am sitting here waiting for the salmon patties to be thoroughly cooked and then? I can leave. Actually, it's about 25 minutes until my normal departure time.

With those people gone, I just have one more situation to deal with. I have confronted the man several times now, it's getting old.  So, the next thing is to tell him to use his money he's getting in a few days and get rid of that trailer.  I'll see what he says about that before I start discussing his departure from the park. If he says no, or he says yes but doesn't do it, I will tell him to leave. Immediately.  Go...somewhere...else.

Anyway, it's Sunday, don't particularly feel like working and I definitely don't feel like going through the rigarmoroo of attempting to get a security guard to the scales.  The plant isn't opened on Sundays for the logging trucks so the scales are closed as well.  Sometimes they show up in 5 minutes, one time they didn't show up for 2 hours : )

Lots of tractor work left to do, but I have tomorrow off so I will endeavor to get up early, go over there and put 4 or 5 hours on the machine. If the tires hold out, that is.   It would be nicer if it wasn't so hot outside, it just makes it difficult to stay out there in the glaring sun, heat and humidity attempting to get stuff done on that thing.  

Allen? No word from him. I guess he's staying down there another week before coming back up.  I am definitely suspicious that there are marital issues for the lady has moved back in now that he's gone.  I will be looking to see if she does it again when he shows back up.

Well, I guess I'm not very talkative this morning. Kind of tired.  Think I'll just get my lunch packed up and get out of here early.

G'day

 Saturday - early

So, it's 5 something am and I'm out in the kitchen putting hot water into the thermos. I like to do that before dumping coffee into it so you don't lose a lot of heat from the coffee in transferring it to the thermos.  Suddenly, there is talking behind me.  I probably jumped several feet.  Scared the s*** out of me!  The 7 year old.  What are you doing out of bed? You know it's only 5:30?  I'm going to watch TV! 

So, this kid can't get out of bed for school - trust me, mama has issues with getting him up every day - but he can race out of bed to watch tv on Saturday mornings?  It's the mindset, I know.  Monday-Friday it's getting up for school and he hates school, but Saturday? FREEEEEE dayyyyyy!

I slept poorly.  I had just fallen asleep when one of the phones dinged.  Kids! Turning the ringers on when I keep them turned off, gag.  

Ok, now both  of them are up.  Well whatever. I got up early to be able to drink some coffee and relax and that's what I'm doing. I don't want to get to the washout before 8:00 am.  

So, RFK has dropped out of the race and endorsed Trump.  This may very well be a game changer.  He had more republicans supporting him than democrats, according to the stats anyway. We'll see the change in the polls, I don't put much credence in them but they are fun to watch and see people lose their ever-loving minds over them.  Trump is losing now! ... they say.  I know, they say it's a scientific method to come up with say, 1,000 registered voters to use them as a pulse for how the entire nation is going to vote, I don't believe it.  

Number 1, I have looked into polls and found them "sampling" more democrats than republicans.  Well, isn't the number of dems and republicans about the same percentage?  So what sense does that make?  Or the way they word the polls.  It's designed to come up with the results they want them to come up with, depending on who is doing it.  But but but...they say. Anyway, the dems are already having a meltdown.  You know they will bash and excoriate RFK and they have already started doing so.  Surprise, not. 

Today is the day those coach dwellers leave.  I have no idea whether they will do so voluntarily or if they are going to be jackasses about it and attempt some legal maneuver.  Such as, we're here, you can't make us leave. No, I can't physically force you to leave, but the county sheriff's department will force you out of there, off my property and trespass you. I only have this faint feeling of it because the lady has played this game for a long time at other places, I found out.  She was thrown out of the hotel she was staying in, she owed them a couple thousand dollars.  

The thing that makes me want to get rid of them is that they aren't doing a damn thing about their situation. It's called work. Work can suck, it can be good - depends on where you're working and what you're doing - but it's a necessary thing in life if you don't want to be homeless.  Those kids are perfectly capable of getting jobs as is she.  They're just leeches feeding off the good graces of people who try to help others out in need.  These are the type of people that I just can't deal with.  Whatever got into their minds to tell them they can just free load their entire lives?  Doesn't work with me. Especially a 17 year old and a 20 something.  There are plenty of jobs in town, they don't pay a lot but it's a helluva lot better than nothing. 

And this other dude.  Who brought that disgusting trailer in. I"m just going to wait until the 26th now, that is when he gets paid from the government.  I'm going to go pound on his door and tell him to sit there and order a tow truck or someone to get that thing off of my property.  I'll wait.  You don't believe me? I'll sit right there and tell him to either do that or get off of my property. If I have to deal with a pile of junk trailer, at least it won't be with him around.  The other trailer that is being stored there? That family finally paid for 3 months worth of storage fees. 

I don't want the thing stored there, they just haven't been able to sell it yet. They've had people over there looking at it. It's fairly nice trailer, newer, in decent condition, dunno if they're asking too much for it or what.  

Anyway, I need to get moving.  Time to leave in 5 minutes.

G'day.

 In other news, the people that paid for a lot for the month at the beginning of this month - but never showed, were over there a few minutes ago.  3 lots available, they didn't know which one they wanted.  Said they would let me know in a couple of days.  I didn't particularly care for that idea, but didn't say anything.  What if someone calls and wants one of the empty lots?  

And sure enough, immediately after that call, a man called in looking for a lot.  He said he had showed up "a couple of years ago I think" but you weren't open yet.  Umm, well maybe I don't remember, I opened the park at the beginning of last year.  So now, I had this guy wanting the back in lot and I have no clue what these other people want.  Long discussion and I told him I'd find out right away about what lot these other people want.

I called them, no answer. Texted - I have a person that wants the back in lot, but you have first dibs on it.  Do you think you'll want that one?  I am not going to be holding up lots for people even if they paid for it.  Make up your mind, please, I have a business to run. I obviously don't say that to people, that would probably be considered as rude, lol.  

They texted back one word: No. I didn't figure they'd want it because they allegedly bought a giant 5th wheel. It will fit in the lot easily, but there isn't a lot of parking space in front if the thing is a 42' long model.  So, I called this other dude back:  They don't want it. The guy paid over the phone and I'm very happy.  Now I'm back down to 1 lot not rented and I'm leaving that open for overnight use.  

I'm happy because I have to pay the guy for the damage done to his truck by that workamper. He finally had it fixed at a cost of $275. That's actually quite reasonable, I was expecting much more than that. I am very happy to have that man and his wife gone.  The drama queens of the century (until the next ones come along anyway), it was a ridiculous atmosphere he was creating with lies, accusations and verbal confrontations.  Which reminds me, I need to get that check sent out.  

Tomorrow I have the early load. Very thankful for that, I don't like getting up that early but I even more dislike getting done late in the day on the second load.  It leaves a good portion of the afternoon available for whatever instead of getting back at 5:00 pm or whatever and having nothing left.  As it stands I was awake at 5:00 am this morning anyways. 

Electric bill showed up.  Around $1,900.  That's not bad, actually. Not compared to last year with a bill of over $2,500.  I mean, it's "Ouch!" high, but it's not slam your finger with a hammer high.  I'll take whatever blessings I can get when I get them and thank God for them. We had some cool days this last billing period, many of them actually, which was amazing in itself for being the middle of the summer.  I assume that's what is at play in a lower bill.  It could also be people that were here last year that are no longer might have had AC problems and drawing a huge amount of electricity or just setting the AC at the lowest temp and leaving it there 24 hours a day.  

Oh! And Cigna.  They sent me a letter. After further review, we have determined that the scan will be paid for.  Yes! $800 I don't have to pay! Well, I paid $300 already but I fully expect that money to be refunded.  I'll give them a little time, if they don't send it then I'll be contacting them. This is the facility I got the scan at, not Cigna. 

 More than I expected, I thought I was going in there to hear about the cat scan.

Nope.  Took me to a bathroom, said pee into this giant funnel, urinate completely out if you can and leave it there.

Ok?  

Next, we are going to take a blood draw to test PSA levels.  I know what that means, they are looking for cancer.  That scared me a little but I was assured they do this with everyone in such circumstances.  Not that I had a choice.  I tend to get a little dizzy with blood draws like that, I turned me head and just didn't watch it.  I was fine, actually and amazingly for me. That's the second time in a couple of weeks a blood draw didn't have me feeling like I was about to pass out.

Next? Ultrasound to see how much of my bladder emptied out.  This including pulling my pants and underwear down right there for the lady to see. I thought that a bit strange, I guess she does that all day long and didn't phase her at all.  I was wondering why she brought some sort of lubricant in, I was thinking, no way do they need to do a "prostate exam" after getting a cat scan? So, I accepted that as a much better alternative, the ultrasound a much better deal, regardless of the semi-nakedness.  I wasn't particularly caring for all of this.

After that and only a few minutes later, the doc came in.  The scan showed nothing abnormal except some sort of degeneration of the lower back, I am assuming the spine.  Didn't know that. I don't have any pain there.  Strange.  He said he would forward it to my doc and then it can be addressed by a specialist.  How do they address that?  Whatever. That's for another day, I haven't even heard back from the specialist about my arm.  

He said the PSA results would be back Monday. So, if I don't hear from you that a good sign, yes? Yes, we'll have you back in 3 months to examine you again.  

He asked if I was taking the medication and I flatly said no, giving my reasoning and offering that I might cut the pill up and take a third of it to see what will happen. He was fine with that and said it will likely offer relief.

However, there are no kidney stones and the mystery of why I was experiencing pain was not solved.  The cat scan was on that kidney and my pelvic area, if there was something there, it would have showed it.  The pain has rescinded quite a lot but it's not completely gone.  I don't really know what to do about that now except take the medication and see if that is the reason? I don't think so, I think we are dealing with 2 separate problems here.  Urination was slowing for a while, that is just an issue older guys get a lot.  It doesn't necessarily mean cancer, it just means you have an enlarged prostate and if it gets too big? Guess what? They cut it out of there.  

Yeah, I don't want to do that if at all possible.

I have no idea what to think but I do know I might be worrying a little bit until after Monday.  I don't want to hear from the doctor, putting it mildly.

I ended up going to IHOP again, third time there in a couple of weeks time, I might as well enjoy a nice breakfast.   It was nice even with 3 young kids screaming and making all kinds of noise at a table not far from me, the parents doing nothing about it.  Yeah, no one is going to tell me you can't quiet kids down if you want to. It was very loud, but I did my best to tune it out. 

After that, over to the park.  I went to Home Depot before IHOP and picked up 4 bottles of wasp spray. I walked all over the area where the ground hornets had been at, I only saw a couple of them and yes, I sprayed them. That did not arouse any other hornets. I was kicking piles of brush attempting to find out where they moved to. Wherever it is, it is nowhere in that particular area.  I doubt they moved far, tho.  I am guessing moving the tractor around will eventually get them all riled up again if I happen to run over their new nesting spot. I am ready to kill every last one of them with a fresh bottle of spray. 

Home. I was going to get on the tractor but the doc office did something psychological to me to the extend I decided to go home instead of doing tractor work.  

I have things I need to get done, but instead, I think I will get a glass of ice cold unsweetened tea, of which I add Monkfruit sweetener to - calorie free stuff - and just relax for a while.  I could still go back to the property if my mind changes about that.  I did go over and check the tires on the tractor, they are all holding air.  

I am pretty happy with the progress I've made on both the front and back. Still plenty to go but I have cleared out a lot of land. I'm more than half done, at least and can safely say that without hesitation.

Tomorrow, the coach people need to leave.  I am quite serious about it and if they ask for time extension, it will be denied. They've had 2-1/2 weeks to find a place, I am very tired of hearing that generator on all the time.  I can't imagine the gasoline bill that has been created to keep that thing running.  I just know they need to leave and I will address them directly if they think they are going to stay.  Get out or I will call the Sheriff and have you removed from the property.

Let's hope it doesn't have to go that far, I just hope they will leave peacefully. For where? I don't know, probably another city where they have shelters and programs for homeless. There are none in our town, I know this because the people in the local gossip group answer that question frequently for someone trying to find shelter.  I know that Shreveport has them and Longview as well.  I mean, if the young people wanted to work, they could have figured that out by now.  They have access to transportation via the lady that is already living in the park. 

Anyway, I'm getting offa here. 

 Friday 8:15 am

Doc appointment 30 miles away at 9:45.  I'll be leaving here around 9. I don't know what kind of news I'll hear, just brace myself and hope nothing terrible comes out of the doc's mouth.  Pray.  Seek the Lord.  

Day 2 of being off work yet again, but that will end tomorrow and probably go on for a while.  Last paycheck was a thousand dollars and the next one will be similar, so yes, time to get busy. 

Yesterday, I went over to the property to continue with the tractor work.  And yes, I ran into yet another ground hornet's nest and yes, they instantly went crazy looking for something to sting, the perpetrator must be nearby, let's get him!  I moved away from there, not far tho, and continued working.  After a while, I forgot about them and moved back over there, lol.

Mistake.  They were still swarming all over the place, lots of them. I probably destroyed their nest and they'll have to build a new one. The thing is, I don't want them building a new nest anywhere on my property.  I used up almost an entire can of wasp spray. I'll be stopping for several more cans of a different type. This stuff sprayed out foam and emptied the can out quickly. I don't want foam. I started clearing the area near the main driveway in the back to start giving myself a view of what it might look like if I had it filled with pads.

Anyway, those wasps were holding me up so I eventually left.  

The drama yesterday afternoon, tho...

Nest cameras save the day. Yesterday, the neighbor's mechanic was pulling into the neighbor's driveway, he was there to fix his vehicle.  .  A random person went up to him and stabbed him multiple times in the armpit and shoulder area, close to the guy's heart.  We didn't see or hear this, we were in doors, tho my dog was out there barking incessantly.  I mean, according to the mechanic, this guy just came up and started stabbing him, saying nothing to him. 

We later saw a video of the mechanic walking up to the door of the neighbor's house, shouting he's been stabbed.  

Police, fire and ambulance show up. A lot of police.  They come over to our house, do you have any cameras? Yes but so far we've found nothing.  

It takes time to go through video surveillance and find what you may be looking for. The first thing I found was footage of the man screaming.  He had just been stabbed and was yelling for help. Again, I heard none of this and my window and room are located at their side of the house and facing towards the street.  Anyway, we're going through the footage and sure enough, there was a man walking up the street towards their house just before the stabbing occurred, like seconds.  

The police had already nabbed an person of interest, the man had run off, going through people's yards trying to get away from the scene of the crime.  Once we were able to bring up a video of the man walking past our house, the police confirmed that it was the person they had nabbed. I saw a pic of the man, he appeared to be latino and early 20's, maybe even a teenager. 

This man? An illegal alien.  Crime of opportunity, he saw the guy pulling up and just decided he was going to steal the car.  We know this for a fact now for the man admitted what his intentions were. Couldn't speak a word of English.  My neighbor was fuming.  He's an ex Sheriff, if he had been out there when this happened, that illegal would be dead right now.  Guaranteed.  He did have the presence of mind to tell the police to lock down the school nearby. It's maybe a 1,000 feet away if that.  The police argued with him, but he insisted.  

I mean, here we are in the middle of nowhere, basically, a town of 22,500 population, and we are experiencing violent crime at the hands of these illegals crossing the river 600 miles south of here?  It puts a whole new perspective on the problem of unvetted illegals coming across and just being distributed throughout the countryside.  We have no idea how many of these individuals are capable of committing this type of violent crime.  

Yet, the people that are opposed to open borders are labeled brown skin haters.  It's the leftists that make these absurd statements, running their mouths off.  I posted this story in a mostly leftist facebook political debate group and the response?  Man up, quit your crying. I wasn't crying, I just stated what happened and at whose hands it occurred.  You are lying!  One of them actually said: "We don't care!".  

This is the state of the democrat party.  It's a broad sweeping generalization, yes, but I've been watching this crap since they were calling the rioting and burning down of cities "peaceful protests", starting with House and Senate leftists.  Even encouraging it and applauding them.  

So now, you wonder if this can happen again? Do you let the kids out to play? Do you carry a piston on your person even around your house now?  We always have loaded guns nearby, out of the reach of kids, but this?  Makes me want to stay armed constantly.  This town has a lot of illegals in it, I dunno why they come here but they do. You think it couldn't happen again?  I don't know that.  I'm going to consider stopping at a gun store on the way home from the doc appointment and see if that have a smaller pistol to carry. I have a small one but it's still too big to carry comfortably out of sight.  You don't need a concealed carry permit in Texas, but I have one anyway because I got it before that law came into effect.

As for right now? It's time to leave. 

G'day

 Wednesday - night

I haven't watched any of the DNC, to start out with. Just don't know that I can stomach that garbage. I've seen a few of the highlights....Andy Beshear certainly made some waves with his ridiculous statement about Vance.

Anyway, today. Well, Just like any other workday, get up early, get in the truck, get on the road.  68 miles up the road on Highway 59 - very busy highway - a buzzer goes off with a light.  Oil pressure.  I look over at the oil pressure gauge and it's dropping like a bolt of lightning.  80 to 40 in a second and then down to zero.  

I turned the truck off before I even started over to the shoulder.  Truck engines are around 35k nowadays, maybe even more for that thing, a CAT engine. You run it without oil, you burn the engine up.  

I get out of the truck after getting it stopped and see oil all over everything. Amazing how all this oil was spurting out everywhere and I never saw a drop of it from inside the cab, just the way the truck is built.  The entire driver's side, underside and tanker were covered with it.  Open up the hood and there it was: fuel pump had 3 nuts gone and the pump popped out enough to spurt out oil literally everywhere.  Gallons and gallons of it.

It was then I knew the day was done.  I called the company, they sent out Love's, the mechanics had a heck of a time finding a repair kit. It's just the hardware and an O ring to put it back together.  This was an easy fix, it was just finding the stuff to fix it with.  I was there for 3 hours and 17 minutes.  

I was very happy that it was cool outside, long before the summer heat was going to kick in.  It's been getting cool in the mornings and that was a plus.  After that, over to a truck wash.  Love's opened up their version of one a while back at the facility in Prescott, AR.  I had never used it before, was hoping for a nice outcome.

I didn't get that. 2 men spent a little time on it but were lazy @$$es getting by with as little as possible.  They got around 85% of the oil off of everything and called it good. The wheels were still dirty, the tank was dirty, they did a horrible job.  Blue Beacon puts an entire crew of people on your truck when you go in there and for less money with far better results.  I had no choice, they wanted the thing cleaned up to go into the plant.  

I didn't say anything to them, no time for it nor desire to get into it with anyone.  I just left and went to the plant. That was one thing that did go right.  54 minutes and the tank was emptied out.  Amazingly fast, I wondered if they had unclogged something in the outlet tube and valve when they went inside it?

Yes, they had to get inside the tanker in order to clean all the dried up chunks of glue out of it yesterday.  I knew they were going to say that, the price tag to do it tho wasn't near what the manager was saying it would cost. He said over a grand, they actually charged $555.  The manager at the washout warned me.  It's as good as I can get it, I chipped away at everything with a shovel but some of it wouldn't come off.  If it falls over after this, nothing I can tell you.  

I didn't care, I was happy I didn't have to drive to Crossett to get it cleaned out and from the way it was working today? I'm perfectly fine with the results.  

Today is James birthday so we went to a local mexican food restaurant that has the goods. We're talking some of the best Mexican food in town. It's a small establishment, most people do take out but this time we sat down to eat.  

And now? The day is done.  I have tomorrow and Friday off because I have that doc appointment on Friday.  I didn't really want it off, I need the money but whatever. They've got me working this weekend of course.  Still, 2 days off, I can go to the property and continue on with the tractor work.  We're in the second week of having it there.  It's working, it just takes time. I would guess that I am close to half done with both ends?  Which reminds me, get some 25 foot wasp spray so I can kill off that hornet's nest.

I won't even go back there now until I get that done first. 

 Wrote this yesterday/Monday, forgot to post. 

This stuff messes with my head.

2 minutes ago, I braved the waters of never-before-taken drugs and popped a cholesterol pill.   This stuff have far few side effects listed than the prostate stuff, in fact, apparently the biggest one to look for is muscle spasms.  

No worries, I'm home atm.

I spent 6 hours messing around with the tractor, including going to Harbor Freight and getting a 12 volt air pump for tires. It had a slow leak, I'm not fixing it right away. I also realized that the problem with the tires is not my fault.  They are severely dry rotted.  Well of course they're going to pop, that's what dry rotted tires do.  If/when this one goes, I'm going to tell the boy that I don't feel responsible to replace it without some kind of trade going on here, namely: free use of the tractor for a month.  

No, I'm going to tell him about it now that I think of it and he can go take a look. I have no idea if he understands dry rot and how it affects tires, especially tires being put under load like that.  

Do you want to know why I left, tho? It had nothing to do with the tires, for now it's working.  You see, I got stung by "something", I wasn't sure what.  It was a fairly painful sting, but I didn't see anything flying around so I continued on.  I don't have time to let stings stop me.  No, what stopped me was when I was pushing a large pile of brush over weeds still in the ground.  Somewhere in there? Was  a hornet's nest.

Recall a few years ago when the whole front of the property was a forest and I was trudging through it, attempting to determine where to have trees cut down and putting ribbons around trees and such. Or something like that, it's kind of a blur atm, I'd have to go back and refresh my memory.  Yes, that's it, it was when I was still thinking I was going to build the park near the front of the property.  I had happened, unwittingly, upon a hornet's nest and I got stung a minimum of 50 times.  

I was not going through that again. I put that tractor in reverse and just floored it backwards.  There were hundreds of them things flying around trying to find whatever messed their home up so they could attack. They got close to me but I was moving right along and eventually, they stopped coming.  I only got that one sting.  But if you think I was sticking around for any more of that today? You are highly mistaken.  

I will have to go to Walmart and get a couple bottles of that wasp spray that has a 25 foot stream. I will kill every single one of those things, gleefully I might add.  

I also pulled the tanker back to where I could get a hose to the top and spray the thing out and get the glue loosened up on it.  A few hundred gallons of water later, it probably won't make a difference. I think they will have to have someone get down inside of the thing to clean it out. The reason being is there are large, flat chunks that kept falling as I was spraying the sides.  It's the reason I put a huge pool of water in the bottom of it, maybe it will dissolve those chunks? If it could do that, I can just take it to the regular washout.  I will probably go back over a little later and take a look.  I kind of think the water will dissolve the chunks into a liquid.  

But who knows. The manager was not sounding too keen on a thousand dollar bill to clean the thing out.  Yes, well he knew about it, he even brought it up.  In other words, he knew the tanker hadn't been cleaned out since the day I stopped driving.  Shrugs shoulders.  He could have had another driver come and pull it down to the washout.  Most drivers are willing to help out like that and of course they get paid for it.

But, it did spark an idea. Why not just spray the thing out with the garden hose whenever I get back from a run if I know it's going to be down for several days?  I can and do leave a pool of water at the bottom of the tanker, that keeps everything that ends up down on the bottom in a liquid state and keeps the valves down there from gumming up.  I don't wonder if I spray it out directly after I get back - so only a few hours after emtying it out - if it won't do a good enough job that it can sit for however long and the rest can be dealt with at the washout when I get there?  Or if I had a pressure washer, even better. I don't have to deal with the glue contaminated water, the washout deals with that.  No, folks, I don't dump it on the ground.  I am not that irresponsible and I would hate to foul up the underground drinking water supply.  

And here it comes, I'm already feeling funny. Wonderful.  Too late.  I figure that prostate medicine? I'm going to cut the thing into quarters.  It's heavy dosage after reading about it online, I will start with lower dosage and see how my body handles it. But right now? I'm seeing how things go with this stuff.  I feel a bit concerned about having high cholesterol and having had it for some time now.  If it goes okay - I can deal with initial onset of minor side effects if that's all it is, apparently the body will adapt to it - I will take it for the 6 months it's prescribed for.  

But boy howdy, did that set in quick. This is why I hate taking drugs.  It's not in my mind, I can feel whatever is happening.  It's why I'm afraid to take that prostate medicine, I don't care if everyone else took it and they are fine. I have always had more severe reactions to drugs than most people.  Penicillin was the first time I found that out at the age of 10 years old.  I was allergic to dairy, chocolate and whatever else when I was a kid with hospital visits if I ate a Tootsie Roll. It was so disgusting, I loved tootsie rolls but the hospital stuff was for the birds and at a very young age, I learned my friends were apples, bananas and "fake milk", the powered stuff that I came to love.  

How can you love powered milk? Well, when you're 5 years old and you can't drink regular milk, you learn how to precisely mix it (I started learning to cook, bake and generally put things together in the kitchen at the age of 5, mostly because I was sick frequently and couldn't go outside when I was) and then put it in the fridge and chill it nicely.  Just like drinking 0% fat milk, you get used to it over time. I can tell ya, tho, when I was 12 years old and said to myself, screw it, I'm going to try some real milk? And it didn't make me sick?  I drank gallons of it on a weekly basis. Like, wow, this is great and so tasty! 

Well, I'll write later about any side effects if it gets worse than this.  I find it odd that my manager hasn't called today. He said last week that work starts back up Tuesday - which is tomorrow.  I've been off for so long now, it's one of those things. You take work off for too long and you don't want to go back.  And so, you need the money but you don't want to be the first to make the call.  If they don't call, what's another day?!! lol

I am still contemplating moving that boat, but for right now, I'm going to sit here and see what happens. If an hour passes and this is the worst it gets, I'm probably going to go out there, move all of that stuff including a pickup, a trailer, numerous bicycles and other stuff, hook up to the boat and pull it over there.  I don't think the thing is going to be finished in less than a month, so I don't really want to pay to register it right now.  Not so great that the license plate is completely missing tho.  Still, it's only 4 miles and now I have a portable air compressor, I can air the tires up without having to go to the gas station.

It was only $29 at Harbor Freight and I did, indeed, buy the 1 year warranty. After asking them where you bring it back - can I bring it here if it breaks or do I have to send it somewhere - and the lady smiling saying bring it here! I was sold on that idea. I doubt that thing will last a year.  It was on sale and so, I think the $7 spent to warranty it was probably worth it.  

Kids were not real happy about school this morning.  "I'm tired". You went to bed at 7:30 last night, how can you be tired? Did you have trouble going to sleep? Yes.  I tried to.  Oh well, it's still the beginning of the school year for all intents and purposes and getting used to getting up at 5:40 am when you were getting up whenever you wanted to and usually at least 2 hours later than that?  Yeah, I can see that being tough at first. 

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No call from the manager.  I haven't figured out yet how I feel.  But it seems like I have all of this energy all of a sudden.  I've had drugs give me opposite side effects before....I dunno if it's that or I'm just tired of sitting around so much. I just haven't had the energy. Forcing my @$$ out of bed at 5:30 am was a good thing and I'm still going.

I did, indeed, get most of the stuff out of the way of the boat. I just need to hook the pickup up to the trailer that's in front of it, pull it out and then hook the boat up and pull that out and then...put the other trailer back where the boat was.  I'm not sure I'm doing that today but if I am, I'm going to ask James' help if he doesn't work too late.  

I don't have any muscle spasms. It has only been a couple of hours so I dunno, just waiting this one out.  

 Monday - early

I do not have work today, I got up early to get readjusted to work life.  Tomorrow, I am highly likely to get a load and regardless of how I feel, I need to get back to work. I am expecting some information from this cat scan today, if I don't get it I will call the urologist and ask about it. 

Just going to go over to the park and do a couple of hours of tractor work before it gets hot.  It's been getting extremely warm here during the peak heat hours of the day and I just don't want to work out in that.  You are completely exposed on that tractor, there is no canopy attached to it. 

I'm only waiting until 8:00 am so I don't make excessive noise too early in the day.  

I will continue work on the rear portion as that is what I really want to get completely cleared out, sans some trees that are re-growing that are no Sweetgum trees.  At least 2/3rd's of those have been wiped out, which was the initial goal but the end goal, if possible, is to get the entire thing down to dirt.  Hopefully the grass will grow back, tho that is definitely not going to happen right now as the ground is bone dry and there isn't a drop of rain forecast for quite a while.  

Well I take that back.  I check the forecast daily. Somehow, a huge storm front is moving through, but it's to the east of us.  Probably 45 miles away over in Bossier City/Shreveport area.  We aren't getting any of that, as much as I would like it to. A little rain would loosen up the soil and make it easier to get those trees uprooted out of the ground.  Yup, the sky is quite dark to the east of us. 

I don't have much.  Just a bit tired as my sleep has been all over the board.  It wasn't terrible last night but not great either.  I do want to get the boat over there, I'm thinking of today, maybe. The license plate is gone, I have no idea what happened to that and it's unregistered. It's only 4 miles to the property, but I dunno if I want to take that chance. At the same time, i don't really want to pay to register the thing until it's completely ready to go? Lol, just not sure about that one.

Oh, well the tires are half flat - still, the nearest gas station with an air pump is only maybe a half mile away. It's been sitting quite a while.  I figure those ladies can get it nicely cleaned up, install all of that stuff and get it lake ready in a relatively short period of time. I want to put a new bilge pump on it as well and still need to buy another marine battery for the engine itself.

Regardless, it's 7:35 am and I think I will mosey on over there.

 Sunday mid-morning

I was put on a bit of a scare 2 days ago.  No, not my health, who knows where that's at, still waiting for the results of the cat scan.  

There is this guy that is also in a couple of the RV park owner's/managers forum that I have seen posting for quite a while and we've even discussed things with each other in those forums. 

So, the first thing that happened is him posting in my Facebook selling page.  It's up to 2.5k people now. Still kind of small but over time, it's slowly but consistently been growing.  So I saw this post, never heard of the place, looked at the video of the lots, thought, hmm, those are super-close together and moved on.

Then? He contacts me via Facebook messenger. I'm opening up a new RV park in (my town)!  He names the name of the park. Where is it located? "In your town!"  He names the name of it and no, I've never heard of it.  I instantly thought, another RV park in this town?  We got into a conversation, this is a tight market here, I said, a lot  of competition.  I"m only concerned about me, he replied. That was when things went from, dang another RV park to, what the heck is up with this dude?  

He owns 4 or 5 small parks all over the region.  He was pretty suck up and selfish and I eventually got tired of it and got out of the conversation. All me, me, me and "I'm not concerned about anyone else or what they're doing", I'm "taking care of myself" and much worse than that.  

Well, I have to see this place to see what kind of amenities he may have and what level of competition he's going to pose.  So, load up the kids (parents were still out of town) and drive over there.  The first thing we see is a huge graveyard.  Very well kept, yes, lots of fresh flowers all over the place, yes, but still - a cemetery.  Right next to it is this guy's "new" RV park.  I pretty much put out a sigh of relief when I realized this was Leigh RV park originally, then it apparently was sold and had a new name on it and apparently sold again and now this guy is slapping the new name on it.

In other words, it is not a new RV park.  I didn't want to drive onto the property for I didn't have permission to and I'm just not going there, so I pulled up Google maps and put it in the satellite mode.  All I could see out front was maybe 10 spots, most of them filled.  Google showed a bunch of new spots well in the back, out of site.  I noticed on the map that these sites are all very close together the same as what it appeared on the video on the ad.  

Strike one is the junky appearance of the place and considering he's opening tomorrow, it doesn't appear he's doing anything about that. Strike 2 is the new entrance he created, which takes you right next to the graveyard.  Strike 3 are all these new lots that appear like they are so close together, 2 rigs with slideouts wouldn't fit next to each other.  

One of the kids started shaking his head.  Now, I haven't really said anything about this graveyard besides, oh wow, there's a cemetery right there!  Nope.  Not me, I wouldn't live next to that, that's totally creepy! A 9 year old likely voicing the sentiments of lots of people.  

Oh, strike 4, actually, it's right next to the highway.  Sorry, I don't get the appeal of being right next to busy highways with lots of noise.  I know there are a lot of RV parks that position themselves in such places, convenience I guess. If you are driving and just need a place to stop, that may be appealing.  This highway basically leads to "nowhere".  Literally, one of the names up the road is named uncertain, lol.  There's a lake, there's fun stuff, but as far as a main thoroughfare? No.  

So, even tho he may take some business from the rest of us, the alarm bells are gone.  I'll monitor it and see what happens.  If he doesn't post his prices, I'll have someone call that actually owns and RV and ask them for their rates.  He is positioned for for taking a share of any highway workers that will come in when that Interstate construction begins.  It may be what he's looking for.  That's another ... year off? 

So, we get into another conversation yesterday and he offers to sell me the place.  Umm, ok?  How much?  2 million. Good thing he wasn't in the same room for I busted out laughing. That park isn't worth half that amount of money.  He will do owner financing with 12% down, which comes up to 260k. Lol, if I had 260k, I wouldn't dump it into that place.  I would use some or a lot of it to increase my park lots and add amenities.  I don't know where he's going to find a person to dump that much money down on a place like that. I never asked  his terms - length of time to pay it off and interest rate, he's clearly out just a shark in the RV park waters attempting to take advantage of some poor soul that wants in the business and doesn't know what they are doing. 

Ok, I just spent some time writing that out, but it was .... interesting to say the least.  I'm glad I decided to drive over there and see for myself what's going on there.  Now that I have permission to drive onto his property, I'm going to see this addition to the  place for myself.  It's just weird that the entrance to the park is also the entrance to a large cemetery.....

Sunday, going to get ready for church in a bit.  Kids are consumed with TV in the living room and bedroom, I don't go begging them to go to church. They know it's Sunday, if they don't show any interest, I just go by myself and oh well.  I do want to go, that's all I know.  I know how it is having parents forcing me to go to church every Sunday and that just doesn't work. You just create the environment for rebellion. It has to be their choice if they want to go or not, IMO.  

I dunno what else. Oh, yes, the new guy.  He disappeared for 3 days and I got a call last night that we need to do a wellness check. Ok?  I was going to go over there, but they decided to do it again...no one told me there was even an issue going on.  LIke, no one had seen him for 3 days.  He's probably hiding, I thought, because he can't find anyone to haul that junk trailer off the lot. I won't pull it, it looks extremely unsafe. It's missing 2 of it's wheels and I was surprised after seeing it that anyone would take the risk pulling that thing from 30 miles away.  Or that they hadn't been pulled over, they must have gotten lucky and no troopers or sheriff deputies saw them pulling it.   

Whatever.  He also didn't get the windows done, he was supposed to have someone come over there yesterday to do that.  No show, don't know, I'm going to be paying him a visit today.  I am at the end of my limits with this dude and his junk.  This trailer he has now isn't bad, it just needed a broken window fixed and a new panel put over the water heater access.  And washed, it needs a bath.  So who knows.  I'm afraid I'm going to get stuck with the cost of having that thing removed from my property.  He's broke, doesn't get his monthly check until the 26th. 

What else? The people in the coach. The sister that was already living in the park virtually begged me on the phone to let them stay another week. "We've been all over the place looking for a place for them..".  Ok? I want them off my property. There are adults in there that are perfectly capable of getting a job somewhere.  I know, work, sounds horrible to some people.  Like, can't we just live for free? They aren't paying anything for anything.  After a while of this, I agreed to another week. As long as they haven't been there a month, it's easy to get them off the property if it comes to forcing them out. I told her don't ask me for any more time after this, they are leaving.  I won't listen to another request.  I feel like I've done as much as I can do to help them out, they are using my resources and not paying anything for it.  At least I'm not paying for the electricity to cool that thing, the sister is paying for the daily gasoline bill which isn't cheap.  

I get myself into these situations and then I kick myself for falling for it. Then I think about Christ and if He would have had me help them? Well I doubt I'm getting sent to hell for helping poor people, that's a  lot of who Christ helped.  But you get into these people's minds and they are nowhere near any level of self-preservation. They are of the "someone else needs to help me do and pay for everything" mindset.  I can't stand that. People lie, a lot, about their situations.  I don't know how many more questions I can ask to get the truth out. It's up to me to either just help them or tell them to move on.  There's a 20-something in the coach along with the other 2 people.  He's not disabled. There is no motivation to do anything.  I don't get it. 

Oh, and another thing about the "new" park.  I went there in my mind, thinking about the nearest place a person could work and be able to walk there. It's a mile and a half away, a convenience store, dunno if they're hiring.  That new park? It's 5 miles to the nearest store.  I just add up all the things that are not in that dude's favor and say to myself, welp, he's not really in a good position over there.  

So, today is just go to church, go over to the park and deal with this dude, then to the pharmacy.  They want me to start taking stuff for high cholesterol.  I'll take, with hesitancy.  I don't know how high it is, the new doc just ordered it without calling me about it.  

 Friday - early

Leaving for the CT scan in 25 minutes. Gives me enough time to get there, get parked, get into the place, deal with whatever paperwork and still be before the appointment time. It's a 30 minute drive by Interstate, which is actually out of the way compared to Highway 80 - but that takes significantly longer.  I pretty much feel another visit to IHOP coming after I get done with that scan.  I've had one of those before, it doesn't take long and that's the only thing I need to do.  Get the scan, leave.  I've still got something going on "down there" and it's been over 3 weeks now.  So yes, despite the fact it's going to cost $800, I want to find out what it is for my own peace of mind if nothing else.  

Kamala has dropped a portion of her plan for "economic recovery" out.  It's a Communist Manifesto plan as far as I'm concerned. I've been calling her a communist for a while, this so-called plan is nothing short of far left progressive nonsense.  They blame corporations for price gouging by corporations so they want to put price controls on things like groceries.

Do you remember the gas lines in the early 70's? I faintly remember it, I was pretty young at the time.  Price controls resulted in fuel rationing.  Gas stations had X amount of fuel and when that was gone, many of them simply closed down for the day, leading people to become even more panicked over the availability of gasoline.  I can only imagine this kind of nonsense going on at a truckstop and having trucks lined up on the road outside of the stations.  

Can you imagine that happening with food?  I hope the left media outlets start expounding on this s*** and actually tell the truth of what a plan like that will actually create instead of the normal, glossed over, fact-eliminated "reporting" that they always do.  I'll tell you this: If Harris wins and this is the result? I'll be filling out the freezers with fresh meat regardless of cost.  We went through empty grocery store shelves during Covid, our house had plenty of frozen meat.  That didn't count for the toilet paper fiasc, where you had to drive around town to find even a few rolls of tp, that was the beginning of it and then pretty much everything disappeared off of grocery store shelves.

They looked like a Cuban version of a grocery store.  

BTW, 87% of Americans still think the border situation is a problem.  Guess who is the Border Czar that did absolutely nothing about the border and didn't even visit the border?  It's become a greater problem in the public view now since all of these murders and rapes have been reported that were done at the hands of illegals.  What I love is the left saying that she was never the "border czar" despite the fact checking that has occurred now that the left is attempting to gaslight everyone into believing their version of revisionist history.  

Well whatever. I was watching the news and saw them drop this intended price gouging legislation that Kamala wants.  If republicans keep control of the house, it will never happen.  In my view, there are no guarantees about Congress or the WH and who is going to end up in control.  

Meanwhile, the folks are leaving this morning, I believe, for their anniversary, the kids will be coming home to - not them being here, lol.  They won't mind for I am not going to put up with the whining about dinner and what is being served, I will simply go to McDonald's, get them the chicken nuggets they love and that will be the end of that.  They can play their games and basically do whatever makes them happy.  Although we went on vacation recently, it was all of us and a large crowd of people. That wasn't alone time for them.  They did spend an extra night down there after everyone left, but down time away from everyone is necessary, IMO, for a healthy relationship.  

I wouldn't know for sure, I am twice divorced so there is no level of expertise coming from me.  But I do remember the first marriage, getting away was always fun and relaxing.  I have no plans of ever getting married again, I am not even interested in any kind of relationship, at least not at the moment. That can change of course, but marriage?  Let's be in a relationship for several years and then we can talk about that.  I have no prospects and those that I have had I have simply brushed off. Not interested. Politely conveyed, but still spoken in a way that makes it clear I am not looking for relationships and I don't want freinds with benefits.  I am trying to follow after the Lord so that kind of eliminates sexual encounters outside of marriage.

If you are doing that, I am not judging you, this is solely my take of it on biblical structure. 

Anyway, I need to leave.

G'day.  

 CT scan is at 7:45 am, meaning getting up pretty early tomorrow. I figure I"ll just get up with everyone else at 5:40 am.  I can shower, drink coffee and just think about things and then leave for the doc office at 7:00 am.  I don't really think this scan is going to take long.  

Watching them do the riding mower today, I decided to see if they would do the stuff on the boat.  This would be for pay beyond lot rent since it's personal stuff. When they get to work on something, they go at it until it's done.  The trolling motor, the new batteries for it, the bikini cover, clean it all up, siphon out the gas.  They siphon the gas out and I'll start burning weeds on the burn piles.  Like, just dump 2 gallons of gas onto those piles, pour a strip well away from it, light the strip and watch the whole thing go Whooooosh!!  I am not dense.  I have seen videos of people pouring gallons of gas onto a pile of wood, enough to burn them severely standing too close.

You watch these videos, tho, you see them lighting a match and then they...end the video. Which makes me think they were dumping water onto the pile and just make the videos for clickbait.  There was the lady a while back that poured gasoline out of a can directly onto a fire. She ended up dying.  I also remember in AZ many years ago a father drenched her young daughter with gasoline and lit her on fire.  You get a mental picture of a young girl running around in circles, burning to death while her father is driving off.  Amazing the evil that lurks in our society.  

Anyway, I'm going to get that boat over there - maybe tomorrow.  I have to move another trailer and a pickup to get to the boat.  But, the sooner the better.  Get that thing out on a lake and go fishing or even just pull those giant water floaties that they make for pulling behind boats and get with the fun. They get that stuff done and I'll register it again. There is nothing that the government doesn't find a target to tax or fee to death.  Boats are no exception.  You have to have registration for the boat and trailer and you have to have titles for the boat, motor and trailer.

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Tomorrow is Taylor and James 11th anniversary.  Very cool.  I donated some credit card points for a hotel at a place in Oklahoma.  Sounds far, but it really isn't.  Just across the Texas-OK line, a casino with a decent 5 story hotel and a huge pool. I just need enough points to cover one-way airfare, there should still be enough for that.  If not, you pay the difference between points and what's left owing.  

It's getting late.  

 Thursday 2:00 pm

It would help if I would get out of bed at an acceptable time of the day, but my sleep sucks so bad sometimes that when I do finally get back to sleep and I don't have to go to work? It could be near 9:00 am before I wake up. The plus side is that I feel ok compared to getting up at 5:30 am and  being tired.

But, I had to get over there for them to replace that tire.  They got that done and I got busy working on the tractor. I shifted to the back side tho, nothing on the front.  I went over that for quite a while before the machine started heating up, so I took it near Allen's place and parked it there.  

Then I got into a conversation with them about everything going on, they started working on the riding mower. Another pulley, this time on the transmission belt, had gone out.  Sure enough, that pulley was frozen up, half of it had melted with the belt still spinning around it. I wouldn't say it was a simple fix, it was not. Had to remove the entire cutting deck to even get at it.  But, they got it done and it's working again.  

Hopefully it will work for a while this time.   

It's hot outside.  The real feel is 108 and it felt like it.  4-1/2 hours out in that and I - along with everyone else out there - had had enough and I came home.  

What's next? Well, I could go back later this evening when it cools down a bit and do  more tractor work. I have that CT scan tomorrow morning so,....I probably won't do that.  I got a lot of those sweetgum trees down, that is the biggest objective. Some of them aren't coming down too easy. They are starting to get a good root system and it doesn't help the ground is dried out.  No rain and none in the foreseeable forecast. It's that time of year....

The coach people are still in the coach. They must have ran out of gas and money last night, the generator wasn't on and I was interested in how uncomfortable it must be inside that thing without AC going.  They have until Saturday, if they don't leave ... they will leave.  I have the statute reference now, it specifically states RV park on the trespassing statement, they will leave.  I get the feeling there is going to be a problem, I hope not, just a feeling. 

There isn't much else right now. The only other thing are these pills. I haven't taken one yet. I am a bit nervous about it TBH.  

So, I may write more later, I am attempting to get the nerve to take one of them. My manager gave me some interesting news on that that. He also has serious side effects with certain antibiotics but flatly told me he's been on this prostate stuff for 2 years without a problem. So you have to keep taking this stuff indefinitely? Gag. 

 Wednesday - mid-morning

This was from yesterday, Tuesday 8/13:

Annnnddddd....doctor number 2.  Which is a general family doctor which I needed to get back into.,. actually he's a nurse whatever they call it. I dunno, he seemed knowledgeable.  Said my arm could be a tendon problem rotator cuff - or who knows? Of course I was going to get referred to a special, orthopedic doctor who will make....whatever determinations. But, that was the main reason going there today, now I wait for the call from the specialist.

He also took blood.  I hate giving blood. It makes me feel funny. They took me into a very small room with just one of those chairs that has an arm that comes around in front of you.  I warned them...I sometimes get nauseous giving blood.  I normally have to lay down to do it...She thought that was funny, the nurse or whatever her title was in there.  I determined to make it through it without near passing out.  So, I relaxed, looked away and before I knew it, she was done.

The nurses out in the hallway stood back in theatrical style: let me get out of your way! They were joking of course, I said yup, I can get out into the parking lot and lay down then you won't have to deal with it, the ambulance next door will come pick me up.  A few more jokes from them about that and I was paying at the window to get out of there, the lady came and handed me a packet of fruit candy and a bubble gum. Instead of telling her I"m on keto, I just said thank you! and figured one of the kids could have it.  

So that's my day today, that's all I did was doctor visits. Tomorrow, Lord willing of course, I will go over and get on that tractor and spend at least 4 hours on it.  That should get a good chunk of the front done. I'm actually going to move to the rear before finishing the front because now that I think about it? The rear is more important.  To me, anyway.  Get that all cleared out, level it as best as possible without the use of a dozer, mark lots and get busy.  That will take a lot of time.  I mean, probably a few weeks of using it for a few hours here and a few hours there.  I hope that machine can stay long enough to get all of that done.  I just want to clear out all the brush right next to the driveway up front tomorrow before moving back there. 

Overnight reservations are starting to come in.  It's getting to be that time of year.  Probably moreso next month, but apparently they are moving around this month as well.  I had to go in and block out all of the lots but the one I have open for overnights.  PITA, for the changed how it works to block it out on the software and what they did to it makes it take 3 times the amount of time that it used to.  

I want them to clean everything up on lot 1 better than it is. Meaning, trim the grass back nicely, spray more weed/grass killer on the gravel area and get it looking good.   

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Today.

The doc office just called and basically told me my insurance sucks.  All of that I have been to so far was covered by insurance with a co pay.  But a CT scan? "Your insurance plan has you paying 7 thousand dollars before you can have anything like this covered".  And how much is a CT scan? Well, it's a little of $800.

So what did I decide to do? I am not playing with my health, if there is something serious going on, I want them to find it and deal with it, if it can be dealt with.  You never know in this life.....my previous company insurance would have paid for a CT scan.  And the company before that.  I have the highest tier health insurance my company provides, btw.  

So basically, if something happens and it costs less than 7k, SOL.  That's probably something the company should let me know up front.  It's the company who determines what kind of health care coverage they are going to provide, not the insurer's.  It's better than nothing, a really serious event can cost into the hundreds of thousands of dollars.  I get that, but a CT scan?  No coverage on that at all?  

So, anyway, I have decided to start taking that other medication today.  After I go to the park and spend at least 4 hours on that machine. I went over to the park last night after getting a call that there is drama going on over there, this pertaininig to a gas-powered air blower machine that Allen had purchased from the sister of the people that moved into that coach.  He had put $50 down on it and owed another $100 I think it was.  

Well, because I am booting the people in the coach - there are 3 people living in there I have found out - the lady is blaming Allen and is pissed at him.  I was a bit surprised at that coming from her, I clearly made the decision and any wrath can fall on me. Not that I'll just take it and not say anything back.  Probably why they don't mess with me, I am not a doormat to be walked all over.  I learned even as a Christian long ago that if you don't set some boundaries, people become like vultures and "attack" with demands for you to do things for them and if you tell them no, they proclaim that you aren't a Christian at all.

Yea, no thanks.  Drop everything I'm doing to get into my pickup at the time to go get brand new furniture that some people bought (this was quite a long time ago), no forewarning, notice, nothing. They just went to the store, bought the stuff and demanded I come pick it up for them. I don't remember what I was doing at the time, but I do remember something clicking in my head. People at the church had been taking advantage of me like that for a long time and I was sick of it.  Like I have no life, am a worthless, robotic human being that can be dictated to at a moment's notice.  That person crossed the line with that furniture and I never looked back.  I told that person, no, I can't come right now, have you ever heard of giving a person notice that you might need help in advance?  

And that's exactly what I heard if memory serves right.  You aren't much of a Christian, probably not at all.  We aren't talking life altering events here, we're talking furniture and having someone telling me that? I became a target of gossip in the church after that and it was the beginning of my demise as far as church goes.  There is a reason I am not involved at all in the church I am going to now. 

Still, it's completely unfair they are blaming Allen, but Allen is going to have to stand up for himself.  I am not going to pry in the middle of that, he did tell them it wasn't his decision but apparently they believe he had "undue influence" into the matter. He did have some input, but I was sitting in a chair near his place and hearing that generator from 150 feet away.  That's what got me going about it.  Those people need to leave and they best be out of there by or on Saturday.  

I just got out of bed 15 minutes ago and yes, it's 9:15 am.  I don't care, either. I woke up at 5:00 am and determined I needed more sleep. It took an hour, but I finally did get back to sleep and I now feel much better than how I was feeling at 5:00 am.  These days are coming to an end, of course, I am going to tell the manager I can go back to work after Friday.  I don't know when the plant is firing back up, I really don't want to do anything but the regular run as it's not near as long as the other ones and I just don't feel like it. The driver trainer hasn't been doing that much either, thankfully, meaning they've got this temporary situation covered.  

It's a bit too much time off, I am going to take a paycheck when my next check comes in and make it for the amount that the paycheck is short of, in terms of a regular paycheck. 

Oh, well the drama last night? I went over there.  Hung out for a couple of hours. Allen's daughter  is actually taking Allen's place and so far, she seems ok.  The boy was there as well.  I talked with him for quite a long time.  I don't know why he wanted to hang out for so long, but whatever.  He's a nice kid with an excellent work ethic.  Brought up on a farm and a typical farmer's view on life even at that young of an age.  

He was shocked, however, when I told them there is a teacher from his school staying at my place as well. He knew nothing about it.  Black dude, used to be oil worker? Yup, that's him. He's pretty cool tho I can tell he's not going to be a pushover in school.  He didn't know how to take that, lol, thought about it for while and declared, well, at least I have someone I can go to to help me with homework if I need it!  Yea, I'm not sure the man wants his students visiting him at his trailer.  I might should have kept my mouth shut about it.

The subject came up because the other kid moving in is also going to the same school.  The boy immediately decided that the new kid will be a silver-spoon type of child that has been lavished on his entire life and declared he doesn't like people like that.  I gave him a funny look. How do you know he's got that "privileged" attitude?  He might be in full rebellion and is happy to be getting away from his parents.  Or not in rebellion, but definitely not that attitude?  I was a preacher's kid and I went full tilt rebellion at the age of 13.  You really have no idea what kind of person this is going to be....

He thought about that a minute and decided he would give it a wait-and-see posture.  Good. You can't be judging people you know nothing about and haven't even met.  You know how kids are at that age, they know everything and they make instant conclusions based on - nothing much of the time.  This kid doesn't really come off as an out-and-out know-it-all, he just doesn't have any life experience.  He'll figjure it out. He bought his trailer on his own without any parent's help and has a late model pickup that he owes money on, but no help with that either.  

As for me and today? I'm just sitting here drinking my coffee. I'm going to fill the thermos up with ice cold water plus another cup with ice cold water and head over to the property soon.  The tractor is sitting there waiting for me.  We decided last night that I will pay $150 per week for it's use.  The weekly rate at the local place the wouldn't allow me to use their equipment for this purpose anyway is $680 plus tax.  So, over $700. That's a $550 per week savings.  Their monthly rate is $2,025.  So, $1,425 savings.  

I think he was going to let Allen use it for free until he found out I was the one that wanted to use it.  I'm not going to complain, $150 per week is cheap.  It will just motivate me to get done with the thing as fast as possible.  I figure a month, actually and that's money well spent.  I'm still going to need a dozer in there, I think, when I'm done with the clearing project to smooth everything out.  I dunno if that boy can get a hold of one of those, but if he can.....probably get that done in a day with a decent sized dozer.  

Once that's done, all of that is going to be maintained with regular cutting.  If I have to buy a new riding mower on payments, i will do it to save myself from having to clear it yet again at some point.  I have even more parts ordered for the current one I have, some pulleys broke on it.  They're only $25, if it can get it to work I'm all good with it.  If not, I have wasted some money on that machine.  But, the motor runs great and the transmission also functioning well, only word in forward gears but that's easily mitigated.  At some point I will need to buy a better riding mower, I'm just hoping I can get by with that one for now.  

Since getting serious again about the diet I have dumped 7 pounds.  It hasn't been that long so that's not bad.  It gets easier the longer I'm on it to say no to certain foods that pop up "out of nowhere". Potatoes, rice, beans, pasta, sugary stuff. I don't really have a problem with sugary stuff, but when I do, there are options.  I am trying to not even satisfy those desires, it's just more calories that need to be counted.  

Let's take a quick look at the news...

Harris is putting up deceptive ads on Google searches.  How surprising! You aren't even hearing about Biden's decline anymore besides a few articles wondering who is running the country?  The Trump assassination attempt has also all but disappeared. Well of course it has, leftists control most of the media, they can dictate the narrative.  Basically, the Harris campaign is a lying sack of rotten potatoes, pushing falsehoods, exaggerations and anti-Trump rhetoric through the gills.  The truth is nowhere to be found in them. They will take a truth and turn it into a lie. It's that simple.  There is very little that I can think of that would make me want to vote for any leftist, anywhere in the country.  

If Harris wins the presidency, which there is now a higher likelihood she can and will (there is still plenty of time tho), Republicans best hope they can keep control of the House. Because if they lose that and democrats keep control of the Senate, we are in for a hellish ride.  Then, the only thing that can stop their communist ideology is the courts and more specifically, the "Trump SCOTUS".  If 3 democrat/left leaning judges had been installed instead of conservatives, you wouldn't hear a peep from them.  Instead, the SCOTUS is corrupted, now they want term limits installed and some sort of code of conduct or ethics or whatever.  Because, of course, suddenly the biggest names on that bench have been "corrupted".  

So, that's it for news for me today. Nothing new, really, besides the newest revelations about Harris campaign lying bs.  

And for this entry? That's going to be it as well. It's getting late in the day and I have work I want to get done.

G'day

 Well that didn't last long.

I got in there, filled out a ream of paper's worth of forms, gave it to the attendant at the check in desk, 3 minutes later they were calling me back. The doc was in in less than 3 minutes as well.  I like that, no eternal waiting, get this over with. 

The doc asked a series of questions and then told me I need to take that other drug the urgent care gave me - which is Flomax (it doesn't say that on the label so I didn't really didn't know what it was beyond some long medical name) and he thinks I have kidney stones.  The thought never entered my mind about the kidney stones.  

The Flomax concerns me because of the list of potential side effects.  Kidney stones make sense and could easily be what the pain in the side is.  He said there isn't normally any retention pain (urine retention in the bladder) over there and then asked if urgent care did a ct scan? No, they just did an x-ray.  Ok, well I want to get a CT scan and we'll see if it's kidney stones problem.  I've had kieny stones before, some 30 years ago?  It wasn't pleasant and I actually went to ER on that episode for pain relief.  I have some pain, but nothing like that first time.  

If there is one in there, it isn't passing, I can say that for sure.  So, Friday is the CT scan, that was the earliest they could get me in. My understanding is if they need to take it out of there, it is non-invasive surgery that sends a tube up through there to get into the area to break the stone apart. That is old information, however and I haven't researched if there is anything newer available.  

I don't think I was in that building more than 35 minutes.  I like that.  I went to IHOP over there for a breakfast treat, keto style.  Just an omelet made with keto friendly ingredients and asked them not to add pancake batter to the egg mixture. Common knowledge, at least among the Keto group, they add that stuff which is high carbs.  I'm sticking with the diet for a while now, a few months anyway.  Weight comes off slowly and you really need to stick with it to get it down to where you start thinking, this is really working!  

Got on the Interstate and headed over to the property.  It only dawned me maybe half a mile from my park that I have another doc appointment today, I can't be getting all sweaty, I'll have to take another shower. I decided to just come home and relax.  I might go out there and start looking at how to install this trolling motor on the boat.  "Might" being the operative word.  It's very nice to have a house with no kids running around doing their thing.  They are at school and this place is nice and peaceful.

As it stands, I woke up at 7:30 this morning, freaked out a bit. I didn't set the alarm, I just figured I'd wake up before 7 so no worries.  Didn't give me much time to get showered, dressed, coffee, etc.  

I dunno, but the pain is there, it's low level so I can still manage I just need to have this diagnosed and figure out the treatment.  Kidney stones are horrible, but I can think of far more horrible things a person could get diagnosed with.....

I'm just sitting here attempting to brave the feat of putting one of those Flomax pills in mouth and wait and hope and pray there are no serious side effects....I'm not sold on even taking one today, tbh.  Or at all. I don't have to take them, it's just going to give me better bladder drainage. Well, I do have to take them, now that I think about it. The doc wants to know if it takes care of the problem. My deal is, I don't want to take pills the rest of my life if I don't have to, Flomax just treats the symptom it doesn't treat the problem.  

Then again, prostate surgery doesn't sound particularly appealing, either. I wonder how long it takes to recover from that? Probably quite a while.  

I am looking forward to this doc today. He may also send me to a specialist, who knows.  Whatever it takes, I want this arm problem fixed.  It's holding me back.  It hurts a lot.  I sleep on my side and when I end up on that arm, I wake up in the middle of the night in pain.  Like, turn my body quickly type of pain.  I try to do certain types of work and the arm forces me to adjust how I do things.  Getting used to pain isn't really all that great, you just don't want to deal with it.  Well, now is the time. 

I've got 4 hours and 20 minutes to waste.  I almost think I should have just gone and gotten on the tractor and get some stuff done on it.  

My goal is to clear both ends out and then form pads for rv sites.  It won't cost me anything but the time on the tractor.  One thing that crossed my mind is that I could actually build lots without the sewer to start with and just rent it to short term overnight and have a dump stations by the shed.  People want power over everything else and many don't mind if you don't have sewer at the site as long as they can dump somewhere on their way in, out or both.  It's just a thought.  I just know that now, I can start working towards that end. 

One thing is for certain: I will be spending a lot of time on that thing and I need to ask the boy how long he can keep it there.  A couple of weeks would be nice.  Even on work days I could get out of the truck and onto that thing for a couple of hours.  I'm guessing the parents gave some sort of time line.  I'm also guessing the thing probably isn't used much, if they have a real farm they are using newer and much larger equipment.  Still, it's in good shape for how old it is.

And that is that.  We have politicians attempting to gaslight us, namely: Kamala Harris. They are now playing her statements from the last election when she was running against things she's said currently on talk shows and such. 180 degree turns on many of them. She wants "government run" health care for everyone, get rid of the current system and some statement to the effect of "If you can't get in line with it, get out of it".  This, in turn, stoked the fears of seniors who are wondering if she means people will lose their health care coverage.

Republicans should jump all over that. Democrats always play the same old game with "Republicans want to get rid of medicare and social security".  Now you have some ambiguous statement that could easily be interpreted as "get rid of it".  She wants to gut the system, that's pretty much what you can take out of it. She gives no path forward to what or how she is going to implement it or even what it looks like.  She is full of promises but you know they will never materialize. She has plagiarized Trump's idea of no taxation on tips and a media outlet is now giving her credit for the idea. 

Newsweek to be specific. They claimed that it is Kamala's idea and that 68% of republicans support the idea. Of course they did, when Trump started saying it, which was long before Kamala came along and is attempting to steal the idea as her own conception.

It's ridiculous and it's why I only watch a little bit of the news and then I move on. It's the same thing every presidential election but admittedly this one seems to be far beyond the pale.  How often does an elected nominee get dumped by it's own party and then the party installs a new candidate without bothering to ask the voters of that party whether they want that person or not? And a host of other things not worth going into here.  

My trip to AZ should be relatively cheap on the wallet, actually it will hopefully be free but I have noticed that airfare one way is much cheaper than I expected it to be.  Of course I'll be spending hundreds of dollars coming back driving a gas guzzler.  The free part is my credit card points which will pay for the airfare.  

I'm outta here. 

 Tuesday - morning

Yesterday was a bit busy, had started on a blog entry but I only got a few sentences in.

I basically spent the day at the park, the tractor arrived and I got busy with it.  It was also a day to deliver "news" to people that needed to hear things. One guy always having his girlfriend over, parking the driveway.  I don't allow parking in the driveway.  This person knows parking in the driveway isn't allowed.  So I texted him about that.

I then texted the people in the coach: this isn't going to work out.  I'll give you to Saturday to find a new place to live.  They are running a generator over there 24 hours a day and it is noisy and I'm getting complaints. Sorry.  5 minutes later, she comes over and demands to know who was complaining? It doesn't matter and I'm not calling people out.  I can hear that generator right now, sitting 150 feet away, so yes, it's a problem.  Well, I found a job but now I'm going to have to move back to Jefferson. 

I said nothing.  I'm not going to be baited, which is what she was trying to do the entire time she was standing there, which wasn't very long fortunately for I wasn't falling for her tactics.  Not my first rodeo, I'm sorry she has to leave at the same time,  she apparently has a place to go. There are jobs in Jefferson.  I knew it wasn't going to be a long term solution and they are broke as well.  Her sister, who has been living in the park for a while now, has been buying the gasoline for that generator.

Trust me, that gets expensive very quickly, especially running one 24 hours a day. I was informed that its nice and cool in there. Yes, as it should be with a new AC unit.  They are conflicted about it as it stands. They being the couple that have already been living there. The guy doesn't want to do anything for them, he has his reasons, whether they are valid or not? Probably after that short encounter with the lady.  The lady who is the actual sister of the people in the coach wants to help them.  I get that, but I don't,  not to that extent to the point that others are getting irritated with constant noise going on.  My biggest selling point is the peace and quiet of my park, not the noise and generator-running-constantly.  

I really only let them in to help them out of an immediate bind. They have until Saturday to get out of there.  After that? Well let's hope they're gone, I really don't want to have to call law enforcement and they seem to be ok with having to move.  

Then there's this new guy that had the trashed trailer. He's sitting right there listening to all of this and more, the attention then was directed to him.  In person, in his face, we both started in on him. Not in a caustic, vitriolic way, but yes we were firm.  Everyone has been helping you and you don't want to do anything to help yourself.  I pointed at the windows: You said you were going to replace them and that you already have the windows?  Allen then said that Brian, another new guy, will never help you again.  He was doing everything (in moving the junky trailer) and you were just standing there doing nothing. 

I then went into how people have been feeding him, are you going to return the favor?  He said he gets "paid" on the 26th and yes, he would be.  Allen: well someone has been blowing up the toilet....I mean, we left no stone unturned.  If he's going to stay there, he's going to get with the program.  Being poor and needy doesn't mean you have to act that way outwardly.  I've been poor and needy but I didn't go around broadcasting it to everyone beyond writing about it in this blog. Well, I wasn't that poor but it was definitely paycheck to paycheck and often times picking which bills to pay and which to let slide.  I was needing a water heater for 6 months and couldn't afford that.  This guy has access to my bathroom, hot water, laundry, now has electricity and cooling in that trailer, etc. 

I think people get pissed when a person asks them to do everything for them and won't lift a finger to help. He's not invalid, he's not in a wheel chair, he is a large man, well over 300 pounds.   I dunno what's wrong with him for a disability.  He said his son is coming up Saturday to fix the windows and deal with the camper.  Ok.  

Then there was the guy who lets his dog s*** everywhere, who was also right there.  He got up and left in a huff and a puff.  Whatever dude, why you think people should have to clean up after your dog is unknown. 

Pleasant day? Not particularly.  Productive? yes. It was hot and humid yesterday, but it felt good to sweat and just be outdoors.  

I've leaving for the urologist in about 15 minutes.  That gets me there a bit early so I can fill out their forms and get the insurance info to them. The only thing I'm dreading is if the doctor wants to do a "prostate exam". If you are a guy and ever had that done, you know exactly what I'm talking about.  I had it done once in my 30's and I really never want to go through that again, but I doubt my desires are going to outweigh the need to find out what's going on. Then again, they do have x-rays now that they can get from the urgent care, maybe that's enough?  I would hope so?  

Then there's the general checkup today, but I think I'm going to use that time to focus on my bum arm.  It's still got that pain and the nerve problem and I need to start on the path towards having it fixed.  I'm just a bit more concerned about the bladder issue atm.  

Harris has gone 23 days now, according to the news, since she was elected as the nominee for democrats and has not had a press conference. She has answered a few questions, but no official press conference. That should tell you truckloads about her inability to face the tough questions and act like Biden-in-the-basement.  You wonder how such a person is going to stand up to the Xi's and Kim's of this world....

Anyway, I need to get off of here and get on the road. It's half an hour drive over there.

G'day